Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Maybe its my temper & mood,
that's pissing me persistently.

but one thing for sure,
please don't take me & my actions for granted.
I'm doing everything i can,
to compromise in every little way as much as i can.
But there's always a limit to something.
& i can say, this isn't the first time.

I've been tolerating it,
& its kinda boiling within me.
yes, after a while, i will be fine,
that's my weak point.
But now that im pissed, i will just say it out.
I'm not a person to be taken advantaged of,
neither am i here to please any one of you.
Give me a life please, & give yourself too=.=


another thing. i just can't understand.
If this bond is so strong, why issit that we'll still feel awkward?
so afraid of hurting one another with each of our actions.
isn't it suppose to be freedom?
our own choice & decision?
or isit just stupidity.
why are we doing things for others' sake?
why is it that our actions & behaviours are under their control,
& not ours, not MINE
Why are we doing for you pple's happiness,
afraid of hurting you pple
& ended up inflicting pain to ourselves.
because of the stupid act we have to put infront of you pple
This is so doltish, sucha dimwit.
I'm like a fucking puppet, being controlled stupidly.
or like a bird afflicted with cretinism, being locked up in a cage.
NO FREEDOM AT ALL.
so senseless as to be laughable,
like a fucking clown.
Maybe you should just give me a cone hat, with the word "DUNCE" on it,
& me with a damn donkey face, doing some Loony actions.
do i look like im from Loony Toons? or do i look like damn monkey performing on the stage,
sticking my damn ass to you?
or i should just call myself A BLOCKHEAD IMBECILE.

Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
6:45 PM

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A simple & happy girl who loves sunshine.
Her endeared ones are her essentials.
Loves being in a crowd, yet comfortable being alone
Loves to smile, yet tends to get emotional
Has extreme moodswings,super high & low at times

Loves friendly & cheerful people :)
loves to see everybody smiles,
yes you, SMILE!


UR NAME!
JIAYING
11 November 1990
Palin Art School
Artiris
swe3thugz90@Hotmail.com


LOVES!
ENDEARED ONES ♥ God
♥ Family
♥ My bigbig Family!
♥ Boyfriend
♥ Snowie
♥ Nyp cliques
♥ Heeren Girls :)
♥ Sunshine
♥ Piano
♥ Arts & Design
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Singing


LOATHES!
NO SWEET TALKS
Do not boot lick me either
do not accuse me, i fucking hate that
do not insult my friends & family
losing my endeared ones
Flowers except sunflowers :)
Soft toys except hellokitty,kalm & winnie the pooh :)

i know i'm weird :)


WISH!
everybody to be happy
to be with my endeared ones forever!!!
nafa
a box full of yellow stars
a box full of sweets with pink shiny wrappers
black gucci bag
pink dior wallet
hello kitty x'mas tree
a day with ALL my bigbig family
a beautiful sweet 17
hello kitty blanket
sunflowers!
Queen's couture top


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