today went yishun with darling; woke up damn early lahh
went there for an interview; at a handpone shop?
hahaha.. some oolusami place
didn't like the job after the explanation from the boss
its promoting their new hi-card call the syscare
and blahblahblah; don't really bother x))

trained back to tpy from yishun
haha. on the way; darling and i took out pen and classified and looked for jobs
found any interesting one; we circled it
haha! like some jobless retrenched pple
but luckily; we're still teens x))
sat at enter mac; ate and continue with our job hunting
haha; saw some models and new faces needed; gave them a call
got their addresses; but in the end we were so lazy to go haha!!
espall mei came to meet us! yayness!
finally get to meet her!
headed to town; fareast
accompanied darling to shop for her 1st month gift for her stead
awww.. so sweeet
but nothing caught our eyes
went to takashimaya; to tower A level 10
and applied jobs there; filled their jobx application form
hahaha.. by then i was dead dead tired
strolled to heeren and darling finally bought the present
went back to tpy with espall; darling headed straight home
so espall and i went Mos to eat
it has been a really long time since just the two of us sit down and chit chat
we ate and poured out everthing; from friends to family to love.. just everything
i was like shivering in the stupid Mos; was so damn cold!
we did many foolish things today; haha! like the past
always embarrassing ourselves and making a fool out of ourselves
but i really love today =))
simply just rocks!
sent espall off at her bus stop
just like the past; when the two of us would sit down at the bus stop there and chitchat
one bus after another; unaware of the time.haha!
after that went to jz's house downstairs; to take the vcd that kw lent me and my baby photo album.
hahaha! and that silly kw kor put a small little stuff toy inside
was damnn cute lahh! haha the toy can actually talk! =))
chat with jz at the playground awhile; saw philip too
hahaha.. after that took bus home. sorry kor.tuo you! =P
tml's our group chalet! im loving it! yeah!
espall and lewis gonna go for singing audition on the saturday; all the best bro and sis! =))

really want my life to be like today
spending my days with my beloved ones; thou some are still missing x))
i miss daphne! ohhhh.. gonna meet up with her real soon! can't wait!
gonna pack my bag for tml!
so loong pple! will be back on the sunday x))

get well soon; my pig

woke up around 2 plus today;don't intend to go out
chitchat with cousin on the phone awhile
later deb rang me and said had to go down school to collect my testimonial
so i rushed down school to collect my testimonial
darling went down too
soon; darling went to stead's house; i went to meet jz

trained to vivo to meet perry;liling and joshua
bought a cchocolate cake from breadtalk; gave mummy a surprise
hahaha. the roof top at vivo was damn windy
so we had some problem lighting up the candle
the cake was delicious; sat at the roof top near the sea; and admired the scenery; beautiful
aye; views of the beautiful natural scenery; cable cars; merlion; and the sea
its was just simply wonderful; =))

me and jz played "soccer" there; attracted many eyes;haha
mummy was kinda crestfallen; so we all tried our best to cheer her up
and she tried her best to put up a smile
me and jz fought all the way from vivo to tpy
haha. im like a guy today lahh..
waited for mummy's bus; saw her off
was really fun today; went out with mummy =))
hope she's alrights now; i bet she is x))
we're catching up lerr.yayness!

went kbox with pery and jz; member 40% off
haha.. worth it
from 6 plus till 1
but perry left around 1030; me and jz went off around 11
met stupid awhile at enter; he waited with us for bus =))
it seemed like we haven't meet up for a long time; felt rather awkward

my beloved sister (espall)is sick; but recovering soon
doctor said is internal problem; and gave her 6 weeks of medication! omg!!
really miss her loads; need to catch up with her real soon
God bless her; take care mei!

