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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

lack
okays, updates for last week :)

THURSDAY 25thOCT'06

i can't remember where i go & what i did for the whole mroning & afternoon,other than sleep. hahaha. so i shall talk about my night :)

went to Terence Chow's steamboat restaurant for dinner with celest,hz & boyfriend. too bad, terence chow wasn't there. *to celest* hahaha! i go there for the food, not for TERENCE CHOW for her, its the other way round.hahaha

okays, the steamboatbuffet wasn't that bad.

i love the char siew bao, its not like the normal kind

you have to soak it in the soup before eating, & the bao will actually melt in your mouth hmmmmm, yummy.hahahha!! after dinner, drove to Holland Village for desserts. Celest said the ice cream there will be to my liking.

yeah, Cold Rock

you can actually choose two flavours, & toppings like ( gummy bears, marshmallow) then they will mix the icecream like the pictures below :)

but the ice cream tasted like shit =x
hahaha! maybe is the flavours that i've chose.LOL.

Friday 26thOct'07

went to taka with celest early in the morning,okay lahh, its around 11 plus :)
& damn! the whole place was crowded with pple man!
more of ladies:) why?

HELLO KITTY SANRIO SALES, only for members.hahaha
just look at the members, so many aunties:x
so old already still act cute, hahahah!

really like siao lahh, so full.
i don't even have the mood to buy hello kitty, for the first time
i only bought one card holder for $5 , & its not hello kitty. its melody:)
i should give my self 2 rounds of applause man, i feel so proud .hehheh.

maybe cause i'm too tired, & not feeling well.haha

after the long tiring shopping, celest sent me to Ps for my piano lesson.
after lesson, boyfriend & mom came to pick me
went to do some stuffs for his car & bank
around 6, they dropped me at Ps again to meet darling & co
in the end i had to walk all the to Paradiz Centre to meet them=.=

played few rounds of pool, & arcades
we train-ed to serangoon, ate CHOMPCHOMP:)
we had a really good time there, just a simple outing, a simple dinner & a happy gathering

i love my family:)
after dinner, we took bus back to tpy,
went to enter's playground, slacked
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then the guys started sparring, & doing push ups.
girls camwhore.haha!

lewis died of exhaustion.LOL!

SATURDAY

went to work from 2 to 8
then boyfriend came to pick me, wasnt feeling well & had no where to go
so went to his house, play piano.haha!
& such a coincidence, celest & hong zhi came back too
they had no where to go.LOL!

we four slacked at home a while,
boyfriend & i played piano & sing
while the other two take photos.lol!

then celest suggested to dine at Pines Chinese restuarant.

overall, the food sucks :)

went back boyfriend house.
celest & hz offered to send me home.
before that,we went to balmoral
& there's this one which worth 80 million!!!
they were holdng Halloween party i supposed, cause the house was decorated with skeletons,white clothes, dim red lights & all.It was really spooky, much more than what is shown in the picture below.

okay, then home sweet home :)

Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
~~9:05 AM~~

Monday, October 29, 2007

right, can't sleep again=.=
can't figure out what's wrong with me; my body & mind

i'm like physically drained out totally, yet my mind on the other hand is refraining me from entering into my dreams.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i wanna sleep lahhhh
help me, tml still have work at 1130am leh ):

alright,i've many to blog & pictures to upload
but look at the time now=.=
i'm just posting this blog to make myself more tired, as in my eyes *_*

yesterday, SUNDAY.
studied with jz,darling & ayl at braddle mac.
it's like Os level period again, except that this year we're not the one taking the stupid BIG exam.haha
in the end we crapped more we studied lahh

ratio

study: never study

10:1

yay, congradulations :)

hahaha, but it was a fruitful day thou

spending day with my great ahhh family,

i'm loving it ! yeahhh

walked to tpy central with darling's accompany, loves

met tk to get jz's birthday present, he helped me buy :)

thanks friend!

right, then went to buy snowie's food & topped up card.

ahahah! swapped my cards like twice, DECLINED DECLINED DECLINED=.=

NO MONEY LAHHH

so embarassing=.= fuck shit.

okay, nvm

around 7,ayl walked home, dar,jz & i went to darling's house there to dine,

actually not we 3 eat lahh,

is that pig=.= HAHHAHAHHA

okay lahh, must change my habit, he's no longer a pig

he slimmed down so much lehhhhhh. omg.. i'm a big meanie. sorry

i say say nia, make him happy only. hahahahahhah!! =x

okayyy, then cabbed home:)

again, maybe its better this way.
my birthday is drawing nearer & nearing.
but i just don't feel as happy as before anymore.
maybe its because of the people who's celebrating for me are decreasing.
mainly, the important ones..

i wanna spend more time like today:)
boyfriend's very very sick now, & i'm sort of neglecting him somehow.
maybe cause he's in camp & i'm busy with my friends.
i'm sorry ):
loves

Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
~~12:04 AM~~

Thursday, October 25, 2007

supposed to be asleep, but my mind just can't shut.
at least just escape away from those haunting memories that's swimming into my mind.
why can't my mind just be in a turmoil, give me some peace.

i seriously hate those bitches who caused me to be in this dilemma,
i hate them for nuts.
i hate him more.

anychups,
life's been different ever since school starts,
everyone's so busy with their own stuffs.
I miss my friends

had a chat with two friends of mine,
they're two whom i'll turn to online, reasons being we seldom meet up.haha
& most importantly, i feel comfortable just to talk to them.

