This is where i belong

Friday, November 16, 2007

okays after shaun's bdaycelebration ( 5th, which is Jodie's dear bday! ),
which is 6th Nov Tuesday

guess what????
i went to work =) hahahahah!

louis friend! brought daphne to my workplace!
i was like damn bored lah! slacking!
see!

so happy to see my precious! so long nvr see her already
we chatted a while before she left for work interview
of course, we took a photo :)

thennnnnnnnnnnnnnn,

after work, went to celebrate jodie's bday at vivo with bigbig family
but sorry ! no photos yet :D

8th NOV DEEPAVALI!

went out with my dearest precious:D
boyfriend & i went to pick her up from her house.
initially wanted to wath Muay Thai, but when we were buying tickets
the manager asked " IC PLEASE"
damnnn, its M18.hahah! & we actually made louis ran all the way from Lido to cine.

hahah. in the end, we rented a room to watch DVD at cine's 9th floor
we watched DISTURBIA, great show i must say :D
& there's this stupid man so budget, stood outside our room watched the show=.=

but we still had fun :D

& guess what, precious boyfriend & i actually wore red & black.ahahha!

then precious & i kinda secretly took photos with these celebrities.haha

I LOVE HER :D

Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
~~2:58 AM~~

BJORNY & SHAUNY'S BIRTHDAY :)
last week happenings
sorry for the super late update ):

okays bjorn's bday.
went to Terence Chow's restuarant after work.

after dinner, boyfriend sent me home to change.haha
damn casual

then went taka to take a look,together with hongzhi & celest

we joined the competition!

15 minutes later.

.......... hahahah! just joking! we didn't join, ( join also cnnt win) LOL!

Shaun's bday celebrati0n

went to turf city with boyfriend to get his car windows tinted.

then his mom dropped shaun & his gramps at turf city too.
went to fetch bjorn from tuition, & we went to see BIG houses.
hahaha. really big houses.

then, got ready & went to cine Sakae Tepanyaki for dinner

don don & bjorn =)

the super chef with him awesome-licious PLAIN FRIED RICE for shaun ( egg & rice only) special order.hahah!

after the meal, the kids, including boyfriend & i, celest hz & his grandpa, went to the ARCADE>LOL!
then we all went to Pinese club to just cut that stpid boy's birthdya cake =x
hahahah!

see my son! he's finally 13!
buttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt =) still like a small kid.haha

okay, one post updated =)

venie! see i've updated! LOL!

but sorry, jodie's bday have to wait
no photo recieved yet =.=!

Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
~~2:35 AM~~

Friday, November 09, 2007

ayyye people
sorry, been very lazy to update my blog

been hanging out too much outside & slacking at home :)
since last week,been rather busy
celebrating birthday for shaun,bjorn & jodie, work, out with darling swimming, met up with precious! etc
so yeah, the week was fruitful :)

*except that i didn't manage to hang out with my nyp cliques & chenty
has been changing our meet up again & again ):
hopefully there'lll be one day when everyone's free for one another aye

yeahhh..
quite a number of pple complaining don't know what to get for my bday
hohoho

if a gift, you guys know i like hello kitty
so yeah :)
hahha you know i know lahhhh..
HAHAHHAHA.bhb

easy lahh.
i WANT handmade birthday cards :)
no worry if its ugly or anything, is the thoughts that counts.
i'm serious, that's what i want.
anything will do people :)
just a simply birthday wish can make my birthday a happier one:D

i know those stupid pple like,
darling,ayl,jz,jw,darren sure say i trying to be modest only
I'M SERIOUS LAHHH =.=
LOL!
they just know me too well =x
hohoho

yepp, i'm happier now pple
anyways, troubles come, troubles go
so yes, i'm not that emo le.hahahah!
with you guys circling me, i'm more than happy! :D

cheers!
stay happy everyone!
gonna sleep now, having fever :(
adiossuckerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. hahahhh

Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
~~10:31 PM~~

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

" i nvr ask anything or anything. we can't change her mind or what. so we also can't do anything"

" since she don't want say then let he be lor. i take it as nth happen"

" try.please.TRY. sometimes i feel like hating you, cause honestly the thought that you are the one that took everything away from me.So why are you hurting me this way. what's family to me?"

