went school today for art paper today~super super nervous; my heart was like beating so fast! my hand were sooo freaking damn cold..hahha! anyways; i wanna thank these few pple; jz kor; espall mei; ayl kor and kevin hahah..thanks for standing outside the hall with me before the paper=)) thanks kw kor; alvin kor; yinglin;mark; celest; jodie; darling; ana for the luck! ahaha.thanks stupid for the Courage mail; thanks for giving me your courage and <3.LOLS thank you for all you guys endless support and encouragment thanks for the warmth and confidence =))
the paper started at 202pm; and the duration was 3 hours but i left the hall at 343pm haha! the hall was effing hot! and i was having a rather bad headache and went to library; haha bluffed jz they all i gave up and they believed; so bad! i didn't give up lah; i still tried my best; at least one more paper down!
went canteen to meet stupid around 420 ; haha that pig lied to me 4 times! said 430 study; then 440; 445; 5 pm sharp in the end talk talk talk; haha! say need to rest; give him a break;rubbish its like my fault! omg... sorry! its was raining heavily; then suddenly got thunder hahha. tried my very best to hide my fear and covered my ears at that very moment; the image of her came straight into my mind how i'd run to her whenever there's a thunderstorm; when i was still a kid how i'd squeeze on the bed with her and hide under the cozy blanket how she'd hug me and console me to sleep the warmth she'd give me overcomed my fear
after that; my whole mind was her; couldn't concentrate well but didn't show it out to anybody studied until 9 at LJS with alfred and jz kor alfred went home awhile later reached my bus stop around 9 30;but i went to the playground nearby to sit awhile i miss her effing much; i need her so i sat down there; stare blankly into the sky hahah... until 958pm and i went up felt much better and relieved; i have to be independent now Let bygones be Bygones
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye; 10:18 PM
HELLOS!
A simple & happy girl who loves sunshine.
Her endeared ones are her essentials.
Loves being in a crowd, yet comfortable being alone
Loves to smile, yet tends to get emotional
Has extreme moodswings,super high & low at times
Loves friendly & cheerful people :)
loves to see everybody smiles,
yes you, SMILE!
UR NAME!
JIAYING
11 November 1990
Palin Art School Artiris
swe3thugz90@Hotmail.com
LOVES!
ENDEARED ONES
♥ God
♥ Family
♥ My bigbig Family!
♥ Boyfriend
♥ Snowie
♥ Nyp cliques
♥ Heeren Girls :)
♥ Sunshine
♥ Piano
♥ Arts & Design
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Singing
LOATHES!
NO SWEET TALKS Do not boot lick me either do not accuse me, i fucking hate that do not insult my friends & family losing my endeared ones Flowers except sunflowers :) Soft toys except hellokitty,kalm & winnie the pooh :)
i know i'm weird :)
WISH!
everybody to be happy
to be with my endeared ones forever!!!
nafa a box full of yellow stars
a box full of sweets with pink shiny wrappers black gucci bag
pink dior wallet
hello kitty x'mas tree
a day with ALL my bigbig family a beautiful sweet 17
hello kitty blanket
sunflowers!
Queen's couture top
