Saturday, March 31, 2007
cam-whored with my beloved darling:)
time is tearing us apart;
but our hearts are still together as one<3
i love her plenty
yes; we're hideous
crazy girls on notice board; WANTED
random;) the three of us
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
12:25 AM
Friday, March 30, 2007
its never understandable;
the love that appear so pure & red;
the hatred that revealed its darkness
i long to grap hold of that chance; and clutch my hand
but that confusion starts to arise within me
i hestitated; and left my hand half open
love has die within me
like how this rose die on a love book;
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
3:14 AM
Thursday, March 29, 2007
you gave me a beautiful red rose
i was mesmerised by it; so genuine the love is
but when i turned around; you pierced it thru' me
how sharp that rose could be
appear so beautiful & fragile on the outside;
and yet so heinous on the inside
i have been enraptued by its timeless beauty
you gave me wings; the ability to fly so high
sore above everything; that nobody minds
and you threw me down so cold, contemptuously
Always packed with a certain amount of grungy textures, darker colors and a small hint of sadness Inside a crooked house
With a little crooked boy
He had his crooked pets
And another in his ploy
There was a little girl inside
That crooked house above
Who only knew the heartbreak
Of a painful crooked love.
..
...
....
....
still that same sunshine that cheered me up again
always brightening up every dark corner of mine :)
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
3:12 AM
One day, Plato asked his teacher, "What is love? How can I find it?" His teacher answered, "There is a vast wheat field in front. Walk forward without turning back, and pick only one stalk. If you find the most magnificent stalk, then you have found love." Plato walked forward, and before long, he returned with empty hands, having picked nothing. His teacher asked, "Why did you not pick any stalk?" Plato answered, "Because I could only pick once, and yet I could not turn back. I did find the most magnificent stalk, but did not know if there were any better ones ahead, so I did not pick it. As I walked further, the stalks that I saw were not as good as the earlier one, so I did not pick any in the end. His teacher then said, "And that is love."
extract this from perry's blog
i always love to read his blog; so meaningful and comforting
bro; you said once you doesn't want me to fall; because im like your pillar
if fall; you will fall too
well; im aint that great
i may seems i know everything; in fact i don't
i always advice you; help you with my very best
but whenever i face some problems; i'd fall easily
infact; i need you too; the one who gives good advices and care so much for me
though im scared of your umpteen naggings; i know they're all of my own good
update more yeah?
i'd love to see more posts;
loves;
jie
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
1:17 AM
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
if i were to turn back the time; i would
to the time when im single; and not attached for once
i regret everything; for being inside a relationship
its not because the guy; he treated me well
like a princess; showered me with everything he can give
but every relationship; there's always ups and downs
i was only sec 1; inquisitive about love & everything
the upper secs; were like stead; bgr and all
so i found my first love; lasted for 2years 8 months
since im sec one till sec 4; im with him
it was a rough journey thou;
filled with happiness & loves that made me feel blissful
its rather ironic; says love hurts; yet love being loved
now; im all perplexed
the fear is still within me and all
i still can't walk out of it;
so afraid to love again
lose trust in every guy to be my right one
fear of getting hurt & shedding endless tears
yet i found myself hurting myself & others
im afraid of being heart-broken;
also; im afraid of breaking hearts too
false hopes & evrything;
hugs & kisses aren't important
its the love & trust within all
just the you & him..............
give me the courage to love again
an unforgettable tale of joy and heartbreak
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
10:31 PM
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
happened to browse thru' xiaowei's & darling's blog
i saw my name! hahahha!
to darling; i missed every little moment spent with you too
thou we're now drifted apart; with studies stucked between us
i know we're hearts are still as one ;)
you're still loved; and i miss you hell loads can
to xiaowei;
hey girl; is that me who you're referring to in your blog
haha; im doing fine
just kinda bored with my life; waiting for poly days
anticipating; haha
read your blog; you pon-ten lessons?LOLS
how can?!!!
both JC students; better study hard ahh..
two years; A levels & uni
strive hard! :)
LOVES!