tml will be going yishun mrt underpass with darling to have our interview
do those kinda survey stuff or whatsoever..haha
at least earn abit?
i wanna work under club21; can anybody help me?haha

i wanna go back to the past too; when the both of us are still as close; misses

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

went vivo with perry; jz;ayl;ed;jw;sw;liling;jodie and lewis today
walked around; as crowded as usual
ate at banquet
then watched at the movie 9:56 at 3:45 pm
its a korean horror movie; rather good show
its about a lonely and abused girl commited suicide and wants to get revenge on those that abused her
every suicide case will happen at 9:56
don't really understand the show.. hahaha

after movie; we slacked awhile at candy empire
sw went to find her stead; jodie went home
so the other 8 of us trained to serangoon
and headed to chomp chomp
its a well-known hawker centre
realised i went with mark and his friends too before
so anyway; had difficulties finding seats
finally; we settled down
me and ayl kor ate fish soup noodle
liling and perry ate satay
jz;ed;lewis and jw ate stingray0 and rice
ayl;perry and i couldn't eat stingray
ayl's sick, perry didn't want to eat stingray as he once had a stingray as his pet; and i swore i won't touch stingray ever since that crocodile hunter got stung by a stingray
hahaha. so me and ayl were so tempted lahh..LOLS
that place is well-known for the stingray can?? hahaha

after that headed back to tpy
wanted to go kbox with perry and his family
but jz& co didn't want to sing; so we alighted near safra leaving liling and perry
how bad =(( sorry birthday boy
so left ayl;jz;jw;ed;lewis and i
all boys except me, so i cabbed home
was early today =))
not really feeling well; my whole body is itching like hell; having slight fever too
shall stay at home tmr x))
i need to find a job! i need cash desperately!
THIS FRIDAY WILL BE OUR CHALET.OMG
im in need of cash man!

stop asking who im with; whether im attached; in love or whatsoever
i've enough of repeating my words
im not in love; im single but not available
i've lost so many precious ones; i don't wanna gain new ones or lose old ones
all i want now is to enjoy my carefree life
hanging out with my girlfriends and others
don't ask me why; or try; just shut up
im not ready to be in relationship now; and certainly not intending to yet
to you he she and them; stop thinking otherwise
i've no intention of dating anyone; or even liking anyone anymore
i appear strong and stable; but deep inside
im so afraid; and weak
i've hurt so much; don't wish to continue hurting more
call me a playgirl; bitch;flirt or whatsoever; as you wish
i don't care and definitely don't give a damn
love is just a temporary madness
shut up with those sweet talkings or nice attractive cute stuffs
im just gonna take it and leave it; ain't gonna pay attention to them
sory if im harsh or whatsoever; am' not gonna be that soft now
im not who you think i am; im a changed person now x))
its the way you kook at me

he lied to me; he promised me to...; he bought me this and that
blahblahblah.. that's what i've experienced and heard
all empty promises and all plain lies
ain't gonna fall for all these tricks
i had them to help me through for the past few years; but now im sixteen; they've left
im all alone; depending on myself
always that naive and gullible; im just so credulous
which is why i so often make fools of myself
con-man;jerks and playboys; if you ever have the intention to hurt me play me or whatsoever
scram; im not your typical type of foolish girl anymore
get lost and to hell

just give me the time to hang out and catch up with my girfriends and peeps
that's all i want for now; really
c'mon, just gimme a break will ya?

oh ya.. happy birthday perry =))
you're a great bro indeed; sensible but stubborn at times
everyone has their own weakness; overcome it
enjoy your bday later with us bro x))
we're here for you.. cheer up

Saturday, November 25, 2006

THURSDAY 23rdNOV 2006
prom night was officially over on 23rd of NOV 2006; was kinda fun

met espall and jo aorund 11am and went the to meet sw and got our hair and make up done
espall's hair was real beautiful;permed and tied up in a elegant way
sw's hair was a stylish one; spike at the top; straightened at the bottom; and sprayed blue and purple
mine was a simple one; straightened and had a shiny hairband with heart shape crystals on it
and jeff gave the 3 of us( espall;sw;me) a photoshoot session in his saloon; free of charged; pics uploaded into a CD
how great! haha
jodie had her hair done in TFANS;
her hair was an unique one; sprayed silver and gold
then cabbed down to espall's house
ate; manicure session; make up touching up session;cat walk;HAHA and slacked there until around 4plus
we got ready; got dressed up; excitment!x))
called mers cab which arrived at 6 at espall's house

