this question is stucked in my mind for quite sometime; 've been feeling gloomy these two days; just out of the sudden " should i be happy now? "
firstly; im a state of emotional strain resulting from my majore adverse circumference SCHOOL WORK in another word; im stressed yes; tutorals & lectures; projects & all didn't expect poly life to be this way either; plus im in the course i don't like at all; and im just forcing my way thru' U is my parents' dream; i want to do them proud; and im serious but its just too tough; its merely 2 weeks & im grumpling im gonna breakdown real soon in week 4; with long night classes & all i really miss my secondary life): im letting go; just putting them in the chamber of my heart(: those who have their paths crossed with mine; are very much appreciated because they made my life move on in every little way(: even a passer-by;stranger or so
Things seem to be going the wrong way; or its just my stupid thinking & i my fears; my worries & my stupidity all of the sudden; i just feel like walking back in that corner but im glad i have them & him(: they're my only remedies now i guess; all better than my "cry-stop medicine" ferrero rocher & strawberry lollipop their laughters;companies & presences are all that i need now THANK YOU（（:
a tinge of sadness & perplexity within me; i'm not happy now; yes im not. fears & darkness are overcoming me you know i'm afraid of darkness & loneliness. please pick me up & hold me tight
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye; 1:13 AM
HELLOS!
A simple & happy girl who loves sunshine.
Her endeared ones are her essentials.
Loves being in a crowd, yet comfortable being alone
Loves to smile, yet tends to get emotional
Has extreme moodswings,super high & low at times
Loves friendly & cheerful people :)
loves to see everybody smiles,
yes you, SMILE!
UR NAME!
JIAYING
11 November 1990
Palin Art School Artiris
swe3thugz90@Hotmail.com
LOVES!
ENDEARED ONES
♥ God
♥ Family
♥ My bigbig Family!
♥ Boyfriend
♥ Snowie
♥ Nyp cliques
♥ Heeren Girls :)
♥ Sunshine
♥ Piano
♥ Arts & Design
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Singing
LOATHES!
NO SWEET TALKS Do not boot lick me either do not accuse me, i fucking hate that do not insult my friends & family losing my endeared ones Flowers except sunflowers :) Soft toys except hellokitty,kalm & winnie the pooh :)
i know i'm weird :)
WISH!
everybody to be happy
to be with my endeared ones forever!!!
nafa a box full of yellow stars
a box full of sweets with pink shiny wrappers black gucci bag
pink dior wallet
hello kitty x'mas tree
a day with ALL my bigbig family a beautiful sweet 17
hello kitty blanket
sunflowers!
Queen's couture top
