Sunday, July 08, 2007
(a long post for my endeared ones)everything seems to be tearing apart
it kinda struck on me, " it all started because me"
but whatever it is,
she's still the most important girl in my life
my best friend, sister, darling, and my everything
one that will share with me her problems, her darkest secrets
i can't leave her alone. i won't :)
you mean alot to me my darling, you really do
but the sudden change of yours is worrying me.
for the very first time, i feel so lost.
i don't even know what's revolving around you these few days,
all i know is that you're busy indulging yourself with studies projects & all.
i know you'll tell me someday, yes im very confident that you'll tell me
cause i know you still remember our promise,
to share the pain,sorrows & laughters together.yes, i will be waiting my dearest sister(: i can cry with you..
i definitely will
espall mei, cheer up girl
i know you're feeling very lost , perplexed
not knowing what's happening and all,
me too, i don't know what's happening. but im sure if we all stand as one,
no one & nothing can defeat us (:
you have to be your happy usual-self kayss.
aylmer kor, you're still my kor.
don't feel inferior about your looks & all.
you're still the same old charming brother of ours.
i'm sorry for the past, & those harsh words.
jz kor, don't blame yourself
you've done everything you could do
seriously, there's times when you neglected us, & we blamed you
but i know you're not in the wrong at all.
because there's also times when each of us got bussy with personal stuffs
as long as there's times we can be together, we must cherish & appreciate it
but not to grumble or quarrel over neglecting one another.
perry bro, you're not forgotten my dearest
& also my precious lil' daphne, gd luck for Os this year(: i miss you girl
we've all grown up, each walking to pursue our dreams.
we maybe walking along the different phase of life, towards different goal,
but we're all in the same universe, revolving round one earth, living in the same country, under the same secondary's school, and in one family, holding onto one anothers' hands, & cherishing the same moment & memories.
see, we all share the same things. its just our thinking
everyone has one's own speciality & talent, but we're all the same
we're not perfect, but we treasure one another's significance, & we appreciate too
though we're all in different schools, but you know,
you guys will still stay in your lil' space, etched in my heart, not moving an inch or a step.
i love you :)
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
2:01 AM