reached furama hotel; waited anxiously; snapped photos with friends; chitchat...so on
its just any other dya; except; we get to see one another not in their usual dressings.hahha
everyone was dolled up; girls looked glamourous and stunning; guys looked charming and gentlemen
camwhored with many; good friends;sisters;brothers;teachers..and so on
around 7; everybody was seated in groups of 10 per table
i sat with all my buddies x))
me;sw;espall;jo;ayl;jz;ed;lewis;ruihe;perry;jw
prizes for lucky draws were given; our buffet dinner( NOT SUCCESSFUL); 8 nominated prom kings and queens;then 4;then 2;then FTP's prom king and queen; opening of dancefloor
then end of our prom night;that's all for the night

went to esplanade to snap more photos
later ct;sw;perry went baack first
ate at an expensivehawker centre; then to cine
could'nt catch the last show;so went to k pool
saw ben alvin they all
stupid&gang were also at cine
haha. many were at cine
other schools were also having prom night on that day; so k pool was rather crowded with pple dressed in formal dressing
hahahha
after that; had no where to go; went outside taka to slack; then to marriote hotel LOBBY; to sleep hahah!
finally 6; we took mrt back to tpy; and i cabbed home from there=))

that night was memorable; and also the last day of the graduating students to gather altogether
will definitely miss that night;and the school=))
thanks everyone for making my secondary life filled with joyness and sorrowness; colouring my life with all the things we've done and shared together x))misses loads


FRIDAY 4E3 CLASS BBQ
met ed at 4 at his his downstairs; and took 966 to parkway parade
saw perry and jw while walking to east coast
we changed to blade and bladed to east coast
it was really a long journey ; bbq pit F58, super tired lahh
ate wings;satays; played cards and chit chat there
my idiotic kor go pushed me and made me fall like an idiot!
played cards with kts;dc;kw. they ganged up and tricked me in the last game -.-
kok ho and weilong were our chefs.haha!
left around 10 plus
bladed back to bus stop, took about an hour
oh my gosh; my legs were aching like hell; especially my toes
now im so restless and tired! off to sleep lerr
nights pple!! x))

Monday, November 20, 2006

yayness!* its officially the end of our secondary's life
was doing my last paper when something suddenly struck me; making me feel rather awkward and lost
i can't describe the feeling; but all i know is that its a bad feeling
i couldn't concentrate on my paper so i left early =))
haha; was bored and didn't want to go home
so waited till 3 for benjee;alvin; took bus home with benjee

at first wanted to meet aylmer & co to orchard,darling went with her stead;
but in the end i changed my mind not to go
went to meet up with outside friends; and then went to cousin's house to see my nephews and niece
my niece is sooo adorable! her face is so chubby! but she can be very aggressive too
my two little nephews are becoming real naughty and cheeky; but still cute thou x))
after that; went to meet ayl & co at far east
the guys were shopping for their D&D clothes; so i went to to join the fun
haha!
its great being a guy lors! i saw many many jeans that are so nice!!
i wanted to try on some; but im a girl :p
hahaha; i want to be a guy!!
was quite fun shopping with them; went to few shops; get shirts and blazers
hahaha; my kor looked real charming when he wore his black blazer and his blingbling ear stud
girls! look out for him during D&D! hahahaha!!

trained back to tpy around 10 plus; met diane and alvin kors
they passed me my bday present; a hello kitty necklace
omg! its beautiful! look like that the hello kitty key chain mark bought for me
and that crazy alvin said what still have 15 more presents for me??
he's insane huh?LOLS
took my bus 88 home =))

tmr will be going school AGAIN; don't know for what.
hahaha. then have appointment at the one with espall; to get our hair done =)))
not sure what am' i gonna do with my hair; maybe dye?
see how first yeah..
now adays my breathing problem is coming back; in fact getting worst
whenever i breathe, not even half; a sharp pain in my chest.*OUCH* haha
my mind is whirling too; and also blank
many funny things happened today that i don't even know where to start from
from in school to my house. hais

Os is over; im lost! what should i do? omgomg!
i gonna take piano;guitar;singing;art&fashion courses =))
but i don't know how is my schedule going to work with so many things i want to learn and so many things i had to do
especially december
1,2,3- group chalet
checked out in the morning on dec 3
after noon 3 of dec gotta leave for malaysia
3,4,5,6,7,8,9 - KL trip with nephews and cousins
10 dec- back to singapore, cousin's wedding
12,13,14,15,16,.......till don't know when - hong kong
taiwan trip is stil not confirm...
hais.just wanna be back on christmas; i wanna go town!

