I SIMPLY LOOVVVVVVEE THEM

SIMPLICITY<3

of us acting cute; hahahahha; oh no! we're 17!!

don't you look at us that way..we'll bite you!

yesyesyes; im still awake
later gonna meet ayl& co
wonder how am' i going to be NOT late

ytd was awesome too;
went to town wait for jz kor to knock off
benjee was suppose to acccompany me to wait for jz when he finish work
but he last minute said has to rush down to bishan
cause it was kts's birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY OBM
hahaha :P

so well; i went to walk around taka ALONE;while waiting for jz
went to Mango
bought two tops from there; $110; reasonable
haaha..
after meeting jz; we trained back to tpy to meet darling
coincidently; jz caught ayl kor waiting for bus
so i dragged him along with us; muahahah
so the Ahhhh FAMILY went to Bouquet to have our dinner
actually only jz and sw ate; ayl and i just sit there watched
hahah!
after dinner; we went to CRC; watched jz& ayl play pool
meanwhile; darling and i started our cam-whoring!
hahahha! been a really long time since we went SNAPSNAP; CLICKCLICK
and HAHAHAHA; GAGAGAGA; when we have cams with us
photos are uploaded on friendster; will upload here soon :))
the people playing there; were all looking at us rather than playing their games
ahahah; YES; we are ATTENTION SEEKERS.LOLS
went to mac for our SUPPER after the games; greedy huh?
Nonono; haha; we shared a mac wing meal among the FOUR of us
hahhaha; each one chicken wing; shared that pathetic ccup of coke
then our cam-whoring started again
whoo hoo~ was uberr fun and so much laughters
i was laughing like a laughing machine; non-stop

around 1130; we all went seperate ways and headed up :))
was acrtually feeling darn down; but my bros and sis ccheered me up
they always do:)) they make me feel so significant , LOVES

urrghh; back hurts.lols
anyway gotrrta sleeping now
i only have that few hours to pig around
so NIGHTS WORLD!

Monday, January 29, 2007

the four us gonna drift real far soon; its time to pull back :))
we seem to be going two by two; nono
that can't happen; not going to too
i won't let you 3 go; when you 3 are so close to my heart
tmr gonna meet espall mei and jodie dear :))
thou its just gonna be a dinner; at least we still do catch up abit

i hope darling and daphne meiare alrightsnow
sorrry daphne; can't be here for you right now in school
bu im definitely missing you hell loads; take ccare precious
darling; gladthat you're able to think thru' now:))
staystrong girl; we still have many to go thru'
together,handinhand,i know we can make it :))

suppose to go out with celest today; but i just woke up
the both of us also very lazy to go out
HEHS:D yaya; i know im a pigggg
i need a job lahh; to earn a little living and also keep myself occcupied
lols.. anybody can help?

im bored bored, BOREEEEEDDDDDD
*yawn*
High School Musical's SOngs are great!
grabriella's voice is fabulous; beautiful
troy's one is amazing!
watch it people! Disney's movies never once disappoint me
oh well, its cartoon time :))
ciaos pple!

can't sleep; been tossing about my bed for the past few hours
time just pass so slowly when things are quietened down; when the city aren't that busy anymore
but i could still hear some mid-night vehicals and buses on the road; and wind howling
here i am in my room; having soooo many things in my mind
wish i ccould settle down; or just throw them right out of my mind
so that i can sleep peacefully
having slight fever too; due to my naval piercing :((
rergretted it all
now its red and swollen alittle
it hurts alot when i lie down; or get up from bed
my gastric is hurting too;
haven't been eating proper meals now adays
so unccomfortable and incovenient

MONDAY
will be out with celest tmr; shop for her 21st party
maybe around 8 plus will head to town and meet benjee,kts and val
then wait till jz kor finish work at 930; afterwhicch will head back to tpy and meet my dearest darling! :D:D
can't wait to hug her; hope she's fine :))

TUESDAY
ayl & lewis kors have off on that day
will be out with them shopping at queensway :D:D
its time to catch up againnn
yayness; after that maybe can meet espall & jo for dinner
their presence just make me smile:))

