Saturday, November 11, 2006
im officially sixteen today! for the past 16 years; i've always been a child; a pampered spoilt brat
thou im still one now =))
but i definitely have to grow up and be more independent
especially after the string of events that happened to be these few weeks or lets say months
after the number of people that have left me; i know i can't let them stay
no matter how hard i've tried to hold them back; they still have to go
even thou i could hold them back; things won't be the same as how it was before
so we have to let go; nothing's forever =)) ; there's always a new path awaiting for me
perry once told me a story
a cat was walking along a road; it stopped halfway; and got knocked down by a car
if you ever walk on a new path; continue walking; don't stop in the middle to hestitate
there might be something new and excited awaiting for you ahead =))
yesterday was a history; tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift
treasure whatever you have now; the past is only memories that's leading you on
that's what stupid told me last time =))
so. i must cheer up! and enjoy my day to the fullest! =))
yayness
yesterday went to school for maths paper
maths paper was quite a breeze; haha
after that i went straight home to change and brought my blades out
in the end only me perry and jz
sw went to look for her stead; and others got papers
but they said will celebrate with me after papers =))
was kinda crestfallen to see none of my very good friends there
but perry and jz gave me a super big surprise
and i cried while blewing off the candle.
they bought me
hello kitty cake! omg! it was so sweet!
the cake was quite big; but only the 3 of us! hahah
so each of us had a big piece of cake
then we went lor 7 to eat.yumyum
went back to jz house;to rollerblade and chitchat
perry played his guitar and i sang.HAHAH!
then talked about religon stuffs; hahaa
although we didn't do much on my birthday; but i've learn somethings
after that; saw charmaine; she passed me my present
omg! im so touched! she went out at night to buy my present with jeremy!
jz kor's actions have touched me; he went to the dustbin just to search for my hello kitty's cake cover which his mom threw away accidently
thanks kor; you're so silly
then celest came to pick me up; we went yishun jetty there
hahha... nothing to do there lahh; ate ice cream; waited for the hello kitty car to come
later we headed towards town; the journey was great! hahah
go around cine many times to look for a parking lot; the deco at town was beautiful!
watched
material girls; haha! great show about hilary duff and her sis
the story is about them who were intially rrich and spoilt; yet faced this tradegy that caused them to be bankrupt
then show how they overcome it and save their dad's company.. blahblahblah
worth watching x)); and i laughed so loud in the theatre.omg! so embarrassing!
after that went to meet hz and mark
on the way back to their house; celest and hz raced
celest stopped at red light; but hz suddenly chiong red light
celest got so fed up that she chiong too; and at the turn part
the car ski-ied and i didn't put seatbelt at that time! i nearly flew out of the car!
hahahha! one thing bad about having a convertible
LOLS..then went their house to change to their mom's car and fetched me home =))
now now; i have some wonderful people to thank =))
espall mei ; jodie; daphne; darling ; diane though you girls weren't here by my side to celebrate my bday; due to exams or other reasons; thanks for wishing me bday=)) that's enough; you guys still rmbr; at least. you guys promised to cleebrate with me after Os. i don't need the celebration; just wanna hang out with you guys more often!
jz kor thanks for accompanying me ytd; thanks for the hello kitty cake; thanks for searching a birthday cover from a dirty dustbin
thanks for that sweet present. the 11 stars you've folded; the 16 hello kitty masrsh mallows(sweet sixteen); 11 pink and yellow roses you've learnt from perry and folded for me no matter how impatient you are; the hello kitty bookmark; the hellokitty soap bottle; the hellokitty album with " xiiaojia mei " each alphabet written on 11 hearts and photos in it=))
all the are arranged nicely in the transparent box you've made in D&T room. everything was hellokitty and pink! the number of stars;flowers and sweets are all folded and bought for a reason to indicate my bday 11/11; my age 16
i simply aprreciate the amount of efforts you've put in just to put a smile on my face=))
aylmer kor thanks for your present too.hahah! the hello kitty wrapping paper is so sweet! but the person who didthe wrapping.. ahem* hahah! nvm lahh.. at least you still tried your best to wrap the present.hahha..
hello kitty box with 2 hello kitty glasses inside and a photo of us; how sweet of you =)) and thanks for the birthday msg
perry didi thanks for playing guitar and the surprise cake! =)) and the long chit chat we had; clear my doubts =))
about the promise of getting my present after my Os; that's not a need lahh x))
kah wai korthanks kor for saving money just to buy my present. heard from others you saved quite alot; and the present is quite expensive. how silly of you too. thanks alot
the hello kitty soft toy in the transarent box with a bouquet of 3 ferrero rochers and strawberry lollipops which you've made yourself; and a beautiful hello kitty wallet nicely wrapped; the efforts you've put in have touched me too=)) thanks!
celest girl; thanks for accompanying me the whole night; not allowing me to think of other things=)) sorry for smsing haha! and also using your sms :P you're a great friend; someone that i can relate to; someone that dotes me as her sister too=))
thansk for the mike he vcd! haha! and thanks for that heart-attack car ride!
charmaine mei and jeremy thanks for going out at night to buy my present! haha. was touched too. charmaine still rushed home to do the wrapping for like in just 5 to 10 mins.. thanks alot girl
the charming hello kitty with 2007 heartshaped calendar; simply beautiful!
markie thansk for the hello kitty keychain; limited edition hello kitty braclet; hello kitty diarybook; and the small cake which is a magnet not a real cake! hahah! i thought that's was all..
but this mornind when i was sleeping; the cake was delivered to my house!
omg! the huge pinky ice cream cake! you're so sweet =)) thanks!
xavier and lucas my two sweet and lovable nephews! called me and sang happy birthday song.hahah! but it was my mom that picked up the phone. so they sang to her actually; but they're just so cute!!!
stupid haha. stupid don't need to feel guilty for not able to wish me at 12 exactly. its your hp sending problem mah.haha.don't need feel bad =)) hahha! although i complained to you; but im was just joking lahh.i don't blame you at all!
don't feel bad yeah?
alvin korhahah! you this annoying kor; nearly tripped me because od your leg! you good! hahha.. andand; thansk for trying to be the firs tto sms me! hahah! but too bad! :P
all these people mentions are people that have engraved their names and the memories i had with them in my heart=))
you guys are much much appreciated and loved.
although it isn't my best birthday; but you guys did put a smile on my face!
i really really at loss of words; don't know how should i thank you guys
but now all i can say is a big
THANK YOULOVES-
espall mei
darling
jodie dear
diane mei
daphne everything
celest
yanni sweety
charmaine mei
claris
joanne aiai
samantha
jolin
mummy
daddy
stupid
jingzhi kor
aylmer kor
kahwai kor
perry didi
alvin kor
mark
edmund hoho
edmund
jeremy
bryan
bjorn
samuel didi
philips didi
alfred didi
xavier honey
lucas baby
auntie lisa
auntie wu
uncle
kevin
chuntat
you guys rocks!on the other hand; another group of people i've been waiting for their wishes are disappointing me
im not sure to carrying on wait or give up.
have they forgotten me? or they're just busy with their lives there?
guess time and distance is causing us to drift apart; futher and further apart
casting only shadows of your guys and only playing the memories we had in the past
hope this pain can be healed by time =))
miss you guys effing much; too much
once again..
happy sweetsixteen to me=))
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
2:34 PM