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
12:28 AM
Monday, March 26, 2007
mywonderful-alter ego,s:)that day at causeway point; with darling and aylmer kor:)
saturday; 24th march 2oo7
3 more weeks to poly life;
will miss every moment spent in FTPSS; definitely;))
i looked out of that window;
gazed into the turquoise sky; so clear and blue
have my head in the mashmallow-liked clouds;
suddenly; it began to pour inside me;
my expressions started to be clouded over
yet again; its sunshine after rain;
typically hanging near the window;
joys that tranquilizing my mind;
tinkling sound in the breeze;
my wind chime smiled at me:)thank you<3
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
10:45 PM
Thursday, March 15, 2007
right; i finally found the time to blog; and the mood too
hahaha; been rather busy these few days; always getting home late
okaye; shall let you guys know where i've been to
lols!
last friday; went espall's house with aylmer kor
really had looadds of fun there
rerminded me of our sec 2 days
but this time; two fellows joined us
hahahha! its
GIRLIE and
RICHIIEEEokaye; you must be thinking who're they
they're two cute little dogs; soooo adorable
hahahha; im HOD of GMDD
and espall is the HOD of MDD
hahaha; its
Head of Department of God Mother Dog's Departmenthahahhahhah!!! lame right?
we walked the dog; and did many fun things
i stayed ocver night there too;
it make me feel so blissful just having her with me ;))
my best sister everrrr
walked to novena did some shopping
bought lunch for them and everythingg
we did some ladies' talk till 2 am plus
and when trhe elder brother ccame home; it was hell
HAHHAHA!! he made us wake up from our bed just to view some photos and videos
-.- how lammmmee
trhen saturday; i still hanged around her house till around 9 plus
met ayl kor for awhile; hahah
didn't know what to do; so we went off to find sw & jz
sunday; went out with mark
bought espall's present; and did some catching up ;))
sent him off to book in with his mom & shaun
; and went straight home
monday; i went back to espall house again
ahhaha; again the dogs and stuffs
went to town; got our SISTER'S JACKET
haha; and went with her for ballet lesson
im so proud of herr; grade 8 ;))
and i know she will pass this exam without fail
after that; went kbox with sw & jz
ton over there; but didn't sing much thou
tuesday; woke up around 5 pm
went out with jz; get present again haha
we walked around town; far east
afterwhich; we met sw & played few rounds of pool
wednesday; espall & i went to ayl's house
that poor sick boy; HAHHAHHA
slacked around his house for awhile; and then walked over to jz's house
we had mahjong session;))
espall didn't win any rounds; hahahah!
she's just a beginner lahh
then jz; our chef; cooked maggie mee for us :D
yummmmy; we were all lazy to walk over to the nearby market
then we carried on wirth mahjong
till 6; espall gottta go home
jz's parents werer back
so his mom joined us; hahha!
awhile; we stopped the game; and started playing games
hahah; PSP & PS
hahahh! im a game nerd lahhh
we played this fighting game; some sort like street fighter
hahahha!! i kept scolding jz; cause he seems to know the technique
and i don't even know how to control the stupid characters!
lols! played need for speed too
then watched 9 pm channel 8 show
jz cooked mushroom soup for me; i was dammn hungry lahh
hahaha; then around 10 plus
sw came; she bought me mac's nugget
hahah; hoooow sweeeeet ;))
after that
sumptuous supper; we played cards
till around 1140; i gotta go because i got my last bus to catch
and now; i gotta go get ready and everything
going bowling with shaun;Bjorn & markkie
hahahha! going out with a secc 1 boy & p5 boy?
LOLS! howw cute are they
rights! gtg now
ciaos world!!
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
2:56 PM
Thursday, March 08, 2007
im feeling alittle melancholy; rather gloomy
i feel as though some of my friends are leaving;
and new ones are coming in
yes; that's how friends come and go
im not sure if its a good thing or bad
but even those special endeared ones;
losing them; or having this instinct that they'll leave
it hurts; makes me wonder ;
why we just can't stay?
but i still have to say;
they're more than meets the eye;
i don't know how to explain this emotion explicity;
neither can i find the right word or feeling to express...
