if i were to turn back the time; i would
to the time when im single; and not attached for once
i regret everything; for being inside a relationship

its not because the guy; he treated me well
like a princess; showered me with everything he can give
but every relationship; there's always ups and downs

i was only sec 1; inquisitive about love & everything
the upper secs; were like stead; bgr and all
so i found my first love; lasted for 2years 8 months
since im sec one till sec 4; im with him
it was a rough journey thou;
filled with happiness & loves that made me feel blissful
its rather ironic; says love hurts; yet love being loved

now; im all perplexed
the fear is still within me and all
i still can't walk out of it;
so afraid to love again
lose trust in every guy to be my right one
fear of getting hurt & shedding endless tears
yet i found myself hurting myself & others
im afraid of being heart-broken;
also; im afraid of breaking hearts too

false hopes & evrything;
hugs & kisses aren't important
its the love & trust within all
just the you & him..............
give me the courage to love again

an unforgettable tale of joy and heartbreak

A simple & happy girl who loves sunshine.
Her endeared ones are her essentials.
Loves being in a crowd, yet comfortable being alone
Loves to smile, yet tends to get emotional
Has extreme moodswings,super high & low at times

Loves friendly & cheerful people :)
loves to see everybody smiles,
yes you, SMILE!


JIAYING
11 November 1990
Palin Art School
Artiris
swe3thugz90@Hotmail.com

LOVES!

ENDEARED ONES ♥ God
♥ Family
♥ My bigbig Family!
♥ Boyfriend
♥ Snowie
♥ Nyp cliques
♥ Heeren Girls :)
♥ Sunshine
♥ Piano
♥ Arts & Design
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Singing

LOATHES!

NO SWEET TALKS
Do not boot lick me either
do not accuse me, i fucking hate that
do not insult my friends & family
losing my endeared ones
Flowers except sunflowers :)
Soft toys except hellokitty,kalm & winnie the pooh :)

i know i'm weird :)

WISH!

everybody to be happy
to be with my endeared ones forever!!!
nafa
a box full of yellow stars
a box full of sweets with pink shiny wrappers
black gucci bag
pink dior wallet
hello kitty x'mas tree
a day with ALL my bigbig family
a beautiful sweet 17
hello kitty blanket
sunflowers!
Queen's couture top

MAKE A SOUND!

DARLINKS!

lazy to type down, haha

MISC!

Test one

Create your own Friend Test here Test two

Create your own Friend Test here

MUSIC!

they came by and left;
& they're footprints etched within me
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
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