im feeling alittle melancholy; rather gloomy i feel as though some of my friends are leaving; and new ones are coming in yes; that's how friends come and go im not sure if its a good thing or bad
but even those special endeared ones; losing them; or having this instinct that they'll leave it hurts; makes me wonder ; why we just can't stay? but i still have to say; they're more than meets the eye; i don't know how to explain this emotion explicity; neither can i find the right word or feeling to express... my gratitude & love only when one is in my shoes; it will then tell its own tale it will sketch out the love that these pple have given me and convey a beautiful story behind everything i know; its difficult to ascertain this of love this love is too genuine
they make my days in every little way; they love me for who i am they just simply love me
for example;things that happened recently even for my choices my poly school my friends were soo concerned for me; i made wrong choices; got no school to go and everything they stood by my side; helped me think of a way; going thru' the tension; and overcoming the torments with me its like; im never alone i can swear; it will take forever for me to bid goodbye but its rather ironic; we always say friends forever; and yet... we ended up drifrting apart
but i've learnt something being friends; doesnt mean we must keep close distance as long there's love within; and memories instilled inside us credence & faith in one another; we're able to continue our journey even with none by our side physically therefore; i know im able to move on even without these people; but with their loves;souls;promises; footprints and certainly memories they believe in me; more than i have the trust in myself they're the one; my beloved friends
Granny; i misses you (: you're the best grandma<3
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye; 3:33 AM
HELLOS!
A simple & happy girl who loves sunshine.
Her endeared ones are her essentials.
Loves being in a crowd, yet comfortable being alone
Loves to smile, yet tends to get emotional
Has extreme moodswings,super high & low at times
Loves friendly & cheerful people :)
loves to see everybody smiles,
yes you, SMILE!
UR NAME!
JIAYING
11 November 1990
Palin Art School Artiris
swe3thugz90@Hotmail.com
LOVES!
ENDEARED ONES
♥ God
♥ Family
♥ My bigbig Family!
♥ Boyfriend
♥ Snowie
♥ Nyp cliques
♥ Heeren Girls :)
♥ Sunshine
♥ Piano
♥ Arts & Design
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Singing
LOATHES!
NO SWEET TALKS Do not boot lick me either do not accuse me, i fucking hate that do not insult my friends & family losing my endeared ones Flowers except sunflowers :) Soft toys except hellokitty,kalm & winnie the pooh :)
i know i'm weird :)
WISH!
everybody to be happy
to be with my endeared ones forever!!!
nafa a box full of yellow stars
a box full of sweets with pink shiny wrappers black gucci bag
pink dior wallet
hello kitty x'mas tree
a day with ALL my bigbig family a beautiful sweet 17
hello kitty blanket
sunflowers!
Queen's couture top