Sunday, November 19, 2006

yesterday was great! x))
met darling and took 143 to vivo-city; the place was rather crowded
super huge too; but wasn't up to my expectation
the place looks like marina square; usual shops, topshop,adidas,mango, etc
walked quite a few shops; darling tried a few dresses
finally got a black one =))
and i bought a cute hello kitty marsh mallow!
then went to town; get our ear pierced
she pierced one and i pierced two x))
got myself a pink braclet and a top
and i spent like 70 bucks? like what the hell? haha
then we took neos... again.. haha
was fun hanging out with darling; in fact whole day


today went to meet celest and jeremy
haha..ate sakae sushi x)) yummy
i ordered food and was really enjoying my food while those two adults kept chit chatting about their lives
hahaha; free food lehs! LOLS..
thanks to UNCLE jeremy x)) haha
late i requested to take neos.HAHAHA
jeremy was like " i didn't take neos before lehs"
HAHAHA! good! i shall bring you back to your teens; you're getting old le
muahahhaha
so the neos session was really fun; super funny too
after that me and celest went centrepoint to collect shoe
drove to united square and novena to see hello kitty stuff; we're like so dead tired
her legs were aching; my stomach was bloated.HAHA
in the end we were slacking aroung don't know where to go; until her mom called and suggested a bbq at their house
so we headed to great world city meet her mom.aunt and uncle to buy bbq food =))
and there was this cool machine there where you can scan your own food price and pay with credit card
its like you yourself being a cashier; me and celest had so much fun
hahaha!after buying tons of food; we drove back to goldhill
celest and her uncle had a race back to her house; we won! hahaha
her gramps; cousins; brothers were all there
bjorn;shaun;bianca;bryan;byran;cheryl;don all went swimming
mark was indulging himself with his cycling and stunts
celest; her mom aunt,uncle and i were busy eating and barbequing
played soccer with bjorn and shaun too
i was rather urgent to go toilet; but have to bathe first i order to use their toilets
its their house rule; to bathe first b4 entering their house..hahaha
so mark cycled me to the nearest petrol station. haha
after awhile of playing with the kids; celest sent me home

tmr's the last ppr! haha..
jodie and espall don't wanna tag along with me and sw to town
sw going find her stead then..lols
so i might be tagging along with my kors; go shop with them.HAHA

Saturday, November 18, 2006

ohhh! can't believe our sec 4 life is ending real soon; just one more final paper
haha! although now we're already enjoying and relaxing :)

will be vivo-ing with darling; snapping pics; shopping!
maybe will head to town if there's time
edmund's from ngeeann birthday!
sunday19/11; shall stay at home study?? haha maybe; or maybe going nephews' house
oh ya, diane daphne mei's birthday!
monday20/11; MCQ paper, alas END OF OS! whooo!
after which going salon with espall mei; dye hair or whatsoever
tuesday21/11; jz and darling's class gathering; i will be with espall i suppose
wednesday22/11; darling won't be with me; her bendan's birthday! hahah
justine birthday too! x))
wednesday23/11, meeting up with ct & 351 to get our hair everything done; cab down to tt hotel
prom night 2006
thursday24/11, 4e3 calss barbaque
saturday26/11, bjorny's birthday!
monday28/11, perry's birthday! celebration!
tuesday29/11, liling mummy's birthday!
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thursday1/12; xavier boy's performance!; our group chalet! bbq, cycling; fun!whoo! can't wait for this day
friday2/12; still in chalet; wild wild wet!
sat3/12; check out day!
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after this, i will have less time with my friends ;((
10/12; cousin's wedding
12/12; leaving singapore :((; don't know when back
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24/12; christmas eve!; gonna go to town!
25/12; gonna meet santa claus! HAHA

can't wait!