my gratitude & love
only when one is in my shoes; it will then tell its own tale
it will sketch out the love that these pple have given me
and convey a beautiful story behind everything
i know; its difficult to ascertain this of love
this love is too genuine
they make my days in every little way;
they love me for who i am
they just simply love me
for example;things that happened recently
even for my choices my poly school
my friends were soo concerned for me;
i made wrong choices; got no school to go and everything
they stood by my side; helped me think of a way;
going thru' the tension; and overcoming the torments with me
its like; im never alone
i can swear; it will take forever for me to bid goodbye
but its rather ironic; we always say friends forever; and yet...
we ended up drifrting apart
but i've learnt something
being friends; doesnt mean we must keep close distance
as long there's love within; and memories instilled inside us
credence & faith in one another; we're able to continue our journey
even with none by our side physically
therefore; i know im able to move on
even without these people; but with their loves;souls;promises; footprints
and certainly memories
they believe in me; more than i have the trust in myself
they're the one; my beloved friends
Granny; i misses you (:
you're the best grandma<3
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
3:33 AM
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
IM DEVASTATED
DEPRESSEDdon't ask me why!! :(
APPEALLLLLLLLL!!!
get what i mean?
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
8:50 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Edmund Hoyepp; that serious yet clownish guy
hahaha;
red tomato!well; went to Ed's house downstairs and gave him a surprise
bought a choc cake; but no presents yet;hahahah!
sang birthday song; wishes;cut the cake and so
left to SPENZ for bowling
hahahah! this was the first time i bowl
damn funny; supposed to roll the bowl; i threw the ball instead
LOLS; but i scored 79 total
no that bad for a beginner lahh; lOLS
that birthday boy scored 140 plus lahh.lols!
after the first game; lewis & i stopped; and went to play arcade games instead
the rest moved on to 2nd game ;))
about an hour or so; we went to play pool
I LOST TO PERRY!
but....
I WON AYLMER CHEN! MUAHHAHAHAHHAHAH
KOR! see properlyI WON YOUUUUU!! :Pafter the pool; we finally left SPENZ; perry left for church
the rest of us trained to Town; Lido
bought tickets for
Habinnal Rising at 7;20 PM
got an hour plus before the movie; so we walked to Lucky Plaza; and had our dinner at Pizza's hut
just nice; after dinner; we got 10 mins to walk back to Lido
well; the movie was not bad ;))
thriller suspense; a serial killer who's seeking for revenge; for his sister
damn disgusting lahh; blood everywhere; and the killing methods were like; EEEEKKKK!!
lols!
after movie; we just slacked around town; and trained back to tpy & headed home
yepp;Edmund; hope you enjoy your birthday today
though it wasn't rthat exciting or something new
all the best & may all your wishes come true; strudy hard in JC;
Friends forever buddy ;))
oh yeah! thanks for the birthday present from you & lewis
the pink photo frame; and
the Precious Moment babies' photo frame with you & lewis's baby photos
how sweeeeeettt ;)
to think of putting all of our baby photos there; what a splendid idea
and definitely a beautiful present indeed ;)) thanks! :D
rights; gotta turn in now
tml's posting results!
well all the best pple! hope you all get into your first choice!
NGEE ANNNNNNN :D:D:D:D
NIGHTS!;
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
1:28 AM
Saturday, March 03, 2007
today was a total blast!;))
met up with espall mei first; went lucky plaza to hand up something
then went dhoby ghaut to meet ayl;ed;jw;lewis
went to chinatown's KSTER
the room isn't the same as KBOX's
it doesnt have a sofa; instead; it's cushions
so we can lie down on the floor;hahaha
yepp;sang for 4 hours; had alot of fun
after which espall mei left to meet her other friends
we trained to marina bay; and met jz&perry in the same mrt; same cabin
hahah! what a coincidence; we're supposed to meet them at marina station
ate at the well-known steamboats place; CHEAP but
DIRTYhahaha;i didn't have tor do the cooking thou;))
anyway;i ate very little
then after that; we went to play pool for awhile
ayl was like in the luck today lahh;
Birthdayluck maybe? haha
after the game;ayl,lewis,ed,jz headed to DXO underage partayyye
perry;jw & i went back home
actually i was soooo damnn tempted to go with they all
but with perry's & ayl's persistent objection; i decided not to go
anyway;i went DXO before; so its nothing much to see inside ;))
MY beloved Sisterfinally got a chance to hang out with her;
you've grown soo much; become more wild eh? hahaha!!
its so nice catching up with you; hearing about your MI's stories
your new friends and everything
glad that you're happy ;))
THE EMO KIDDOOOOOSDARLINNNNNG!!!so sad you couldn't make it today ;(
but nevermind; monday kkaye?
ed's brithdayyy! please try to come!!
sorry about the postpone of
OUR WEDDING DINNERhahahha! soo sorry
oh yeah! swimming; badminton; blading and gym soon alrights???
