Sunday, December 16, 2007
i hate the fact that i'm getting busier now,
the fact that i can't spend an equal amount of time with everybody.
& i have to balance so many things in my hand now.
firstly, new staffs have quitted job,
so i've gotta work more.
secondly, i've so much fashion & piano 's homework. Furthermore exam's coming, portfolio time.
thirdly, friends schedules and mine are always crashing ):
i really do miss my endeared ones, even thou i met them like the day before?
maybe it's because time spent with them now, is getting lesser than before.
That's why even a short meet up, be it chill or play, will satisfy me enough.
Especially 351, girls i've not spend much time with you girls alone.
one day please, just the 4 of us :)
My bigbigbig family, i'm still holding to my wish, to go out together with the 10 of us.
Chenxiaowei, Prettayes Vina & kelly, i'm meeting you girls at least once a month, & i'm contended. You girls have became a part of me, & i do wish to know you girls more & better.
Daphne & Diane mei, we're not meeting up often, but rmbr our pact? birthday:)
NYP cliques, you guys better meet me soon! i miss you guys laughters!
Venie, we always wanna meet, but time just pull us away. make a lil time for both of us aye :)
these are the friendships i'm holding onto,
friends, when i said i wish i could be there for you, i really mean it.
I may be greedy, all of you
I wanna be your listening ear, shoulder, plaster, everything..
i want to do anything to make you guys smile.
sorry if i neglect anyone of you,
but please don't doubt this friendship, i'm sincere.
If i could just shove time away &stop this earth from spinning just 5 mins,
i wanna the world to revolve just among us.
Let me there for you, & walk along with you.
Trust me, i love everyone of you.
Prettayes vina & kelly,xiaowei, girls sorry i can't be there during your down periods, i'm only there whenever there's fun & outings.
But trust me, you girls have been circling my mind.
Espall mei, sister i may not know what's going on around you now, but i wanna you know that
you're still the same in my heart since sec 1. Etched in a position no one can replace, i can never forget.....
i just wanna apologise to all my friends for neglecting them, if i did
i'm really sorry...
to boyfriend,
i'm really trying hard to balance friendship &this rs.
& i'm glad you're being understanding...
thanks for trusting me & accepting my friends
i love you.
To mom & dad,
sorry that i had to work & go out with friends.
I haven been spending much time with you, especially when Dad comes home late, Mom's always asleep when i reached home.
& Both of you are out whenever i wake up.
all i wish for is a xmas dinner with just the two of you :)
i love you two still...
sorry everybody ):
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
2:15 AM