WEDNESDAY
meeting ct and jz.
very long since i last go out with charmaine
i mean as in really go out; shopping chat and everything
since sec 1 my mei; thou not very close now
but we're sure catching up reaaal soooon :D

these 3 days will keep myself occupied; the rest im not too sure
out of the sudden; people are turning to be soo free;
friends and relatives; so difficult to handle
oh yeah; ervina! you gotta be off during week days!
i missing you real much alrrights!
so sorry about sat rthat day; last minute cancelled everyrthing
will make up to you one day; a cup of bubbletea? hahaha

urghhhh; it really hurts:((
shouldn't have pierced; should have listen
i want that pair of levis &bebe jeans! argh! $219, $299
now i really need to get a phone
last time im always getting obsessed over new phones and blahblah
always changing new phones even if my old phones were alrights
now; i don't want to change at all; rather spend the cash on clothes
but! my both phons are dying on me now! urghh!
one dropped into water once; on the floor many times; and has so many scratches;bluetooth's spoilt too
the other's isn't that user friendly; bluetooth skinda spoilt too
urghh! see, i have to get a new phone!and a good one
most importantly; i ccan take reeeeaaaalll got care of it :P
Nokia7373; sony eriicsson W850i or sony ericsson k800i?
any suggestions?
-.-im so bored......

Thursday, January 25, 2007

DARLING & JINGZHI KOR,
thanks for accompanying me today; sorry for giving you guys attitude:))
sorry for flaring temper at you guys; and thanks for tolerating it
when a solitary tear trickled down my cheek; you guys never fail to wipe it away from me
one will put her hand over my shoulder and hugged me tightly
the other will tap my hand and walk away silently; and came back with Fererro Rocher
you know you two mean alot to me; that i can never let go of :))
it'd take me forever just to bid goodbye to you guys
i want to trudge this life full of ups and downs with you two;
there are too many great moments with you guys
its instilled in us; vividly
these beautiful moments just make me so blissful:D

to him; thanks for cheering me up today
you never fail to brighten up my days in every little way
never fail to put up a smile on my face
no matter how difficult it is; you'll still try
thanks for easing my pain and calming my nerves when im in pain
thanks for talking to me just to make me forget about the pain; till the battery died on you
thanks for making me laugh; despite having problems with your mates
we may drift; but im never afraid to say that i will never forget you
how you stood by times in my life;
and how you forgive the times i do things without sensibilty
i once said to be your star; to shine upon your darkest moment
yet i chuck you aside and forsaken your feelings once
nevertheless; you still stood by my side be it rain or shine
you're very much appreciated; beyond what words can say right now
just a simply, thank you my friend:))

THANK YOU
my friends :))
all those that crossed my life
LOVE ALWAYS<3

the pain is killing me; really beyond endurance
regretted for piercing ; have so much remorse for my preciptous actions
how dumb was i; urghh!!

im lost in perplexity now
thanks those who accompanied me today :)) darling; jz; celest
thanks those who consoled me today :))
you're all very much appreciated
.
..
...
....
loves, jy

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

when are you guys coming back?
how long am i going to wait?
how many more days;weeks or months i need to wait?

i saw her fall; yet im not doing anything
i can't even do anything; feeling so helpless now
there's times when i see my beloveds getting hurt again & again
all i can do is to stand at one corner; and stare blankily
im never good at words; not even a piece of advice
what kind of friend am i ? who the fuck i am?
Im never a Goodfriend, sorry

im completely clueless of what im thinking now;
and have completely no idea what's precipitating me to be so gloomy now
i miss them dearly; really missing them effing much
during my most critical moment; they left without bidding a goodbye
it caused me a breakdown; days of mental and emotional torment
it takes me so long to numb this pain; to lie to myself
that they're gone; betterstill; they don't exist
but there are times when memories just gushed into my mind
these black&white are like video clips; play as and when they like
i feel as though i've lost my memory; and regaining again
stop it please; it isn't funny; its torturing
im still afraid of the darkness;im still fear of loneliness; lightning &thunder still terrifies me

Monday, January 22, 2007

just reached home :))
im dead tired now; damn sleepy lahh *yawn*
yesterday was lucas birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING NEPHEW!
stop being so naughty!

had steamboat at cousin's house; then to meet jz;alvin kor& darling
went to eat HongKong Cafe with jz&darling; jz's treat
THANKS:D:D:D
then benjamin came to join us; darling cabbed home after the supper
while the 3 of us went KBOX
was fun lahh; but jz spent his time sleeping there
he was damn tired lahh; cause he worked for 9 hours le
sang from 12 plus to 515Am
then walked over to Lido Mac to have our breakfast; took 143 to TPY
then bus-ed home :))
I'm soooo tired!! GOODNIGHT MY DEAREST FELLOWS :))

