i'm suppose to asleep by now but something stuck me and caused me to get up from my bed It's the rosary, i remember putting it in my wallet but when i went to check my wallet just now; its gone, gone i checked my school bag, searched my room,drawers,cabinets but to no avail, i think i've carelessly dropped it somewhere oh my dear Lord, please forgive me for my carelessness it has been a long time since i've lost something so close to me i used to place my wallet,handphone and specs elsewhere, and caused me losing them & having to buy new ones i can swear there has been more than 10 times, so imagine the cost
but this time, this rosary i've lost is priceless yet soo meaningful to me firstly, its a rosary, but i know God will forgive me secondly, its my mom who gave it to me thirdly, its a hand-made one by the less privilegded girls from other country lastly but the most importantly, i once passed it to my brother,perry, and have him to ask the priest to bless it for me
i mean, its like so inter-connected i've lost that rosary, and also lost my brother isit because of losing this rosary which led me to lose him? or isit vice-versa? will i lose this brother of mine like how i will lose this rosary forever? please not; what retribution of losing this rosary; please not be the outcome of losing him:( brother, please don't ignore me anymore.... what have i done wrong?
i can't sleep.. i really hate myself for my carelessness my rosary looked something like this:( beautiful right?
anyways; will be meet my sweethearts later 1030am-meet espall go church & town 1130am-meet sw & jaya at town; have breakfast together till 1pm- sw & i go esplanade's library study lewis & (maybe)xiaowei (in between jz & jo maybe joining) till 4pm- all head to town doo shopping& fool around till 7pm-meet up with celest :)
long time since espall & i go out:) with my dalring too of course just that this time joo isn't around but its okays; we girlfriends will meet up soon again:D andand, lewis brother too:D nice msn chat with you! so glad that can catch up with ya again! must thank me, i asked you out kay haha.. alrights; i have to sleep soon:)
Mistakes made, Lessons learnt. Guilt & regrets are hangovers, just making my head burst. the things that drift us apart, when will we ever start? In the name the Father, the Son and the Holi Spirit Our Father, Hail Mary,Glory Be . .. ... Hail, Holy Queen<3
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye; 2:21 AM
HELLOS!
A simple & happy girl who loves sunshine.
Her endeared ones are her essentials.
Loves being in a crowd, yet comfortable being alone
Loves to smile, yet tends to get emotional
Has extreme moodswings,super high & low at times
Loves friendly & cheerful people :)
loves to see everybody smiles,
yes you, SMILE!
UR NAME!
JIAYING
11 November 1990
Palin Art School Artiris
swe3thugz90@Hotmail.com
LOVES!
ENDEARED ONES
♥ God
♥ Family
♥ My bigbig Family!
♥ Boyfriend
♥ Snowie
♥ Nyp cliques
♥ Heeren Girls :)
♥ Sunshine
♥ Piano
♥ Arts & Design
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Singing
LOATHES!
NO SWEET TALKS Do not boot lick me either do not accuse me, i fucking hate that do not insult my friends & family losing my endeared ones Flowers except sunflowers :) Soft toys except hellokitty,kalm & winnie the pooh :)
i know i'm weird :)
WISH!
everybody to be happy
to be with my endeared ones forever!!!
nafa a box full of yellow stars
a box full of sweets with pink shiny wrappers black gucci bag
pink dior wallet
hello kitty x'mas tree
a day with ALL my bigbig family a beautiful sweet 17
hello kitty blanket
sunflowers!
Queen's couture top
