i saw her fall; yet im not doing anything i can't even do anything; feeling so helpless now there's times when i see my beloveds getting hurt again & again all i can do is to stand at one corner; and stare blankily im never good at words; not even a piece of advice what kind of friend am i ? who the fuck i am? Im never a Goodfriend, sorry
im completely clueless of what im thinking now; and have completely no idea what's precipitating me to be so gloomy now i miss them dearly; really missing them effing much during my most critical moment; they left without bidding a goodbye it caused me a breakdown; days of mental and emotional torment it takes me so long to numb this pain; to lie to myself that they're gone; betterstill; they don't exist but there are times when memories just gushed into my mind these black&white are like video clips; play as and when they like i feel as though i've lost my memory; and regaining again stop it please; it isn't funny; its torturing im still afraid of the darkness;im still fear of loneliness; lightning &thunder still terrifies me
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye; 12:08 AM
HELLOS!
A simple & happy girl who loves sunshine.
Her endeared ones are her essentials.
Loves being in a crowd, yet comfortable being alone
Loves to smile, yet tends to get emotional
Has extreme moodswings,super high & low at times
Loves friendly & cheerful people :)
loves to see everybody smiles,
yes you, SMILE!
UR NAME!
JIAYING
11 November 1990
Palin Art School Artiris
swe3thugz90@Hotmail.com
LOVES!
ENDEARED ONES
♥ God
♥ Family
♥ My bigbig Family!
♥ Boyfriend
♥ Snowie
♥ Nyp cliques
♥ Heeren Girls :)
♥ Sunshine
♥ Piano
♥ Arts & Design
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Singing
LOATHES!
NO SWEET TALKS Do not boot lick me either do not accuse me, i fucking hate that do not insult my friends & family losing my endeared ones Flowers except sunflowers :) Soft toys except hellokitty,kalm & winnie the pooh :)
i know i'm weird :)
WISH!
everybody to be happy
to be with my endeared ones forever!!!
nafa a box full of yellow stars
a box full of sweets with pink shiny wrappers black gucci bag
pink dior wallet
hello kitty x'mas tree
a day with ALL my bigbig family a beautiful sweet 17
hello kitty blanket
sunflowers!
Queen's couture top