Saturday, January 20, 2007

cooool right? yes; damn cool lahh this bike

simple yet momentous


how significant these photos can be in the future or even now
i can't imagine 10 years down the road; i might be browsing through these pictures with my kids
sharing with them my childhood & teens life
or even better; i might be laughing at these pictures with my dearest friends on the picture
that will depend on how well we cocntact with one another :))

woke up around 1 plus :))
showered; changed and bus-ed to tpy
celest picked me from there; drove straight to town
first stop- Far east plaza
went to look for diane; but she was off today; again
lols; so celest to pluck her eyebrown and followed by some shopping
actually; im the one doing shopping at Far east lahh; haha
bought a pair of demin shorts again:)) $39.90
same shop as the pants i bought from previously; haha
tried a few shorts & skirt; but didn't buy though :D

later; went wisma food republic
ate our favourite dish; fishnoodle;haha
then went to surf babe to find jocelyn; and to Topshop
nothing much; so headed to Bebe
there's a sales there now; 10% haha!
i tried this jeans; with "i <3 Bebe" at the back of the jeans; in crystals
damn damn nice lahh; $270 after discount
and this blue white strip top $139.
the top doesn't show any Bebe word or whatever; so it looks like any other ordinary top
but its damnn cute lahh! haha
till nowim still considering; $409 altogether lehs
not cheap lors; can get myself a new phone;
or more tops & shorts from Far East lors; haha
reluctantly; i left the shop :(( empty handed
went to Forever 21; quite messy & crowded lahh
bought a strawberry top;)); celest bought 2 pink tops
then went to some bookshops; kinokuniya & art friend to find Invitation cards & nice book for celest's 21st bday party
after that we left taka; and ended up having no where to go
drove around town; to Mos; but didn't went in lahh
then to mohammad sultan; then finally settled at Pines club
had our dinner there; i ate fried rice; and celest ate buffet
hahaha! but i also shared with her the food lahh
she's so fussy! LOLS. but have to admit lahh; the food wasn''t as good as last time
after dinner; celest sent me back to tpy enter

met jz kor there; walked to CRC
saw an accident; many bystanders were there to "kpo"
hahaha! leigh, joshua were there too;LOLS
anyway; the accident was quite serious
i didn't witness the accident; but all i know was that the car & the bike was badly damaged
even the tyre of the bike came off lah!
the biker was injured; but wasn't that serious
however; there was a lady lying on top of the car!
so i assumed the car knocked onto a pedestrain.
the lady laid comatose on top of the car
therefore; i pray to God; hope that she'll be saved
at least give her a chance to live :))
to that lady; May God bless you; take care
met up with darling after that; ate at Mac; talked till 11;30
then took bus to jz's void deck; chit chat awhile
cabbed home after that :))

sometimes; pouring things out doesn't help if none listen to what you're pouring
waste so much of your saliva; yet your words never get into them
just in and out of their ears; or might even just pretend to be listening
that's all; simple as that
example girlA;
i've experienced that before; and i don't want her end up following my footsteps
i don't want her to get hurt; again
at least; hope she doesn't fall so badly




the day when somebody is there for me; at least you were :))

Friday, January 19, 2007

reached and just showered:)); kinda sleepy after the hot bath
*yawn* yet; still wanna update about my day
my day was greeaaattt; surprisingly :))
my days were usually gloomy or boring; but today was simply awesome
Thanks God; thanks bros& sis<3

met jz at 1115am at the bus stop; for the first time i wasn't late :D
took 238 and initially the plan was to meet at Edmund's viod deck
but jz and i headed to school instead
miss school so much; it has been a long time since we left school
missing everything from there;))
haha~ but the reason we went into school wasn't because we miss school
LOLS; the main reason was Jz want to check if School has given him any Edu Save
and the answer is; NO.

