Thursday, December 28, 2006

i want to be an air-stewardess;a special one :D
i want to travel around the world; see the other sidesof the world
the fortunate ones and the suffering ones
first place- i want to fly to a beautiful beach:D
2nd-place- africa; i wanna help those unfortunate kids and elders
give them clothes; food and build them beautiful houses
3rd place- hello kitty


gonna work for one month and then quit
MAIN REASON- to enjoy my that few more months with my friends& family
wanna go for my interests
will take up piano lessons; fashion and designs courses maybe
check out the schools i want to head after Os results is released
improve my skills after knowing what my course requires
definitely learn more about com; photoshop everything
and also photography
im depending all on myself; my future is in my own hand

as what my kor said; secondary life is where we meet best friends in our lives
primary school; we're too immature
always argue and stuffs; say what" i dont friend you already" haha
polytechnics; we start to be very competitive; projects and everything
people there are more crafty; so as to get good results and moreover; a better job
working life is worse; people there can't be trusted
everybody may appear nice; but inside they're up to smth
they can stab you at the back anytime just to get you out of the company; less competitors
and definitely higher chances of getting promoted
adult life; we all get married; no time for each other
work and families; that's when we friends drift away

i've to admit; its very true
i ever said i regret for coming into FTPSS; that's the school
but i've never regret knowing the people there
some drifted away from me; some have been standing just beside me for these four years and still counting
some i knew not long ago; some just 2 or 3 years
some just a hi-bye friends
these are the wonderful people that has made my secondary beautiful
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why do people have to leave?
no matter what promise they made; how hard they tried just to stand beside you; how much they don't want to leave you
they'll still go; whether happily or reluctantly
im also one of them
once said "i wont leave you" "you're not alone" and stuffs like that
they're really not sweet talkings; but really what i wanna do at that very moment
but everytime i says that; i will say i can't foresee the future; i won't know if i will leave you in the future; but i won't now
in the end; i really leave in the future
how much i want to apologise; how sorry i was
how much i want to torture myself back for hurting others
i really hate myself now; i swear
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im really very very sorry
sorry:((

Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
11:27 PM

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A simple & happy girl who loves sunshine.
Her endeared ones are her essentials.
Loves being in a crowd, yet comfortable being alone
Loves to smile, yet tends to get emotional
Has extreme moodswings,super high & low at times

Loves friendly & cheerful people :)
loves to see everybody smiles,
yes you, SMILE!


UR NAME!
JIAYING
11 November 1990
Palin Art School
Artiris
swe3thugz90@Hotmail.com


LOVES!
ENDEARED ONES ♥ God
♥ Family
♥ My bigbig Family!
♥ Boyfriend
♥ Snowie
♥ Nyp cliques
♥ Heeren Girls :)
♥ Sunshine
♥ Piano
♥ Arts & Design
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Singing


LOATHES!
NO SWEET TALKS
Do not boot lick me either
do not accuse me, i fucking hate that
do not insult my friends & family
losing my endeared ones
Flowers except sunflowers :)
Soft toys except hellokitty,kalm & winnie the pooh :)

i know i'm weird :)


WISH!
everybody to be happy
to be with my endeared ones forever!!!
nafa
a box full of yellow stars
a box full of sweets with pink shiny wrappers
black gucci bag
pink dior wallet
hello kitty x'mas tree
a day with ALL my bigbig family
a beautiful sweet 17
hello kitty blanket
sunflowers!
Queen's couture top


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