The feeling of being cheated is sooo much to be true how cruel can that be too the pain you've inflicted in me is more than to be overcomed its you who led me into this disastrous state i hate you for this i told myself, the past is the past everyday a new beginning, to free the past and be in glee but i can't, i still fell into this darkness trap i can't, i can't i thought after twice, you'd have changed i trusted you soo much, gave you all chances to change, believe you again & again but you took the trust away from me, abused all authorities of chances to turn over a new leaf yes, you did love me whole-heartly, but that was just an act infront of me why put on that pathetic act infront me? and end up, me knowing everything not from you, but others? why try so hard to get me back, when you already have others by your side? why cry so hard when all is just crocodile tears?
but above it all, i thank you for these for i'm able to repent from all these lessons learnt & mistakes made its quite an eye opening, to realise how the people around you can be soo true, & crafty so much of their deviousness to achieve one's ends by deceit & evasion you've brought me into reality, and show me that this isn't my way of thinking, & my own world we have to live in it, to like it or not this fearness you've brought to me, is sinking me down sooo down till the very depth of hatred for guys the fear the hatred & the venge but rest assure, i won't do anything foolish ----------------------------------------------
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye; 7:57 PM
HELLOS!
A simple & happy girl who loves sunshine.
Her endeared ones are her essentials.
Loves being in a crowd, yet comfortable being alone
Loves to smile, yet tends to get emotional
Has extreme moodswings,super high & low at times
Loves friendly & cheerful people :)
loves to see everybody smiles,
yes you, SMILE!
UR NAME!
JIAYING
11 November 1990
Palin Art School Artiris
swe3thugz90@Hotmail.com
LOVES!
ENDEARED ONES
♥ God
♥ Family
♥ My bigbig Family!
♥ Boyfriend
♥ Snowie
♥ Nyp cliques
♥ Heeren Girls :)
♥ Sunshine
♥ Piano
♥ Arts & Design
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Singing
LOATHES!
NO SWEET TALKS Do not boot lick me either do not accuse me, i fucking hate that do not insult my friends & family losing my endeared ones Flowers except sunflowers :) Soft toys except hellokitty,kalm & winnie the pooh :)
i know i'm weird :)
WISH!
everybody to be happy
to be with my endeared ones forever!!!
nafa a box full of yellow stars
a box full of sweets with pink shiny wrappers black gucci bag
pink dior wallet
hello kitty x'mas tree
a day with ALL my bigbig family a beautiful sweet 17
hello kitty blanket
sunflowers!
Queen's couture top