im left with just one more paper! =)) , combined science MCQ
nearly overslept for today's poa paper
thanks to mom =))

the paper was a quick one.haha
i finished it in 15 mins time but only allowed to leave the hall at 12
so i slept awhile until around 1150; checked through my paper; looked around
12.00 sharp i saw me perry jian wei lingli raised up our hands
haha! quite a number of candidates left early

later took cab down to celest's house
shaun; bjorn; mark; their grands and mom were at home; how sweet =))
they welcomed me! hahaha
as usual; bathed at their house.lols
then her mom asked maria to give me food; she's always feeding me.hahaha!
shaun showed me some of his new magic tricks; played some com games with him
and his ADHD reacted again.HAHAH! craziness
mark helped me with my blog;haha; teasing me that i came to their house for some motives.LOLS
now my blog was much nicer than previously's one
i chose 2 diff blog skins; and he helped me merge together; THANKS LOADS!
but he complained so much! nvm
sang ktv with celest too; as usual she's my singing partner

after that celest sent me home to change and dropped me at far east; how kind of her
then met lewis;perry;jz;ct;sw there
hahaha went to take photos with the christmas deco around town =))
did nothing much today though
then me sw ct went to take neos!
it has been a long time since i last took neos with the both of them; especially ct
jeremy came later; disturbed us when we're decorating our neos
then we decided to take another time; this time with jeremy
WRONG CHOICE HAHAH!
he was so damn blur! everyshot ask how; what to pose
causing us all excited and did not know what to pose and do
hahaha..so the pics all came our rather funny and weird
we did jeremy's trade mark smile.HAHAHA; his that act cute face
we had so much fun during the neos session

went ct's house after that and changed to blade
blading session
me;ct and perry blade to aylmer's house to find jz;edmund;jw;lewis
when crossing the road; i tripped over the grass patch; and fell on my wrist and fingers
now its bruised and blue black;hahaha
but we carried on blading
ct fell down from a slope; she couldn't stop cause the slope was rather steep
and she fell on the knee; was a rather bad fall
blade to aylmer's house; ct changed back to slippers; and we all headed back to her house
i went home after that too; was kinda tired

ccan't wait for tml; going vivo city with darling
she's gonna shop for grad night; im gonna shop for casual wears!
hahha! night pple!

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

i miss my sisters dearly; miss their presence; their hugz and laughters
i remember vividly; the times we had together; from the day we first stepped into FTP; till now; the graduating of FTP
time really flies; so quickly that we couldn't catch hold of it but to let it pass within a glance

it started when we're strangers at the beginning; unfamiliar with the surroundings
the day when we all gathered up at the parade sqaure according to our respective classrooms
there we are; standing in a row of class 1E1; that's where our friendship started
i've really no idea how we all became friends; but i know there were times when we're unhappy with us
and that these quarrels and misunderstanding seperated us
but i've no regrets at all; after learning that these quarrels are actually the fertilisers that made our friendship bloom
we've learn to cherish one another more; we've learn to forgive and forget; we've learn to accept one another's bad points and weaknesses
these are the stages that foster our friendship; our bonds grew stronger that we treated one another as sisters<3
we did almost everything together; eat; shop; cry; sharing of pain; laugh; joke; fool around and even to toilet
i reminisced; how we'd dig out coins for the one who had no coins to take bus;
how we'd share our food when one had no money to buy food;
how we'd wait for one other no matter how impatient we were;
how we'd walk from school to interchange when we had no coins
how we'd tolerate one anothers' attitude or nonsensical crap
how we'd laugh and tease one other
how we'd run under the rain
how we'd hold each other hands and jump into dirty water puddles
how we'd joke and fool around; being a clown
how we'd console when one is down; the warmth from their hugs
how we'd advice and teach when one is in trouble
how we'd scold one when being pissed or n a bad mood
how we'd apologise or forgive
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how we'd actually do so many things; from good to bad
from the fun we had gone through for the past few years to the seperation of us due to studying and guys
this year; we've gone through many hardships that seperated us
but what is it that i still call them my sisters;
the feeling and memories have already engraved in my heart
no matter what happens i'll accept them the way they are andc the way i am.
their kindness; patience; i respect it all
they have definitely made a difference in my life
thou we may not be close anymore; perhaps closer to the people that surrounds us;
but i do hope that the past will return where the world revolves around us
if chance permits; i do hope the time will turn back

