it kinda makes me wonder, why do one get himself/herself in relationship? isit just a moment of craziness or foolishness? or like what i've heard, love is just a temporary madness.
always when we have crushes on someone, we tend to think about our crush everyday, daydream,fantasize and all. going yadayada at the sight of him/her, willingly to do anything for the sake of them. how silly huh? This thought will only come to us when we finally got together with that crush of ours. First few weeks of honeymoon before all true colours start to reveal.
or after a few weeks of thinking, the thought of " is he/she the right one?" will start to gush into our mind. all these confusions will then conquere those beautiful "memories" together, knocking us out of our fantasy world. wondering if its whether " i love him/her or i need him/her" got so fed up, so afraid that letting go may be a dreadful mistake, or dragging on may turn out to be a tragic. all these thoughts are the ones that're holding us back, of course, we can't take away memories no matter how hard we try. we can only choose to move on with these memories as a learning phase, or to stay on spot as a silly one. one always say afraid of being hurt, or hurting the other party. however, one will eventually fall in love still. emotions & feelings are controlling our mind, shouldn't it be vice-versa?
to my dearest darling & jolene, sweeties, please be strong. we can't let L.O.V.E cage us in this corner of darkness we have to unleash this fear ourselves, to prove to everyone our potential of not being scared, or anything. you girls aren't alone, never will. for there are circle of friends standing by you, holding on to you(: love you girls.
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye; 11:27 PM
HELLOS!
A simple & happy girl who loves sunshine.
Her endeared ones are her essentials.
Loves being in a crowd, yet comfortable being alone
Loves to smile, yet tends to get emotional
Has extreme moodswings,super high & low at times
Loves friendly & cheerful people :)
loves to see everybody smiles,
yes you, SMILE!
UR NAME!
JIAYING
11 November 1990
Palin Art School Artiris
swe3thugz90@Hotmail.com
LOVES!
ENDEARED ONES
♥ God
♥ Family
♥ My bigbig Family!
♥ Boyfriend
♥ Snowie
♥ Nyp cliques
♥ Heeren Girls :)
♥ Sunshine
♥ Piano
♥ Arts & Design
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Singing
LOATHES!
NO SWEET TALKS Do not boot lick me either do not accuse me, i fucking hate that do not insult my friends & family losing my endeared ones Flowers except sunflowers :) Soft toys except hellokitty,kalm & winnie the pooh :)
i know i'm weird :)
WISH!
everybody to be happy
to be with my endeared ones forever!!!
nafa a box full of yellow stars
a box full of sweets with pink shiny wrappers black gucci bag
pink dior wallet
hello kitty x'mas tree
a day with ALL my bigbig family a beautiful sweet 17
hello kitty blanket
sunflowers!
Queen's couture top
