Friday, January 18, 2008
right, when i said last post for this blog. i'm sorry.
just one more last post=)
maybe i'm the one at fault, being sensitive & all.
this friendship is too true to be gone,
there's still rooms for understanding & appreciations.
maybe it was me who acted on impulse, & caused a big problem.
when i said i didn't care, swore & promised that i wouldn't care,
maybe i was just too dumb to said that.
those only lasted like 1 or 2 days?
and now, i don't think i'm able to keep that promise
i'm sorry God, for breaking this promise & making an unnecessary swear
i know He will forgive me, i'm sorry.
after talking to espall, letting out so much things, tears have been shed
but it's worth it.
because at least we got our feelings cleared, all unhappiness shared.
she's right, why care so much about appreciation?
yes, & i haven forget anything , that
She means more than anything else
much more important than stupid appreciation
She is someone i've held on to for who she is, not someone i want her to be.
She is someone whom i've accepted since the day we became friends.
She is someone whom i've gone thru miles with.
She is someone whom i can shout at, & get this stupid face from her
She is someone who went thru ups & downs with me, like a roller coaster rides, even thou she fear of this kinda rides, & she's always the down.LOL!
She is someone whom i can fool around with
She is someone who can make stupid monkey faces with me, accept me no matter how ugly i am, just like how i HAVE to accept her :D
She is someone who will share her pain with me, like dirts & creams.lol
& also someone who will clean it away for me
She is someone who don't mind my dirtyness, because she's one dirty fellow too.
She is someone who is as pretty as a flower, because she's clean & green:) just simply her
She is someone i HAVE TO carry, no matter how heavy is she.
stupid elephant.No matter how long the journey takes;)
She is someone whom i'll hold on to, & nvr say gdbye
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She is someone whom i wanna walk with till the end,
She is no other than
SHAMINE WEE SHI YUN
I'm Sorry
from the bottom of my heart=)
no matter who's right or wrong, i don't care anymore
i just want to salvage this friendship, more than a friendship
you're right, i wouldn't have let you go.
you're too much for me to let go, too important to bid a gdbye
sorry for my words, you're the first person whom i actually apologised openly to.
& i had to break my promise & swear
Sorry for not being there when you cry this time,
infact, sorry for making you cry.
i understand :)
yours truly,
darling <3
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
1:58 AM
She is someone who went thru ups & downs with me, like a roller coaster rides, even thou she fear of this kinda rides, & she's always the down.LOL!
She is someone whom i can fool around with
She is someone who don't mind my dirtyness, because she's one dirty fellow too.
She is someone who is as pretty as a flower, because she's clean & green:) just simply her
She is someone i HAVE TO carry, no matter how heavy is she.
