This is where i belong

Saturday, December 22, 2007

I wonder if,
will you stand by me, be it i'm blind.
Will you look for me if i'm lost in the busy city,
will you try your very best to locate me be it i'm lost for 1 year?
or will i be forgotten.

true never has an ending,
i must be dreaming, fallen into a deep sleep,
or watch too much love dramas.

She was lost in the snow,

praying and yearning for spring to come.

But yet again snow fell

...

& she's lost

where are you sunshine?

i miss you ):

Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
~~2:41 AM~~

Friday, December 21, 2007

after darling left, been working more than going out.haha
but still went out with brothers,boyfriend snowie & friends;)
but was missing her lahh,SOMETIMES :D

1st Dec, darling came back
but couldnt meet up with her, cause i had to go Xiaozhu's concert.

2nd dec, OFF TO TAIWAN! :D
will blog about taiwan another day:D

back on the 8th, suppose to go Jenny's xmas party,
but didn't in the end;)
9th dec, Minghui's wedding.
at night went to meet up with CHENTY,DARLING & JZ:D:D:D:D

passed chenty her camp package before her camp trip:D
i miss them so dearly lah!!

this is for you darren! hahaha __

Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
~~10:36 PM~~

25th nov
Ervina's Birthday"

met up with my birthday girl at amk mt
then headed to clark quay station meet beloved kelly!

we planned this outing for a long time already!
lunched at Waraku
it's super yummylicious!

birthday girl her bday present, & her favourite colour:D

& our dragon maki roll.hahah!

our cook! :D

then we went over to suntec.

bought Hippo Ridetickets, some thought we were tourists,some even thoguht we were superstar

HAHAHAHHA!

we went to buy drinks before hopping on the bus.

when we reached the place where we supposed to aboard, it ws raining cats & dogs.

Damn our luck!

that's not all, we're not sure which bus to hop on.

so we asked one driver, & eventually we hopped on!

we went to the upper deck,despit the heavy rain

other passengers went down, cause they couldnt take the wet ride

but we remained,

as the journey went on, we were laughing at each other stupidly

our hair were so wet,clothes, kelly & vina immediately took our mirror to see their make ups

HAHAHHA, its uber cute lahh!

its raining!, but we're enjoying.ahha

then it got worse
hahahaha!

look at kelly face, she's like
: whheeeee! we're wet! heh heh

i'm like,

: Rooarrr! wild & wet!

& ervina's,HAHAHHAHA!

:my God, i'm wet! i can go find PENGUIN!

HAHAHAHAHHAH!

(only we will understand)

before alighting the bus

lower deck

we alighted at Hotel Marriot there, & rushed over to Cine
cause we only had half n hour to take neoprints & catch the next hippo bus to sentosa

had our neoprint, but it was too late already.
so we walked over to Orchard's hippo & duck information counter.
& guess what?
WE BOARDED THE DAMN WRONG BUS!
we're supposed to board the red xmas decorated bus for our moonlight tour around town,
but we boarded the pink normal tour hippo ride =.=
so yeah, we can't carry on any journey, cause we've missed the last bus ):

walked over to heeren's toilet,
maked up & all.

our disapppointed faces ):

then over to cine again, for our dinner at Sakae Teppanyaki!
today we had japanese lunch & dinner, & it was Fabulous!

then then, we trained to Raffles city.
& while walking over to Boat Quay, we camwhored around Sg.hhAHAHAH!
really like tourists.

reached boat quay, but not many pubs were opened.

so we just went in one with the nicest environment.

the pple asked us to order Chivas or Martel..

but we ordered one jug, 20 bucks only.HAHAHAHHA!

we're really joke of the day, bad luck too.

played dice, kelly & vina drank the most lahh

i didn't like drinking, so i just sipped only.

i think i drank less than 1/4 of the cup.hahaha!

vina said "you think you drinking water ah"

=.= LOL

then few men came to talk to us,

asking if we're singaporeans.

we lied that we're taiwanese, & we've to act like one

it was totally hilarious.

& they actually believed lahh

still ask were we stay, bring us go tour around sg, stil gave us namecards

LOL! uncles! LAO TIKCOO

LOL!

cheers to our sisterhood!

happy birthday my prettaye!

left the pub after singing a while, then walked past one pub
One lady suddenly shouted, & approached us
asking us to go herpub, treat us drinks.
but we rejected, cause we smelt some rat, was rather suspicious.

hahahha. walked over to Mac & had a nugget meal:D
cabbed home with vina
home sweet home

thou our plan didn't work out successfully,
but we really enjoyed ourself.
In fact it was one of the best outing ever!
i love my prettayes! truly loved!

Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
~~9:04 PM~~

15th Nov

met up with darling & jz at town.
went kbox to sing

around 7 plus, met ayl,ed & jw
then headed to cityhall meet chenty
& babe gave me a sweet lil' red monkey with colourful sweets:D
& a tissue letter.

train-ed to changi airport
why?
cause darling's leaving to china ):
aiyaaa, now she's back already, so i act sad for this post only
LOL!

dine-ed at a Hong Kong Restuarant

during our dinner, don't know why my tears just trickled down my cheeks.

Guess, i can't bear her to leave.

but can lehhh.LOL i act only

MY LAST MOMENT TO PLAY WITH HER

HAHAHHA

before she went in,

BYEBYE DARLINGG

PARTAYYYYE TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
~~8:49 PM~~

i've realised,
no matter how strong one can appear,
but one can never defeat the master, 'love'
one can never hide his/her sorrowness.

I'm so tired,
overcoming the ocean of pains, & fighting with the mighty waves
坚强得太久好疲惫
想抱爱的人沉沉的睡
卷来的风暴凶猛里有种美
死了心痛就没感觉

To you,
it will take another me to trust the same old you.

To him,
guess, you're no longer the one whom i can confide everything to,
maybe both of us were wrong from the very beginning,
promises that can never be kept, that we both can't even please

To them,
we've been thru miles, & now you girls are already part of me.
A position that no one can take, a piority that no one can set,
but as times move by,
things ain't th same anymore.
sometimes, i've to squeeze thru your circle of friends to just catch a second look at you.
& sometimes, you just shut me off on msn,
& time & time i wonder, do any of you appreciate what i've done for you.
I'm not sadden by the sorrowness, yet is the lack of appreciation.
i wonder if you really listen to me, because it's either an interupption from you, or a sweetgdbye.
that's why i've given up confiding my problems to you.
sometimes, i wish the time will stop whenever i'm with you girls,
because time with you, are minimun now.
Or better still, time could turn back, when the earth just revolves around us.
honestly, i miss you girls
holding on to a lil hope that we can be like that past,
is slowly fading away.

i've realised, & learnt a lesson.
Its not the quantity of friends, but the quality.
Friends are easy to find, but true friends are one in a million.
Someone who will not believe the smile on my face,
& rather look at my sorrowness behind my masquerade.

Where's the rainbow & sunshine i used to believe in.
please give me back my soul & smile.
& why is the world so quiet.
actually the sky is grey.
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
~~1:44 PM~~

alrights, been blog hopping
& i came by one of my girls blog.

She's utterly emoo now, rather, in great depression.
i don't know how to put my words to cheer her up,
in fact i seldom meet up with her, only monthly?

but she's someone close to me, very endeared indeed.
This girl of mine, is a rather weak at heart one.
Soft hearted, & that's why she get hurt so easily.
It's love that's making her this way,
even thou how much we reject that guy, insult him,
i know she will never let him go, it will take her a million years to that.

Girl, please don't be this way.
I miss the cheerful you,
but on the other hand, i don't want to see you faking a smile infront of us.
I rather you cry to us, we want to be your shoulder, your pillar of strength.
We're always meeting up, sharing about our lives.
I want it this way, forever.
because i want to you to know that you're never alone, never.
What the guy has inflicted to you, will never be what we will do to you.
Trust us, we'll plaster your wounds.
Kelly, you must be overcome these,
you may don't want to let go, but at least hold on to those memories & move on?
what meant to be yours, will always be yours
you need time, plenty of time.
look infront of you, you've a far long journey infront of you,
you're not even sure what's infront of you, yet you chose to look backward.
trust us, hold on to us =)
we'll be there.....

yours truly,
ervina & jiaying

Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
~~1:27 PM~~

Thursday, December 20, 2007

before going sentosa, met up with boyfriend awhile

after sentosa, boyfriend came to pick me up.
then he asked me to blindfold myself again =.=

when i reached the place, its changi! a place that i really like!:D
you can see plane taking off from there,

then he asked me to come down.

here i go :D
hapi bdae, & he sat by the candles & sang me hapi bday song before it turns to 12 Nov :D
& a bouquet o flower.
& 12 NOv, it's our anniversary:D
supper at changi village :D

thank you so much to boyfriend.
for the efforts & surprises:D
loves

Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
~~1:25 AM~~