when i stood outside the General office; my eyes began to wonder around
The Parade square; our classrooms from Sec 1 to 4
the times we queued up every morning & after recess;
the times we walked up together to our classes
all these memories kept gushing into my mind; how beautiful
we headed to the canteen; saw our favourite stall
The western stall; the auntie & kor kor were surprised to see us
we too; were happy to see them; miss their food so much
the times we cut queues to buy food; sat together;ate & chit chat for that 50 mins
after which we headed to Edmund's cviod deck
Perry,Edmund,Aylmer and of course our birthday boy, Lewis were there
took bus to Ngee Ann Poly

it was quite crowded lahh; went to School of Business first; then to the convection Hall
took the shuttle bus which brought us around the school
went to Infocom Technology; where my course is
Multimedia & animation (MMA)
seemed quite fun; yet tedious:))
not sure if i want to go
went Mass Com; next was Film& audio, followed by Engineering and lastly Chemical & life sciences
everything seemed so interesting; haha
im also interested in the psychology; Early childhood course
i want to be a kindergarden teacher! lols; i love children :D

initally; the weather was damn hot lahh; the scorching sun was like killing us!
luckily; the school provided FREE ICE CREAM; haha
yes, i have to emphasize on that; how thoughtful of them; LOLS
later; grey clouds started to cover the sky
and it started drizzlingly; then the rain got bigger
and we ended up running under the rain!! how thrilling! hahahha!
my so kind- hearted bro; perry; used a file to cover my head
and forced me to hold the file; as its quite difficult for him to run too
how caring right?
and that Edmund & aylmer acted like some stupid clowns under the rain; LOLS

when we reached the bus stop; WHAO! its was damn crowded!
be it waiting for bus; or just needed a shelter
there were so many people there!
we boarded bus 154 and alighted at the bus stop outside Raffles Town Club
waited for 57; which was like for a century
alighted at TPY entertainment and trained to orchard
met my dearest Espall mei & Jodie dear :D:D:D:D:D
wanted to catch a movie at 6.40 at Lido; but darling wasn't there yet
so we walked to cineleisure; wanted to catch the 7.20 movie; but again
darling wasn't there yet.hahah!
so we ended up sitting down chit chat and waited for darling
when darling arrived; we went to K pool
espall and jo went home awhile later; so we took a family photo there.haha
opened 3 tables; took turns play with one another
i lost to Edmund & Perry
i won to sw;jz; lewis and AYLMER CHEN RUI YI. MUAHAHHA
how many times must i win you then you will admit defeat? lols
played till 930; bought movie tickets to watch "Pan's Labyrinth" at 9.40
which meant; we only had 10 MINS to EAT.
rushed to KFC; ordered our food; and ate like some beggars who haven't been eating for like a 2876384789 years
hahah! the scene was damn funny & memorable lahh
i only managed to finish about half of my cheese fries; so i "secretly" borught in my Banditto into the cinema
hahahha! finally able to settle down and watched the movie
quite interesting; yet the story line was kinda meaningless
but i did enjoyed myself today:D
cabbed home after the movie; as everyone has to work tmr; except jz & i; HEEX

though i only ccould hand out with espall& jodie for that little while;
but im already contented to be able to see & chat with them for just that short moment
because; in the future; we might not even meet up anymore
so i must cherish whatever i have now :D
thanks brothers & sisters; as what lewis kor said; you all are the closest family i could ever find :D

im trying so hard not to think about the future; not because of my results
but you guys; so afraid of being drifted away from you pple
just couldn't bear; but i know; there's still one day when we'll go our seperate ways
still; i believe we'll remember one another; and the times we had together
our Secondary lives yeah? LOVE YOU PPLE!!! <3

to lewis kor;
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!
hope you've enjoy yourself today; may your 3 wishes come true :D
you're loved by all of us and definitely your beloved mei! HAHA!
erm; you're 17 now; so erm; be more MAN okaye? haha! happy birthday once again!LOVES!

Thursday, January 18, 2007

i wish i could wish upon a shooting star;
wish that i will be happiest girl in the whole wide world
wish that darling & jz will stop quarrelling
wish that all our brothers& sisters' loves will remain
wish that i won't hurt anyone anymore
but;shooting stars will never appear
wishes will never be fulfilled; dreams will never come true

i love my blog's song; so meaningful
i wonder when will i become like the girl in this song
when will i ever grow; when will i ever fly and sore to wherever i want
no matter how dark that place will be; whether i will be alone or not
when will i be that brave girl; that independent one
when will i be proud to fly up high :))

you once told me; everybody depends on something or somebody
so i'm never a burden :)) , at least to you
i wil always remember that; sun

wish to be there; yet has to keep a distance

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

As i amble the usual path i'd take from the bus stop to my house just now,
i happened to look up; and noticed the dark sky are filled with many stars
though the sky was dark; the street seemed so isolated
yet the stars still shine brightly in the sky

