im really not in the mood now people sorry that i showed attitude; and didn't reply msg im just so so lost thought work can occcupy myself; it did; but not today i was so damn restless today; my eyes hurt badly; my legs ached; my mood was bad even met a damn nasty customer today; biatch
her words were harsh; but true and enough to wake me up she said i will continue hurt them even deeper if i continue to ignore i'll hurt them; maybe sorry if my words are harsh or anything; but i just have to say i always thought i could and avoid everything; pretend to put on a smile thinking its just a joke but no matter what; things have to come to an end; even life so; i can't run away anymore; i could no longer put on that pathetic smile or even hide behind that masquerade i will not accept anybody; i thought i could; but i really can't force myself to i feel so guilty; saying those that were just instant feelings i don't want to hurt myself; or even actually hurt you guys more i may not be living happily now; may not be the happiest girl but i wish i am; so if you guys wish i can be please let me be; by just being friends there are things i definitely can't let go; i wont they're beautiful sweet bitter memories that keep me learning . . . at this point of time; i really wish they're here by my side guiding me what i do now might be a wrong choice fo the future; i might regret but i rather let go now; rather than causing more hurt till future i can't foresee the future; i don't wish to too . . . sorry; will read your mail tml =)) nights nights
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye; 11:38 PM
HELLOS!
A simple & happy girl who loves sunshine.
Her endeared ones are her essentials.
Loves being in a crowd, yet comfortable being alone
Loves to smile, yet tends to get emotional
Has extreme moodswings,super high & low at times
Loves friendly & cheerful people :)
loves to see everybody smiles,
yes you, SMILE!
UR NAME!
JIAYING
11 November 1990
Palin Art School Artiris
swe3thugz90@Hotmail.com
LOVES!
ENDEARED ONES
♥ God
♥ Family
♥ My bigbig Family!
♥ Boyfriend
♥ Snowie
♥ Nyp cliques
♥ Heeren Girls :)
♥ Sunshine
♥ Piano
♥ Arts & Design
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Singing
LOATHES!
NO SWEET TALKS Do not boot lick me either do not accuse me, i fucking hate that do not insult my friends & family losing my endeared ones Flowers except sunflowers :) Soft toys except hellokitty,kalm & winnie the pooh :)
i know i'm weird :)
WISH!
everybody to be happy
to be with my endeared ones forever!!!
nafa a box full of yellow stars
a box full of sweets with pink shiny wrappers black gucci bag
pink dior wallet
hello kitty x'mas tree
a day with ALL my bigbig family a beautiful sweet 17
hello kitty blanket
sunflowers!
Queen's couture top