True feelings are said, everything is clear.
But problem left unsolved, no one care anymore.
Everyone's tired.
slowy, the once very determined me is letting go the thinking of solving everything.
The once very devoted me is letting down this faith.
i'm not going to try anymore.

.

conclusion: fullstop. end of ahhhs.
a big family:)

no trust in love,
love i've no faith in,
both i've lost in friendship.

Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
~~3:43 PM~~

fucked up night, totally.

firstly,
it's a totally fucked up night =x
shant say more

Secondly,
i'm getting over you soon, i will.
trust me.

Thirdly,
i want to go clubbing=/
okay- ignore this =.=

forthly,
why issit always this period,this month when emo-ness strike all of us =.=
not gonna be a beautiful birthday.
mood spoilt=/

last but not least,
why can't everybody be happy?
i miss sunshine ):
-lost-

Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
~~2:47 AM~~

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

i had a dream last night,
Don't know if its good or bad.
I dreamt of her.
The dream rather an unusual one,
seemed like an illusion to me yet appeared so... soo.... real.
It was a phantom, i guess

she walked me home,
suddenly she said " be happy okays, don't shed a tear if i'm gone"
i just held onto her hand quietly, & followed her foot steps.
.
..
i was only a kid then,in my kindergarden uniform.

then suddenly,i was 17
we appeared at her house.
aunties were there looking at me.
Then i had this sudden urge, i ran up to hug her.
i cried, & cried.
she hugged me so tightly, the moment i can never forget.
" happy birthday, i'm sorry"
then that image slowly faded away.
" girl! its 9am! please wake up!"
its granny again!

i felt a sudden jerk, when i opened my eyes,
its 9 am. exactly 9am.
i had to wake up at that time to go for work,
& i forget to set the alarm clock last night.
She woke me up in my dreams.
i know it sounds ridiculous,
but somehow, this is more than a dream to me.

Music full of soporific tones

Sit down and rest your tired young bones!

Ah, dear grandma, tell me

when grandpa made you so mad that you can't stand,

And tell me of your miserable childhood & how you cope,

Oh granny I do hope I see you soon

And we can eat Hans & macdonalds by the afternoons

I would love to see you, ever so much

So sit down in your lovely armchair

I will come soon and see you there.

The memory of falling leaves

The reds and browns, their golden gleams
Reflecting of your auburn hair
Igniting desires, I wish I was there
Reliving this dream I shared with you
Before this memory fades from view.
How strange to see you look like that
Your age, so gray, the dream doesn’t match.
But now the dream’s begun to fade,Stop!
Don’t go, don’t turn away!

Drifitng slowly further away
I always thought I’d have time to say
How grateful I am for all that you do
And though it seems I’ve forgotten, I’ve always loved you.

This is where my dream lies,
where i can sore above sky.
With you walking along,
this is where i belong:)

yours truly,
Lee Jia Ying

Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
~~12:13 AM~~

Saturday, November 03, 2007

UPDATES AGAIN
i have to sleep soon man!

30thoct'07
back to nyp again :) this time with darling hehheh.
she actually thought that's a swimming poool =.=
at the entrance of the school

NO LINK**********

okays, met up with jo & espall.
351 gathering.hahaha!
as usual, espall did most of the talkings :)

half an hour ,but was fruitful =)
snack-ed at one canteen before sending espall to the mrt
walked back to meet jz & co

went to amk hub to eat roti prata,
then kpool :)

as usual, that bitch didn't play.
so camwhored=)

she went laughing away, DONT KNOW FOR WHAT.lol

THEN, she said black/white... emoooo
but stupid darling went smilign away
LOL!!

you see...
FINALLY!! HAHAHAH
playground awhile, chit chat & slacked
then i bus-ed home:)
so happy that i'm going hom earlier & earlier
hate staying outside now

31stoct'07

worked till 930pm
initially, dar & jz couldnt meet up with me after work.
so kind-hearted ayl agreed to have dinner with me:D
then plan changed.
dar & jz last minute stood outside my work place before closing shop
hahaha! so yeah, pangseh mr chen.LOL

had desserts at HongKong Cafe:)

i only love the soup, that's all
cause the glutinous rice has PEANUT IN IT* YUCKS!*

