supposed to be asleep, but my mind just can't shut. at least just escape away from those haunting memories that's swimming into my mind. why can't my mind just be in a turmoil, give me some peace.
i seriously hate those bitches who caused me to be in this dilemma, i hate them for nuts. i hate him more.
anychups, life's been different ever since school starts, everyone's so busy with their own stuffs. I miss my friends
had a chat with two friends of mine, they're two whom i'll turn to online, reasons being we seldom meet up.haha & most importantly, i feel comfortable just to talk to them.
To the guy, since sec 1, you've been walking with me. maybe there's times you are far apart from me, but one thing for sure, i know you haven leave me at all. Friends come & go, but you stayed. yes, there's period we weren't so close, due to the being in diff class & all. but somehow, we got back to each other this year. & i have to say, all these while you're a great companion :) recalling the times we made our ways to each other's house downstairs, even in the middle of night. just to talk & slack, or to be listening ear. You're a great listening ear, i can nvr forget the day you wiped my tears away in the bus from poly. How you cared for me, & how you stood by me. You're a great friend, one whom i can joke & talk to. Thank you. Please make your decisions wisely, i'll be there no matter what decision you make (:
To the girl; i still rmbr how we quarrelled in sec school, & how we became "friends" over friendster.haha but its also after last month chat, then our friendship starts to blossom. Rewinding back to the time we had a really long chat over Msn, on the topic " Guys".hahaha. & how we realised what's goodfriend in disguise (:
Please don't do anything to harm yourself mentally. I know how you're feeling now, i understand what you're going through. Please don't hide your sorrows behind a masquerade. Please don't live behind the veil. maybe i'm wrong, i do hope that i'm wrong in this conjecture. but i want to say : A true friend is someone who sees your pain in your eyes, while others believe the smiles on your face i may not be a true friend to you. but trust me, i believe in this friendship Talk to me, cry on me, i'm willingly to be there & share, hold on to me, this friendship,where we began to embark on it, & allow it to bud into a beauty flower :)
Be happy the both of you, so everyone of you (: i love you guys, thanks to those who stood by me once before, gratitude to those whom still standing by me now. Loves to those whom with me now (:
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye; 3:54 AM
HELLOS!
A simple & happy girl who loves sunshine.
Her endeared ones are her essentials.
Loves being in a crowd, yet comfortable being alone
Loves to smile, yet tends to get emotional
Has extreme moodswings,super high & low at times
Loves friendly & cheerful people :)
loves to see everybody smiles,
yes you, SMILE!
UR NAME!
JIAYING
11 November 1990
Palin Art School Artiris
swe3thugz90@Hotmail.com
LOVES!
ENDEARED ONES
♥ God
♥ Family
♥ My bigbig Family!
♥ Boyfriend
♥ Snowie
♥ Nyp cliques
♥ Heeren Girls :)
♥ Sunshine
♥ Piano
♥ Arts & Design
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Singing
LOATHES!
NO SWEET TALKS Do not boot lick me either do not accuse me, i fucking hate that do not insult my friends & family losing my endeared ones Flowers except sunflowers :) Soft toys except hellokitty,kalm & winnie the pooh :)
i know i'm weird :)
WISH!
everybody to be happy
to be with my endeared ones forever!!!
nafa a box full of yellow stars
a box full of sweets with pink shiny wrappers black gucci bag
pink dior wallet
hello kitty x'mas tree
a day with ALL my bigbig family a beautiful sweet 17
hello kitty blanket
sunflowers!
Queen's couture top