The stars shine
brightly with glory,
high in the sky
during the darkness of the night
filling us with wonderment.
With the stars and the moonlight
creating a peaceful night.
Looking under the moonlight
I see how big the sky really is.

wish to be there; yet has to keep a distance

once again; im having my cramp
every month i have to endure this kinda pain
i mean most of the girls;
guys arent you lucky? haha

nobody's at home again; im home alone
hahaha;so bored; no one's free
either working;schooling or overseas
guess i'll be slacking at home today;
doubt can go out for long with this cramp too
just watched a show on channel 5c
damn lame lahh; its like jim carrey the olden version
the story makes no sense at all; but yet its kinda funny
seeing these people acting stupid; haha

haven' been eating properly since i started working
now seems to be having some eating disorder; like one small meal aday?
urgghh; im damn bored lahh
my pain is killing me badly too

i miss my friends & colleagues
what a holiday.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

woke up around 3 today; was great
there's no need to drag myself out of that cozy bed early in the morning anymore :))
slacked around; tc and snacks
was damn bored lahh; miss my job& colleagues :((

so decided to find my nephews; yes it has been a really long time since i last saw them
that two cute & adorable boys; my dearest
gramps were over there at yanni's house; & definitely that two little boys
lucas has lost so much weight! poor boy
but gets really naughty & hyper active now
like his brother; xavier; both love fighting so much
were screaming and yelling over the house;
climbing on the chair; like some monkeys; and cracking their baby jokes
hahha; how cute of them; how pure & innocent
miss my childhood so much :))
hey; not gonna mention about my childhood; don't wanna spoil my mood

so spent my day there till 9 plus; played with them
loves their smiles and laughters; never fail to make me smile
after that; went bishan to meet jingzhi & darling
while waiting for them; i bought a big tub of vanilla-flavoured Hagen Daz icecream;
costed me $12.90 -.-
and i couldn't finish it; stupid me
around 10; went Mac to eat with them
again; ordered a meal & ended up wasting the food
but i did enjoy myself; had some talks & plans
gonna organise another chalet before results;)) can't wait

anyway; am' prepared to fail my Os lahh
i deserve it; didn't study hard for that:))
maybe gonna take private or go some art school for diploma?
see how first; can't think right now
mood's rather bad these few days; many things are stuck in my head
waiting for me to solve; yet i have no idea where to start from :((
heard from A that B is smoking now; maybe
hope not; its not about the promise; you know?

Monday, January 15, 2007

15th January 2007
intially; i was effing frustrated with my parents this morning
was damnnn dammmn pissed off; urghh!!
don't wish to mention it

reached my work place late! somemore on my last day
but luckily; my supervisor didn't blame me;))
today wasn't much customers; so wasn't that busy
snapped some pictures with my colleagues and kelly
gonna miss them real much
the laughters we shared together;
the times when we complained to one another about those nasty customers
the times when we served and helped one another during busy days
the times when we tried clothes during free times
the times we fooled around( trying wigs; disturbing one anothers etc,)

my good friends there;
Ervina
we seem to get along very well yeah? haha;
that very cartoon girl; i will always remember
the way you talk and your actions;haha! always never fail to make me laugh
we just know eah other for just a month; yet we hanged out together so often
the times we will always signal each other to eat lunch together
the times we always share umbrella when raining
the times we took mrt home together
the times we always bend over to kelly's shop and see the clothes
the times we discussed how nice the clothes are; and bet the prices
the times we used to laugh at each other; joked & played
the times we got scoldings for talking; haha!
i will remember these times vividly=))

kelly
that sweet little girl just right opposite my work place
always there to talk to me when ervina is off
the times when ervina and i will bend over your shop to see your clothes
the times we laughed; sharing our stuff
still remember the first day i went to work; i saw you
thought you were my primary school friend; haha
nice meeting you!

ivy & AB & diana
the two funny girls always there to play with me
and teach me philippine language
"mamimiss ko kayong lahat!"
ivy; the one who's always there to teach me patiently and always praise me:))
there to talk to me about her boyfriend& life; there to share with me her stuff
ab; the hip hop girl always love to sing and dance
always call me Hello Kitty girl or emily; and always asking me about my stuffs
diana; that quiet like a mouse girl;haha
very sweet voice; always calls me ashley :))

