i've realised, no matter how strong one can appear, but one can never defeat the master, 'love' one can never hide his/her sorrowness.
I'm so tired, overcoming the ocean of pains, & fighting with the mighty waves 坚强得太久好疲惫 想抱爱的人沉沉的睡 卷来的风暴凶猛里有种美 死了心痛就没感觉
To you, it will take another me to trust the same old you.
To him, guess, you're no longer the one whom i can confide everything to, maybe both of us were wrong from the very beginning, promises that can never be kept, that we both can't even please
To them, we've been thru miles, & now you girls are already part of me. A position that no one can take, a piority that no one can set, but as times move by, things ain't th same anymore. sometimes, i've to squeeze thru your circle of friends to just catch a second look at you. & sometimes, you just shut me off on msn, & time & time i wonder, do any of you appreciate what i've done for you. I'm not sadden by the sorrowness, yet is the lack of appreciation. i wonder if you really listen to me, because it's either an interupption from you, or a sweetgdbye. that's why i've given up confiding my problems to you. sometimes, i wish the time will stop whenever i'm with you girls, because time with you, are minimun now. Or better still, time could turn back, when the earth just revolves around us. honestly, i miss you girls holding on to a lil hope that we can be like that past, is slowly fading away.
i've realised, & learnt a lesson. Its not the quantity of friends, but the quality. Friends are easy to find, but true friends are one in a million. Someone who will not believe the smile on my face, & rather look at my sorrowness behind my masquerade.
Where's the rainbow & sunshine i used to believe in. please give me back my soul & smile. & why is the world so quiet. actually the sky is grey. 看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着 你的身影这么近我却抱不到 没有地球太阳还是会绕 没有理由我也能自己走
你要离开我知道很简单 你说依赖是我们的阻碍 就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱 当作我最后才明白
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye; 1:44 PM
HELLOS!
A simple & happy girl who loves sunshine.
Her endeared ones are her essentials.
Loves being in a crowd, yet comfortable being alone
Loves to smile, yet tends to get emotional
Has extreme moodswings,super high & low at times
Loves friendly & cheerful people :)
loves to see everybody smiles,
yes you, SMILE!
UR NAME!
JIAYING
11 November 1990
Palin Art School Artiris
swe3thugz90@Hotmail.com
LOVES!
ENDEARED ONES
♥ God
♥ Family
♥ My bigbig Family!
♥ Boyfriend
♥ Snowie
♥ Nyp cliques
♥ Heeren Girls :)
♥ Sunshine
♥ Piano
♥ Arts & Design
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Singing
LOATHES!
NO SWEET TALKS Do not boot lick me either do not accuse me, i fucking hate that do not insult my friends & family losing my endeared ones Flowers except sunflowers :) Soft toys except hellokitty,kalm & winnie the pooh :)
i know i'm weird :)
WISH!
everybody to be happy
to be with my endeared ones forever!!!
nafa a box full of yellow stars
a box full of sweets with pink shiny wrappers black gucci bag
pink dior wallet
hello kitty x'mas tree
a day with ALL my bigbig family a beautiful sweet 17
hello kitty blanket
sunflowers!
Queen's couture top
