Tuesday, July 31, 2007
SORRY FOR THE LATE UPDATE, back from cruise not long only(:
shall update the trip anther day, too long.haha
SATURDAY,28th July 2007
suppose to go out with jz & sw for kbox & steamboat today, but both of them were too sick to come out.haha!
i went to bmw showroom with mark, his mom & grandparents.
and hohoho, my car.LOL!
in my dream=D
after that,went to suntec, & had lunch with his gramps(:

managed to take one or two photo og Singapore's up-coming Ferry's Wheel. It's magnificantly beautiful(: after the lunch, we dropped his gramps nearby their house's church & left to bugis find celes & hongzhi.
celest was doing her car's seats, putting hello kitty covers, darn nice lahh. Then we went to a famous Duck rice stall nearby the Icons, had our dinner & celest brought us to eat Mango Dessert. We all love mango desserts, especially the one at Lido, but it was closed down vry long ago ): and oh! i saw yanni,persis & gang while eating the dessert. Really a long time since i last hanged out with them, miss you girls.
after the desserts, we went to boat quay, met up with hz's friends. Got 3 or 4 girls were there too, & guess what they're either of my age or younger than me. But they dressed up way more matured than me, & they can even hold liquor. What makes me wonder is, why they even hang out with those guys around the age of mid 20s?
Celest,Mark & I didn't drink at all (: we were so indulged in singing KTV,haha. & there was a pool tournament too. One guy got drunk, because of Zhiqiang i think.HAHAH! was darn funny, he vomitted on the floor, & even clean his own vomit. The bar girls got so mad & annoyed, they were scared of him too.HAHAHHAHA!

SUNDAY 29july2007
i put joleen & yanwen aeroplane today. was suppose to go out with that two girls & xiaowei, but i went to meet darling & Jz instead. sorry girls, drinks on me another time(: promise.
so the 3 of us went to kbox, & the hilarious part was JZ was forced to wear the sarong,& i insisted a pose & snap.LOL! he said " better don't post on blog, or no more friends" but i don't care:p I know he will get mad & complained,but i know HE CAN'T BEAR TO BE NO FRIENDS WITH ME (: thanks ah kor, for cheering the 2 of us up(:

don't let you pai seh alone, i also wear & post lahh.ahhahawe sang quite little because of our sore throat & all.so we left to tpy red cirle & awaited for perry's arrival.haha.CAMWHORE!!!!




I HATED BEING SQUASHED!!






We camwhored in the public, hahaha.really many eyes were on us.had our dinner at BAnquet & went to play a round of pool at CRC.long time since i went there to play.haha.after that, Perry bro left us.Initially we wanted to go Darlin's house downstairs to find the kids,but we changed our mind by heading to Roof Garden instead.The playground, where the 4 of us sat down & talked.this time it's just the 3 of us.we had a really nice & comfortable talk.mark,celest & hz came to pick me later,& we went all the way to Bedok to eat=.=perry bro, rmbr the day we went to roof top? (:you shared with me your secrets & we talked so much,i'll never forget that day,never willi wish there'll be another time.i'm sorry for neglecting you.but thanks for letting us know how you feel (:
SUNDAY 30thjuly2007didn't go out today, spent whole day with family.Mom bought me lunch & my favourite bubble tea(: nicenicelater at night, we went to yanni's house.
xavier lucas,zazevalle & levalle were there too.
my four nephews & nieces.
anni & yanni were busy studying, so i played with those two lil' naughty monkeys.
LUCAS (The younger one)
XAVIER TANNNNN

he got my trademark cuckoo face.hahha!
you can't see his eyes, even though they're BIG. can you believe this naughty boy actually said " i can't take it anymore, i wantto take photo of your mole" to anni when he was using my handphone to take photos.LOL! how cheeky of him!!
but he always cheer me up, they're like my " KAI XIN GUO"
didn't manage to snap a photo or two of lavalle & zazevalle. They went home early.other. yepp, that's all my dearest. i had a wonderful weekends(:
gonna meet up with nyp cliques this week, & also vina!& also espall & jojo. those two nuts (: really miss them truck loads.
Jiaying's happy, but she still need her friends to be happier.
she's happy with them.
please don't go away, friends
stay with me, or hold me along.
smile & laugh with me=)
Ms SUNSHINE*xiiaojia
though these are all past, but you don't know how much i wish to know.
though the truth hurts, but i'm willingly to take the pain.
because all i want to know is the truth
but you always hide from me, until i confront you.
even if i ask you, you'll just say "i've forgotten", or just push the blame away from you
you got everything to cover yourself, every way to escape
or just those sweet talks,hugs & " lets not talk about it" words.
that's how im ended this way,
thinking otherwise every minute & everyday,
crying to myself when i think of the days.
and that's why i never tell you what's in my mind,
because i know its useless now.
you won't speak, you won't tell,
so what's the point of saying how i felt?
there's no trust, but too much love,
for this relationship that i've to serve.
i don't know how long i can hold on,
because everything isn't the same as before.
we're all grown up, especially you.
thinking & all have changed.
but memories don't, everything is etached in my heart.
history will repeat itself, i know
that's why i never let myself walk into my dream again.
" give me one last chance", you asked
noo, i won't
i rather put this hope down, of trusting you.
i rather be prepared,
because i know, thing won't last.
there's no such thing as forever.
but silly me, i still love you from the bottom of my heart (:
no matter how bad it hurts.
How it goes on <3>
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
1:10 AM