Regina& Nicole
the two cute& fun loving jie jie i had there
always love to fool around
Regina; the one that taught me on my first day;
the one always complain she's fat when she'snot!
the one always standing infront of the mirror
the one who's always fooling around with xiaoling; making all of us laugh
Nicole; the street style girl; has a great singing voice
always share with me about her Malaysia life +)) loves her!

gonna miss all these people; especially ervina kelly ivy and Ab
will visit you guys whenever i have the time :))
oh ya; after work; went cine with kelly& ervina to take neo
had a great time there!
went back tpy; wanted to meet jz&ayl co
but they were at CRC; darling wasn't there; so i cabbed home
had a chat on the phone with darling awhile; mark and celest ringed me too
felt much better:))
i finally can sleep for long! hahahah
nights everyone!~ ciaos!

oh ya; colour code for tml is : Red&BLack
haha, kelly's shop name
Black Label//Red Label

on the 18th gonna celebrate lewis's kor birthday! yayness!
that small boy gonna be 17 already; omg
kor; you better grow up! hahahha! ;))
before that; will be going ngee ann for a tour with them

urghh!! i miss my FTPSS friends!
gonna catch up with them real sooonnnn
nights world!~

another ordinary post :))
today gonna be my last day of work
kinda overjoy with that yet reluctant to
hahaha; im that fickle minded :))
i've been spending my money like some shopping freak; even my half pay is gone
bought myself a demin shorts and a pair of black shoes that day; cost me 76 bucks
yesterday was damn cold at my work place; so bought a striped jacket at $42
bought some hello kitty tibits cause of the cute packagings
argh!! i must learn to save!
ate at hong kong cafe with catherine;
then went starbucks and had a cup of chocolate freppacino

i felt so stupid yesterday; supposed to go work at 1130 am
but i reached at 1040 -.-
i actually took cab and rushed all the way down like one bloody fool
and ended up waiting.haha
went to paragon A/X for awhile; haha
saw nothing much; the tops there are not really nice
and sad thing is; wanted to buy the black belt
but its sold! arghhh!!
ervina reached early too; so i met her went to FourSkins
walked around and then headed to work

haha; i bought that jacket from kelly's shop
she was wearing the same one too
so everybody was like looking at us
oh ya; gonna take neo with kelly& ervina tml!
can't wait :))
ervina is sooo sweet!
she's off tml; yet she will still be dropping by to take photo with the 77th street peeps
and gonna wait for kelly & i to knock off at around 10pm
hahahha; but she ought to lahh; im leaving lehs! lols
gonna miss those girls :))

Saturday, January 13, 2007

当 我还是 一个懵懂的女孩 遇到爱
不懂爱 从过去 到现在
直到他 也离开 留我在云海徘徊
明白没人能取代 他曾给我的信赖

See Me Fly I'm Proud To Fly Up High
不能一直依赖 别人给我拥戴
Believe Me I Can Fly I'm Singing In The Sky
就算风雨覆盖 我也不怕重来

我 已不是 那个懵懂的女孩 遇到爱
用力爱 仍信 真爱
风雨来 不避开 谦虚把头低下来 像沙鸥来去天地 只为寻一个奇迹

* See Me Fly (Let Me Fly) I'm Proud To Fly Up High
生命已经打开 我要那种精彩
Believe Me I Can Fly I'm Singing In The Sky
你曾经对我说 做勇敢的女孩 *

我盼有一天能和你 相见 骄傲地对着天空说 是借着你的风
Repeat *

我不会独单 因为你 都在


a simple but really beautiful song; with meaningful lyrics
and mellifluous melodies

suddenly my reminiscences of the past gushed into my mind
be it good or bad; those were sweet memories that keep me going
whether im walking alone on this lonely; but sandy beach seaside
or somebody will be holding onto my hand; and walks with me through my life
i will still bring all these memories with me;
just like the foot prints i will be leaving on the beach;
those foot prints might get washed away by the waves;
but these memorable footprints have already been imprinted into my life;
and can never be replaced

im missing someone now :((
______*//porky

Monday, January 08, 2007

地狱天使披着美丽幻影
一样的月谜样的沉醉
缓缓靠近却捉摸不定
让我身陷荆棘的领域
地狱天使透露梦的讯息
忽隐忽现模糊了视线
爱的疲倦心还是破碎
面临决裂是谁定的罪
你带我上天堂又推我下去
我拥抱着遗憾
坠落在天际
你带我上天堂又推我下去
不敢相信但你已决定

i know what im doing now hurts you badly
but im left with no other choices; really very sorry

