Darling, many times i've blogged about you. Almost every post of mine,there's your name. and even you got the honour to be the one & only person mentioned in my posts, like this one. many things have happened, we've been thru many torments, ocean of pains. but what we've gained is worth our struggle & sacrifice. To me, is this friendship. This pure & geuine one. You think this way too, i do hope. From quarreling like big enemies to the greatest darlings ever. we did almost everything together, go everywhere together. sometimes, we had things the same too. Like our period falling on the same day, we usually got sick together, we cried together, we got high together, we slit our hands together, we helped to apply medicine together. you see, we're together. Because of you aching, I am too. And as a sister, i can't possibly just let you ache alone.
i know studies are driving you crazy,but these are the stages we have to overcome. if you can't relax yourself nobody can. even thou i'm not in jc or aint studyin anything you are studying, but i don't mind just sitting down with you, seeing you studying. At least i can struggle with you, maybe i could cheer you up alittle when you're stressed up, or i could encourage you when you're losing faith in yourself. These are the things i want to do for you, not just plainly sms or blog to show you i care. I want to share your troubles & sorrows with you, to take them away for a mile or meter. I don't want all these in your heart & mind, because i'm in yours too. They're like grey clouds covering over me, you know i like sunshine, you know i hate grey skies. you're my sunshine, so chase those grey skies away my dear.
another thing i know is troubling you, him but what's yours is yours, yes you can fight for your own destiny & fate, but ask yourself, isit worth it? one thing you doesn't have now, is love happiness. But you have so many people around caring for you, you have all our brothers & sisters & me. we can't be greedy, we can't have everything. we have to learn to be grateful, because of i chose love, i've lost a kin. someone so closed to me before is now like a stranger to me. He's gone so far away, just like the " him" you're thinking of. but why not just put him in the chamber of your heart, with all the good memories, & continue leading a happy life. that will make you feel better. rather than broodingover why this & that everyday/ as long as the person is still alive in your heart, you should be grateful. because he/she didn't leae your heart at all, not even an inch. i won't understand how you're feeling, neither do you. but it doesnt matter, because we both are aint perfect. we're not mind readers or something, but i know as long as we're by one another's sides i'm more than happy. Because with you here by me, nothing is impossible. Staying happy is the easiest thing for me, to smile.
So darling, please smile. you have to, i hate grey skies & dark clouds.
you're my sunshine, my only sunshine. you know friend? take care! loves darling always.
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye; 1:16 PM
HELLOS!
A simple & happy girl who loves sunshine.
Her endeared ones are her essentials.
Loves being in a crowd, yet comfortable being alone
Loves to smile, yet tends to get emotional
Has extreme moodswings,super high & low at times
Loves friendly & cheerful people :)
loves to see everybody smiles,
yes you, SMILE!
UR NAME!
JIAYING
11 November 1990
Palin Art School Artiris
swe3thugz90@Hotmail.com
LOVES!
ENDEARED ONES
♥ God
♥ Family
♥ My bigbig Family!
♥ Boyfriend
♥ Snowie
♥ Nyp cliques
♥ Heeren Girls :)
♥ Sunshine
♥ Piano
♥ Arts & Design
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Singing
LOATHES!
NO SWEET TALKS Do not boot lick me either do not accuse me, i fucking hate that do not insult my friends & family losing my endeared ones Flowers except sunflowers :) Soft toys except hellokitty,kalm & winnie the pooh :)
i know i'm weird :)
WISH!
everybody to be happy
to be with my endeared ones forever!!!
nafa a box full of yellow stars
a box full of sweets with pink shiny wrappers black gucci bag
pink dior wallet
hello kitty x'mas tree
a day with ALL my bigbig family a beautiful sweet 17
hello kitty blanket
sunflowers!
Queen's couture top