& of course, mango dessert!
ITS A MUST whenever it comes to desserts

again.camwhore.LOL

YESTERDAY :)

piano at 115pm, kinda lateso cabbed down :)after piano, went to workplace
not to work,but get presents
i have 12 presents to get =.= dam, EVEN MORE BROKE
rights, decided to get accessories from my workplac for the girls,
cause its all handmade, more unique:)

yepp, stayed there till 4 plus.
then left, BUT I HAD NO WHERE TO GO
suppose to meet darling, but she still having lunch with her groupmates.
jz & co were at peninsular shopping=.= & im lazy to go there.haha
so i shopped around town myself.
called many pple. but SO COINCIDENTLY,
SO MANY PPLE AT BUGIS rather at town=.=

i was damn damn bored lahh.
saw kenneth & gang, chit chatted with them awhile
then left to cine's Esprit.
bought some clothes :D hee

then soon, the guys came Esprit to find me.
walked to taka yoshinoya & had lunch, darling joined us too.

after the lunch, TIRED!
everyone sat down awhile
then moved on to far east
window shopping, walking corpse lahh.haha

had MANGO dsserts again.hahah
then i bus-ed home whereas others went to tpy
the stupid bus trip was hella LONG LAHH!!
fucking waste my time, so tired=.=

bathed snowie, had dinner at home:)
yayness, homesweethome

okays... lame time
today while waiting for the lift & inside the cab.
i camwhored.LOL!
act cute time.hahhahahha!

MY TRADEMARK CUCKOO FACE!

alrights, quit looking lahhh

I SAID STOP LOOKING RIGHT!
i WILL BITE!

Nahhh, just kidding.
i ill just lick you.HAHHAHHA

okayss lame :D

IM IN LOVE WITH MAKI NAKASHIMA!
SHE'S A PURE PUNK ROCK MAN!
SHE'S HOT!

Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
~~1:07 AM~~

Thursday, November 01, 2007

ohhh! i should learn to blog everyday,
so that i won't have piles of homework to do ( as in posts to update)
noww, my blog is like sooo lost.. LOL

anychups, life's been great
catching up with friends & all :) esp, good ones

Its first of Nov already, another month
time flies=.=
tis month will be a rather busy & sad one, thou its my BIRTHDAY!
17-.- damnn, i'm seriously turning old

anws why sad?
DARLING WILL BE AWAY FROM ME FOR 2 WEEKS LAHHH!!!
This sucks can! ):

so yeah, & i'll be working more days this month
cause its end of year, many pple will be shopping for Prom,weddings & x'mas:)
yepp, so kinda got my schedule planned

1stNov- Joleen's bday
4thNov- outing with Nyp cliques ! & boyfriend book out! ( finally)
5thNov- Jodie's Birthday! but need to organise another day to celebrate for her, all so busy =.
8thNov-celebrating bjorn's & shaun's bday
9thNov- MEETING UP WITH PRECIOUS!! FINALLY! to get her prom stuffs:) & shaun's bday
10thNov- out with kelly & vina to celebrate my birthday:) then night time dinner with parents & boyfriend.
11thNov- sweet 17th :) yayness, whole day with beloved brothers & sis!
12thNov- whole day with boyfriend,38months anniversary:)
16thNov- (best & saddest day)celebrating xw & my birthday together with darling, & also send her off to airport ):
18thNov- celebrating diane & precious birthday together with mine :)
19thNov- precious & diane's exact bday!
22ndNov- dearest chenty's birthday! but she'll be at OBS.haha
25thNov- kelly & vina, celebrate vina's bday
26thNov-Bjorn's bday
27thNov- VINA THE BITCH BDAY! haha
28thNov-dearest perry bro's bday :)
29thNov- liling mummy's bday
30thNov- DARLING'S BACK!

yay! so many birthdays! haha
but two weeks without darling kinda sucks
no more her stupid lame jokes, IS REALLY LAME
* no link*
& also no camwhoring partner ):
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

okay! i need go work already
ciaos pple!

Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
~~1:05 PM~~