Tuesday, February 13, 2007
to reap what i sowhey fellow people; haven't been blogging for quite a long time
didn't have the mood for the past few days; and was rather busy
yepp; gotten my results; disappointed
i've only got 19pointers; sucks man
English- 6
Chinese- 3
science- 3
maths- 3
ART- 4
im utterly disappointed with my eng and art
really regretted for wasting so much time slacking and on my art
a 4 for art is really not something i wanted
i mean; since young; art is my passion
i started drawing at the age of 4; i simply just love drawing
till i joined rthe secondary life;
i realised art isnt as simple and carefree as i use to think
there's just so many rules and theory to follow
i seem to be deprived of drawing what i want; how i feel;it's no longer the same
soon; i lost interest in drrawings
just plainly followed the rules and everything to do my courrsework
i did last minute lahh; really last minute
suppose to hand up the papercut next day; and i haven't finish
lucckily with the help of my endeared friends; they helped me thru' the last day
really appreciated their help alot; too much to express my gratitude
without them; i don't think i would be able to get a 4
really; maybe a fail or just a 6
there's a few people i really want to thank
they accompanied me during the Os period; studied with me; and also enccouraged me when i want to give up
aylmerchen;ongjingzhi;shaminewee and bensonchan
during Os period; i did last minute studies
burnt midnight oil; you guys just acccompanied me and study together
taught me though its really too late; and having your own things to revise
i simply just don't know how to thank you guys enough
honestly; im suprised at my results
i mean how can i pass humans and poa; when i didn't even study at all
and for maths & sciences;im always weak at them; E8 orr D7; never a pass
its all thank to my tuition teacher; Ms Peng; the one who always look up at me :))
and the four people mentioned<3
now; everyone has to register the JAE thingy
which means; we'll all be going into diff schools or diff courses
all going seperate ways
friends do come and gobut im fear of losing my endeared ones
those that i met during sec; and so close to me
i can never meet any true friends in poly; i mean
its competitive over there; everybody will be busy with their own things
My first choice to 7th; its all design courses
yeah; i still love art
and i hope i can excel during poly days; 3 years
then after poly; or during poly
i will take business as an external course; to further upgrade myself :))
as i don't think im able to get into poly's business
and also; i'm not interest too
so well; pray hard; and strive for my future
i can't slack around anymore; no more regrets anymore
getting back to piano lessons again; this time with theory
not just practical anymore
and either with guitar or violin; shall see first :))
okaye; off to go
all the best to you people; my brothers;sisters;friends :))
LOVES
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
3:06 PM
