she left a letter on my table; handwritten from her yes; i've to admit i see her for less than 15 mins a day; sometimes i don't even get to see her when i wake up; she's never at home when i'm home; either sleeping; or there to open door for me i've neglected her presence now that there's something she's hiding from me; and i've totally no idea but i know her sickness is getting worse " if anything happen; please take good care of yourself" she's worried about my safety; and my health because of my weak body; there's many things i have to be careful of yet; the rebellious me always never have the heart to forgive her; and not to take her words of concern seriously work & work took her away from me when i was young till PSLE; she quitted her job just to control me as i was really out of hand sec 1; i've gotten myself into a relationship till sec 4 all these times; when i quarrelled with him over my house worries and tensions were all over her; whenever i cried in my room she will hug me sooo tightly; comfort me how the days were; when i was only in primary school i would spent at least some of my time eating dinner; shopping and talking to her now; i never have a chance to talk to her i mean; whenever i talk to her; i would use that stupid attitude yes; she will be annoyed & pissed off there's many times when i would like to apologise to her for being rude yet; those simple 3 words just stuck right in my mouth times and times; i told myself & even friends that she doesn't care about me at all now i finally realise she do care; after that simple piece of letter; she did care im really sorry for being such a lousy daughter; pampered spoiltbrat sorry mom; im sorry
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye; 1:35 AM
HELLOS!
A simple & happy girl who loves sunshine.
Her endeared ones are her essentials.
Loves being in a crowd, yet comfortable being alone
Loves to smile, yet tends to get emotional
Has extreme moodswings,super high & low at times
Loves friendly & cheerful people :)
loves to see everybody smiles,
yes you, SMILE!
UR NAME!
JIAYING
11 November 1990
Palin Art School Artiris
swe3thugz90@Hotmail.com
LOVES!
ENDEARED ONES
♥ God
♥ Family
♥ My bigbig Family!
♥ Boyfriend
♥ Snowie
♥ Nyp cliques
♥ Heeren Girls :)
♥ Sunshine
♥ Piano
♥ Arts & Design
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Singing
LOATHES!
NO SWEET TALKS Do not boot lick me either do not accuse me, i fucking hate that do not insult my friends & family losing my endeared ones Flowers except sunflowers :) Soft toys except hellokitty,kalm & winnie the pooh :)
i know i'm weird :)
WISH!
everybody to be happy
to be with my endeared ones forever!!!
nafa a box full of yellow stars
a box full of sweets with pink shiny wrappers black gucci bag
pink dior wallet
hello kitty x'mas tree
a day with ALL my bigbig family a beautiful sweet 17
hello kitty blanket
sunflowers!
Queen's couture top