things like" friends forever" that's more typical friends say
ccause sometimes people will just have to leave the world when we least expect.
but no matter what; i thank Lord that i've found these angels
after Os, when we have to take our different path; we might change for the better or worst.
but i know with each other guidance; we'll all make it through
im aniticipating the end of Os; when we could recouncile and start partying; hanging out and chat or even gossips=))
im still waiting; rounding it up; just 6 more days

1 ,2,3,4 years od sistership; and will still be counting x))
their footprints have already been imprinted with me
their names have already been engraved in my heart

this is how strangers become the best of friends; do you see it? x))
love you girls deeply; thanks for being in my life

Sunday, November 12, 2006

finally; my birthday is over =)) ; for no reason im rejoicing
thanks for the presents i've recieved; those are not what i needed
but the wishes and loves those've showered upon me; showed how much i mean to them
at least; im someone in their hearts
that makes my sweet sixteen brithday sweet, hahaha=))
to darling and those who apologised for not able to be there with me through my birthday; don't feel guilty
i don't blame you guys; but was rather sad
its not cause its a must to celebrate my birthday; its just any other day
but its cause the day i've turn sixteen; the year that im graduating; the year we're taking our diff path
that's why i wish you girls were there with me; whether with celebration or not i don't care
but i believe we'll still keep in touch=))
al these friendships; since sec 1 till sec 4 and will still be counting
those footprints that have already imprinted in my life; the memories and names that have already engraved in my heart
will walk with me thru my life; my journey
friends and pals that have been in FTPSS since 2003; be it enemies or friends
these are the ones who gave me memories about my secondary life
tears that have been shed there; laughters and cheers that have been heard there; scoldings and fightings we have endured; the ups and downs we've overcomed; the challenges we've experienced; all together
it formed a beautiful and complete picture of FTPSS 2003 to 2006

went dinner with my parents and aunt; didn't have much appetite
kinda wet blanket of the day during the dinner; sorry mom dad
but i still love you guys for celebrating with me=))
daddy bought me T10; the last pink one in sg(lucky me)

went tpy find jz; darling couldn't turn up last minute
was in rather bad mood; went safra play pool
in the end went 247 playground sit awhile
stupid came to find me; and passed me my present
i love the 3 items=)) thanks lots

awhile later; went to catch "colic" with jz at 1125pm
watch it pple! worth to watch;but reminders
its rather disgusting; those who're afraid of blood; don't watch it
its about how pple believe when infants always cry for no particular reasons due to supernatural reasons
thailand's production; so obviously its scarier than any other countries' shows
wanna catch step-up; grudge 2; and happy feet too
but from tomorrow onwards; gonna start revising for Os again.haha
i love the "jy" white belt; hellokitty "blogbook" and that ccute little tee shirt with my name printed on it; the four folded stars=)) will update you whenever i feel like telling you secrets x)) or when im away for oversea or whatever reasons

Saturday, November 11, 2006

im officially sixteen today!
for the past 16 years; i've always been a child; a pampered spoilt brat
thou im still one now =))
but i definitely have to grow up and be more independent
especially after the string of events that happened to be these few weeks or lets say months
after the number of people that have left me; i know i can't let them stay
no matter how hard i've tried to hold them back; they still have to go
even thou i could hold them back; things won't be the same as how it was before
so we have to let go; nothing's forever =)) ; there's always a new path awaiting for me
perry once told me a story

a cat was walking along a road; it stopped halfway; and got knocked down by a car

if you ever walk on a new path; continue walking; don't stop in the middle to hestitate
there might be something new and excited awaiting for you ahead =))
yesterday was a history; tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift
treasure whatever you have now; the past is only memories that's leading you on
that's what stupid told me last time =))