YEPP!! LOVE YA!!
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
11:53 PM
ESPALL KAUR
my dearest mei
been losing contact with you
how're you mei?
missing you very much
we gotta ccatch up reeaal sooon
but you're so busy with your school & friends
text me alrights? MISSES
gotta meet up on friday with xiaowei;)
be sure to turn up too!
see you sooon mei! LOVES
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
2:32 AM
*iLOVEMYDARLING
MUACKS
MUACKS
MUACKS
MUACKS
MUACKS
MUACKS
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
1:44 AM
Happy Birthday
AYLMER CHEN
To my most idiotic brother ;))
yepp; the seventeen you
growing so fast; becoming a man eh? ;))
since sec 2 till now; it has been like 3-4 years
you've been such a great friend; a good brother in deed
the one i trust & play with the most
been fighting in the public like some crazy nuts these few days;
HAHAHA!
still; i wanna say something
you're the best brotherEVER!
sorry for being such a lousy mei; lols!
i didn't mean to forget to wish you at 12.00AM
till you reminded me on msn.HAHAHHA!!
im sincerely sorry;
i wasn't alert about the time; sorry :D
i know you're a kind hearted person;))
*BANG WALL!
but yet; at least im the SECOND one to wish you :))
well; remember what we talked about?
Friends come and go; yeah i may go
but i will definitely remember you; my good brother
the memories are instilled in me
your footprints have been imprinted into my life;
thanks for being with me when i needed somebody;
you never neglect me; even during Os
sacrificing your own study times; helped me with my art work & weak subjects
yeah; you know you're very much appreciated
riiighhtttttt; i better stop here
gonna get sentimental & mushy
hahaha! i don't think you can take it
CAUSE I CAN'T! LOL
well; happy birthday once again
love ya lots kor! ;)); my bestie~ YEAH!ps: be patient with your presents!
its coming soooooooooon! hahah!
oh ya! today's darling & i wedding's dinner!
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
12:07 AM
Friday, March 02, 2007
im totally worn out; haha
woke up early in the morning; 8am
went tpy west cc with ayl jz jw and perry
the guys played bball from 9 to 10;
after which sw came to joined us; we played badminton
played for one hour; went back to bball again
haha! was damn fun lahh
im such a bball; nerd.LOLS
ayl kor taught me how to score
hahaha! lesson 1; he's my coach
but for singing;
IM HIS COACH!get this right ;))
hahha; disciple in bball; coach in singing
okaye; gonna bathe soon and get a nap
going dinner with parents;
to celebrate mom's belated birthday
daddy's treat! haha
maybe im chipping in abit? hahha
okkies; bathing time!!
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
3:50 PM
today was awesoooooommme :))
woke up at 8.30 am; supposed to go swimming
but it was raining; sian
haha; so smsed kor; and went back to sleep
woke up at 11am; smsed kor; planned about going out
i wanted to watch pursuit of happYness; so we called sw and jz
met at red circle; trained to town; bought tickets; 2:35pm
the show is damn nice lahh;inspirating
will smith and the son are livingin abject poverty
whereras; will smith struggles to make ends meet;
and earn some money to support himself and his son
he and his son endure many hardships; including sleeping in men's toilet;
in pursuit of his dream of a better life for the rtwo of them
despite his troubles; will smith continues to honor his commitment as a loving and caring father.
using the affections and trust his son has placed in him as an impetus to overcome the obstacles he faces
after his hardworks and determination; he finally strive
and becomes a millionaire; and forever that good daddy ;))
watch it people; its damn touching
i cried; lols!
here's a joke from the movie
There's a man lost in the ocean
One boat came; and the boatman asked " would you like my help?"
the man said " no, God will help me"
so that boat left
another boat came; the boatman asked the same question " would you like my help?"
the man replied " no, God will help me"
few days later; the man died
he went up to Heaven and saw God
He asked " God, why didn't you help me?"
and this is what God replied
" i sent you two boats you dummy!"
