Monday, July 30, 2007
was blog hopping just now, & i hopped into Perry's blog.one of his post shot me thru', sank my heart deep down into the sea.life kinda sucks when you have moved on..
and the ppl around you have not...
You miss the times u were a part of them..
now u're apart from them...
It hurts to know i can go back
and it hurts even more to knw i can't..
cause i've grown out of them..
yet i miss the times so much...
Guess it'll never be the same..
because i dun need them anymore..
in fact i've grown to distaste them..
this feeling i loathe..
i'm sorry my dearest, but i've grown up
i do hope u all have too..
but i've sailed far ahead of you all..
i've lost u all in the fog..
I can't stop to wait for you all..
i have to keep up wit the rest..
yet the memories play on..
Crystal quality with no audio support
only music from my memories..
Jia Ying, Jing Zhi, Shamine
i dun feel connected to you all anymore..
i apologize yet i dun know why..
it seems i'm not able to "feel" you all anymore in my heart
its not that i dun love you all the same..
its jus that, i dun feel the connection of family with u all anymore...
I hate it I hate it I hate it
hope to see you all soon...
soon not as in a few years time..
cause thats what my gut feeling is telling me..
I DO HOPE ITS WRONG!
-ppy-i have to agree to this post, & i can't deny that we're all drifting far apart.i really do miss my family, all my brothers & sisters.those days during secondary, so lively & carefreenow, we're all indulged in our own things, school & work.actually, i'm the one to be blamedi had a nice chat with jz & sw ytd.i've to agree to darling's words, i did regret for being in a r/s with him, & ended feeling so wasted of losing this friendship.we were once very close brother & sister, nvr afraid of confronting or doing silly things infront of each other.always arguing over stupid things, & fighting in the public playfully.he's once my closest brother, my best guy friend, one whom i knew since sec 2.but because of one silly mistake that turned this friendship into a dreadful misery.just 2 words " break-up" that caused us two apart into2 different road,both filled with hatreds & regrets.i know even if we're back together as friends again, there's nothing compared to the past.there will still be some awkward-ness & un-easiness.that's the biggest mistake i've made.we just need times to heal all these.i'm sorry, aylmer kor, sincerely sorryPerry bro, please don't give up on this family,i believe everyone's trying to hold on.trust this friendship, trust this family, please trust us.you people are the ones that made me understand what's true friendship.
like flowers blossomed from those seeds.
without you, there'd be no sun in my sky,
there'd be no love in my life.
there'd be no world left for me.
i can't imagine those days without you guys,
those secondary school days.
You and I, brother and sister of nature,
Brother and sister of heaven and earth,
are always there to share the calmness & tears.
don't go without bidding good-bye, not just yet.
for i'll never leave your back.
Growing away from friends is one of the hardest parts of growing up... mostly because it's our own fault for losing touch with each other.
friendship between teens isn't any different than friendship at any other time in our life. Still, adolescence is a tumultuous time, and teens often rely on their friends to be the only ones in the world that seem to understand them. And that can only serve to strengthen an already powerful bond.
Graduation(editted lyrics (: )
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives,
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25.
I keep thinking times will never change,Keep on thinking things will always be the same.
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back,No more hanging out because were on a different track.
And if you got something that you need to say,You better say it right now because you don't have another day.
Because we're moving on and we cant slow down.
These memories are playing like a film without sound.
And I keep thinking of that night in Prom,I didn't know much of love but it came too soon.
And there was me and you and well we got real blue,
Stay at home talking on the telephone, with me,
We'd get so excited and we'd get so scared,
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair.And this is how it feels.
As we go on,We remember, All the times we, Had together,
And as our lives change,From what ever,
We will still be Friends Forever.
So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money,
When we look back now will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school,
Still be trying to break every single rule?
Will that fat jingzhi be a skinny man?
Can Espall be the next big thing with her tan?I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye,Keep on thinking its our time to fly,
And this is how it feels.
guys, i miss you people ):
promise you guys won't go.
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
6:16 PM