Thursday, January 04, 2007

got off on new year; went bishan meet mark;shaun bjorn and their mom :D
visited my darling and jz; haha! they got work!
then went NTUC with mark& family
bought groceries and stuffs as usual; but amazingly!
auntie bought so little that day! haha
usually she will buy more than 100bucks; and its not like once or twice a month
its like almost every week!
HAHHA!
big family mahh; somemore that two boys have big appetite with big stomachs too
HAHA! opps!! =X
went back to their house; placed the NTUC stuffs at kitchen;
then auntie dropped mark& i at novena; afterwhich dropped shaun& bjorn at PS
rushed to novena's flash&splash
wanted to get that "Emily" brand black jeans; $99
but; sadly, the shop was closed
nvm, God wants me to save money :D haha
went to Jap restaurant eat instead; HAHA!
but i only ate 3 plates of sushi; requested to eat Jap but had no appetite
hhaha! but he still understand me :D

after my "dinner", trained back to bishan to meet darling; while mark went tpy meet yianwei
waited for dalring to knock off and trained back to tpy meet jz& co
ayl kor;lewis kor;ed;jodie;fish were all there!
met them for only like awhile; then went off to meet mark
cos wanna catch the fireworks at 10:30
trained to cityhall; and walked to somewhere around marina
samuel& elaine were waiting for us there le
the four of us then walked to benjamin's sheer bridge( don'tknow how to spell)
the place was DAMN DAMN CROWDED LAHH
squeezed our way through to get a perfect view
coincidently!; yianwei& his friend were there too!
so joined them :D
saw the 11:00 pm firework; yet
the last firework was really beautiful!
will upload when im free!

after firework; we walked all the way back to concourse there
elaine parked her car there
wanted to find celest& co but they were at boat quay drinking all that
don't wanna get drunk by that two; so didnt go.HAHA
luckily we got a car to bring us everywhere; ahah; if not we gotta take cab; or even squeeze with the crowds
went to changi to see AQUAS; AHAHA
they really look like girls; and actually had better& sexier bodies than us
LOLS
then went to eat Nasi Lemak; long queue!
but the rice was really delicious :D:D
after the supper;went to pick elaine's sister at AMK
and sent her home
then headed to balmoral; stayed over night there
was damn damn tired lahh; slept like a dead pig haha!

what makes me not really happy was; i can't really spend my new year with my bros& sis
darling gotta go home early; espall mei weren't there; perry too
jz&ayl went with the other guys to play pool then blade
i didn't want to blade or play pool that day; so couldn't catch up with them
nvm; there's always any other day
i'll be free after 12Jan :D
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i guess i will be feeling more lost & lonely after 11Jan
but actually its the same as the past few months :D

A simple & happy girl who loves sunshine.
Her endeared ones are her essentials.
Loves being in a crowd, yet comfortable being alone
Loves to smile, yet tends to get emotional
Has extreme moodswings,super high & low at times

Loves friendly & cheerful people :)
loves to see everybody smiles,
yes you, SMILE!


JIAYING
11 November 1990
Palin Art School
Artiris
swe3thugz90@Hotmail.com

LOVES!

ENDEARED ONES ♥ God
♥ Family
♥ My bigbig Family!
♥ Boyfriend
♥ Snowie
♥ Nyp cliques
♥ Heeren Girls :)
♥ Sunshine
♥ Piano
♥ Arts & Design
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Singing

LOATHES!

NO SWEET TALKS
Do not boot lick me either
do not accuse me, i fucking hate that
do not insult my friends & family
losing my endeared ones
Flowers except sunflowers :)
Soft toys except hellokitty,kalm & winnie the pooh :)

i know i'm weird :)

WISH!

everybody to be happy
to be with my endeared ones forever!!!
nafa
a box full of yellow stars
a box full of sweets with pink shiny wrappers
black gucci bag
pink dior wallet
hello kitty x'mas tree
a day with ALL my bigbig family
a beautiful sweet 17
hello kitty blanket
sunflowers!
Queen's couture top

MAKE A SOUND!

DARLINKS!

lazy to type down, haha

MISC!

Test one

Create your own Friend Test here Test two

Create your own Friend Test here

MUSIC!

they came by and left;
& they're footprints etched within me
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008



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