HAHAHHAH!!! okaye; some may feel its not funny
but when the son told this to his daddy;
the theatre was filled with laughters
hahahah!
after the movie; we had no where to go
walked around town aimlessly;
finally we decided to go Vivocity; since it has been a long time we went there
when we reached vivo; we went to best to watch golden curse of flower
hahha! free show
then headed to arcade; played the 3 pucks
ayl & jz VS me and sw
hahha; 10:9
shit! we lost! LOLS
after that we hanged around at the arcade;
pretend to drive car; ride bike
HAHAHHA! how lame
then we went to Food republic; they had their dinner; i ate mango ice pudding! ;))
after which we walked around at the roof top; and headed to the play ground
hahahah! we played like small little kids
sat the see-saw
and that aylmer chen; made me fly;HAHAHHA
again; that flying sensation
hahhaha! we ran up the steep slope; and ran down again
hahah! i just simply love today
after some "cchildren" playings; making us feel younger
we took bus back to tpy
went to crc; darling and i played pool; jz & ayl played snooker
after that; we went home
i got some injuriesl
THANKS TO AYLMER CHEN
hahaha; nevermind
fair enough; i injured him too
LOLS
anyway; im officially married to SHAMINE WEE SHI YUN!
;)) i proposed to her on msn
our wedding dinner gonna be held at CRC's kopitiam on saturday 3MARCH; 7 pm
feel free to come; be our guests; but must remember!
BRING ANG PAO! HAHAH
rights; i gotta wake up 8 in the morning
shall turn in reaaal soon
anyway; i had so much fun today with my AHHHH family
love them hell loads!
especially my current lao po; shamine darling<3
hahahah! im not lesbian!
NIGHTS WORLD!
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
12:54 AM
Thursday, March 01, 2007
yepp; its brother & i ;)) with our very own master piece! hahah
yepp; closer look :D
a dog with silver eyes -.- its that stupid aylmer's idea;LOLS
did this cute little dog with aylmer kor on 27th March
haha; went to visit him at his workplace; his senior wasn't there
so he accompanied me from 3 to 7pm
can say is i acccompanied him;cause he didn't work for 4 hours!
so well;
went to make rthis cute little doggie
haha! the shop was filled with small little kids; and their parents or so
we're the only two teenagers there;LOLS
actually ; it only took like 15 to 30 mins to complete it
but it took us more than an hour to take photos of us & our master piece
hahaha; and the time we had to keep re-doing it; cos the paint haven't dry yet ;))
after that; we went to eat pizza hut;KOR'S TREAT
he ate 4 pieces & i ate 2
haha! and our eating speed ratio is 1:3 LOLS
after lunch; we headed to one open area; sat down and played guitar
hahahah!! we're not beggars.
and we had singing lessons; im the coach!
HAHAHHAHAH!!! don't wish to elaborate on the
singing lesson
till 7pm; kor went to puncched his card; haha; knocked off le
he trained back to tpy and go home;
i continued to town; and met up with jz ;))
well; so that's 27th march
28th mar i acccompanied my mom till 7 plus;
and went watch movie with ayl & co ;))
just follow law rawks! hahah!
i
love that security guard
"say somemore?"
"somemore"
"say somemore?"
"somemore"
"how to spell VIP?"
"i think i better go back to India"
hahahha!! and that fire engine incident;
remember the 4Bsbang sai;
bang jio;
bang pui;
bang gang!
and also; remember to cover your backside ;)) HAHAHA
www.laozabo.blogspot.com
" you want to upsize?"
hahaha! only those who watched this movie will know what im typing
rights; i gotta stop here
if not i will be typing out the whole movie
LOLS!
people who haven't watch this movie
watch it! its highly reccommended! ;))
nights friends & everybody
loves ya;))
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
2:57 AM
yepp; closer look :D
