you're my snowie, my only sunshine.
you make me happy, when skies are grey.
you'll never know dear, how much i love you,
please, DON'T take my snowie away ):
get well soon,please ):Studies
i've wasted a whole damn year (2007) playing & playing. Really hope can enter Nafa, & do the best that i can in every way. I have to excel, i have to. I can't see my future, i can't see what's ahead of me right now ):
money
since young, i'm being pampered & spoilt by the ones around me, especially daddy mummy & boyfriend. Always getting what i want, without fail. So i never know the importance of money & the hardship of earning money. I'm always taking money issue as for granted. Till i started working & being the owner of snowie, i know how difficult it is to earn just a single cent. I always think it's easy for a beggar to get a cent, but what can he buy with a cent? How easy isit for him to sit on the floor infront of so many passerbys, adapting to the stares & pointings. Today at mac, i saw this lady carrying 2 plastic bags & rather frayed clothings. She went around all tables to look for clean napkins. & i forgotten i left my change on the tray, she took it thou it's only a 45cents. How we always throw napkins away & how she folded them neatly placed inside her plastic bags. How she treasured a 45 cents , how much it means to her ,made me feel like a lousy person. A poor may not have everything, but will do anything to get what he/her wants. A rich may have everything granted, but what's the point when he/her doesnt even know the importance of money.
friends
few of my friends, be it good or casual friends, they are facing problems. They're as troubled as much as i am right now. I wish i could be there for them, every one of them. But i know it's impossible. I'm sorry dear fellows. I can just be here mentally, maybe a text or ring?
i always thought making new friends & more friends will bring me more joys & attention.
But i was wrong, having more friends means lesser time for each & every friend i have.
& soon, a distance between my endeared ones.
few gatherings i'm looking forward to,
just a simple meet up & chill will be a bliss.
it's not the quantity that matters, it's the quality:)
you, one & only you
you're the reason why i'm here alone. We've gone thru years, miles & tears. Shared all happiness,joy & sorrows. How much pain & hurt we've inflicted to each other, & how much happiness we've granted to each other. Our life is like a story book, full of emotions,climax & characters. We've overcome ocean of pain, excruciating torments, exultant happiness.
You mean alot to me, but that doesnt mean you can take every moves forgranted & think i'll forgive you no matter what. I may be putting on smile day & night, i may be 165 cm tall, my heart may be the size of my palm, but i'm a weak pillar. Stop crushing me with sorrow & grief, i can no longer exhibit such great and unremitting pain or wretchedness of body or mind.
sick
been sick ever since my taiwan trip(9th dec) till now, getting restless & restless each day.
i wanna recover....
i'm on the verge of breaking down soon
see me fly i'm proud to fly up high
不能一直依赖别人给我拥戴
believe me i can fly i am singing in the sky
就算风雨覆盖我也不怕重来
我已不是那个懵懂的女孩
风雨来不避开谦虚把头低下来
你曾经对我说做勇敢的女孩
我不会孤单
因为你都在
i'm a big big girl, in a big big world.
It's not a big big thing,
if you leave me.
But i do feel, that i'll miss you much,
miss youuu muchh............. granny, where you
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