To the guy,
since sec 1, you've been walking with me.
maybe there's times you are far apart from me,
but one thing for sure, i know you haven leave me at all.
Friends come & go, but you stayed.
yes, there's period we weren't so close, due to the being in diff class & all.
but somehow, we got back to each other this year.
& i have to say, all these while you're a great companion :)
recalling the times we made our ways to each other's house downstairs, even in the middle of night.
just to talk & slack, or to be listening ear.
You're a great listening ear,
i can nvr forget the day you wiped my tears away in the bus from poly.
How you cared for me, & how you stood by me.
You're a great friend, one whom i can joke & talk to.
Thank you.
Please make your decisions wisely, i'll be there no matter what decision you make (:

To the girl;
i still rmbr how we quarrelled in sec school,
& how we became "friends" over friendster.haha
but its also after last month chat, then our friendship starts to blossom.
Rewinding back to the time we had a really long chat over Msn,
on the topic " Guys".hahaha.
& how we realised what's goodfriend in disguise (:

Please don't do anything to harm yourself mentally.
I know how you're feeling now,
i understand what you're going through.
Please don't hide your sorrows behind a masquerade.
Please don't live behind the veil.
maybe i'm wrong, i do hope that i'm wrong in this conjecture.
but i want to say : A true friend is someone who sees your pain in your eyes, while others believe the smiles on your face
i may not be a true friend to you.
but trust me, i believe in this friendship
Talk to me, cry on me, i'm willingly to be there & share,
hold on to me, this friendship,where we began to embark on it,
& allow it to bud into a beauty flower :)

Be happy the both of you,
so everyone of you (:
i love you guys, thanks to those who stood by me once before,
gratitude to those whom still standing by me now.
Loves to those whom with me now (:

Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
~~3:54 AM~~

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

19oct'07

had piano lesson at 1045, damn early lahh=.=

then boyfriend smsed me " come my house after piano, eat lunch, i cooked for you"

so sweet huh :)

cabbed straight to his house, & had lunch with bjorn & him.

Its carbonara :) damn tasty luhh

after lunch, cabbed home with boyfriend to get snowie.

drove dad's car, & sent snowie to boarding school ):

cause i'm going oversea, that's why had to put her there.

so poor thing ):

at first i was very happy

see....

after leaving poor snowie there,

EMOOOOO...

okayys, anyways, after that.

had lunch at a western restuarant with boyfriend before he dropped me at Bugis to find darling & co.

Met up with sw,jz,ayl & jw at bugis street.

train-ed to airport

see jz face, si bei joker.LOL

reached airport, took the tram to terminal 1.

anothe joker.hahah

GAYS, after that, jw couldnt walk.HAHHAHA

went to take group photo at terminal 1 viewing mall.

then took the tram back t terminal 2, gotta catch my flight soon.

can you see jw? hahaha

right, reached terminal 2 Departure hall.

Hugged darling so tightly, she cried lahhh =.=

i miss her so bad, but snowie more.LOL

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HAHHAHAH okays lahh

everything's for show nia

we all posed one.haha!
we went airport just for fun, laughters,peace & joy.haha

my best brooo!! :D

i'm being sandwiched by two faggots.HAHAH

actually wanna eat Popeye, but jw recommended some hongkong food, don't know what name lahh. lol

so yepp, trust jw's reccommendation.LOL

NOT BAD AT ALL, hongkong food= yummy desserts!! :D

just look at the menu, its all desserts, not yet main course!

& the restuarant

camwhore in hunger, HAHHA

& the glass there are so unique!
here come our dishes! we ate quite alot lah,
especially me, two thick toats & THREE desserts :)
jw & sw one.

my toasts! :) the kaya one too sweet!

jz & ayl ate fried rice with fried chicken. its damn delicious!

& their soup, the goldfish wanton looked real & damn disgusting.hahaha

& finally! MY DESSERTS!

the one at most right, is snowy mountain.

reminded me of snowie);

anyways, i thought its like snow ice & it would be sweet

but turned out to be soooooo sour =.=

yepp, after our heavy dinner, we walked to terminal 2 viewing mall.
but its too dark to see the planes):

i'll hold on to you,darling (:
just a pose only.LOL!

Leaving the Airport

after that, the guys ps us at Aljunied, cause they wanan go Geylang=.= thanks to jz.

so left darling & i, but we still have our own fun.hahha!

alighted at Newton, Mrt boyfriend came to pick me up & went to his house for dinner, AGAIn.lol

this time is pasta from pastamania, luckily not he cook one.LOL! kidding

yepp, donovan,cheryl,casandra,shaun,celest were there.

so i stayed over & watched movies with them.haha

the kids were so noisy lahhh..

next morning, boyfriend sent me home with dad's car.

& he cabbed to his camp.

20th oct'07

went back malaysia for Grandpa's birthday.

this time it isnt that grand or special, more like a normal family gathering dinner.

cause many aren't in singapore anymore ):

anychups, pictures will do the talking :)

see, how fortunate now adays the small kids are
my niece! Sazavalle (:

& my all timed best nephew, xavier tan!

made him do this face,haha.
see his stupid teeth, gonna drop
yanni & i felt like punching his teeth whenever we see it.LOL!

& then my oh-so cute Lucas tan, said he want to wear my jacket, cause he's cold.

& ended up, playing with it.LOL!

he's cute right?? :D then Xavier,being the copy cat, got another jacket from anni.haha

now they think they're supermen.

now adays small boys so zilian.LOL

& another niece of mine, Lavelle.also anther copy cat

just Look at her, she's damn hyper!

& she doent like to wear clothes.

she tends to pull out her underwear & top, run away nakedly.

even in the public, yes PUBLIC.

Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
~~1:12 PM~~