so. i must cheer up! and enjoy my day to the fullest! =))
yayness
yesterday went to school for maths paper
maths paper was quite a breeze; haha
after that i went straight home to change and brought my blades out
in the end only me perry and jz
sw went to look for her stead; and others got papers
but they said will celebrate with me after papers =))
was kinda crestfallen to see none of my very good friends there
but perry and jz gave me a super big surprise
and i cried while blewing off the candle.
they bought me hello kitty cake! omg! it was so sweet!
the cake was quite big; but only the 3 of us! hahah
so each of us had a big piece of cake

then we went lor 7 to eat.yumyum
went back to jz house;to rollerblade and chitchat
perry played his guitar and i sang.HAHAH!
then talked about religon stuffs; hahaa
although we didn't do much on my birthday; but i've learn somethings
after that; saw charmaine; she passed me my present
omg! im so touched! she went out at night to buy my present with jeremy!
jz kor's actions have touched me; he went to the dustbin just to search for my hello kitty's cake cover which his mom threw away accidently
thanks kor; you're so silly
then celest came to pick me up; we went yishun jetty there
hahha... nothing to do there lahh; ate ice cream; waited for the hello kitty car to come
later we headed towards town; the journey was great! hahah
go around cine many times to look for a parking lot; the deco at town was beautiful!
watched material girls; haha! great show about hilary duff and her sis
the story is about them who were intially rrich and spoilt; yet faced this tradegy that caused them to be bankrupt
then show how they overcome it and save their dad's company.. blahblahblah
worth watching x)); and i laughed so loud in the theatre.omg! so embarrassing!
after that went to meet hz and mark
on the way back to their house; celest and hz raced
celest stopped at red light; but hz suddenly chiong red light
celest got so fed up that she chiong too; and at the turn part
the car ski-ied and i didn't put seatbelt at that time! i nearly flew out of the car!
hahahha! one thing bad about having a convertible
LOLS..then went their house to change to their mom's car and fetched me home =))

now now; i have some wonderful people to thank =))
espall mei ; jodie; daphne; darling ; diane though you girls weren't here by my side to celebrate my bday; due to exams or other reasons; thanks for wishing me bday=)) that's enough; you guys still rmbr; at least. you guys promised to cleebrate with me after Os. i don't need the celebration; just wanna hang out with you guys more often!

jz kor thanks for accompanying me ytd; thanks for the hello kitty cake; thanks for searching a birthday cover from a dirty dustbin
thanks for that sweet present. the 11 stars you've folded; the 16 hello kitty masrsh mallows(sweet sixteen); 11 pink and yellow roses you've learnt from perry and folded for me no matter how impatient you are; the hello kitty bookmark; the hellokitty soap bottle; the hellokitty album with " xiiaojia mei " each alphabet written on 11 hearts and photos in it=))
all the are arranged nicely in the transparent box you've made in D&T room. everything was hellokitty and pink! the number of stars;flowers and sweets are all folded and bought for a reason to indicate my bday 11/11; my age 16
i simply aprreciate the amount of efforts you've put in just to put a smile on my face=))

aylmer kor thanks for your present too.hahah! the hello kitty wrapping paper is so sweet! but the person who didthe wrapping.. ahem* hahah! nvm lahh.. at least you still tried your best to wrap the present.hahha..
hello kitty box with 2 hello kitty glasses inside and a photo of us; how sweet of you =)) and thanks for the birthday msg

perry didi thanks for playing guitar and the surprise cake! =)) and the long chit chat we had; clear my doubts =))
about the promise of getting my present after my Os; that's not a need lahh x))

kah wai korthanks kor for saving money just to buy my present. heard from others you saved quite alot; and the present is quite expensive. how silly of you too. thanks alot
the hello kitty soft toy in the transarent box with a bouquet of 3 ferrero rochers and strawberry lollipops which you've made yourself; and a beautiful hello kitty wallet nicely wrapped; the efforts you've put in have touched me too=)) thanks!

celest girl; thanks for accompanying me the whole night; not allowing me to think of other things=)) sorry for smsing haha! and also using your sms :P you're a great friend; someone that i can relate to; someone that dotes me as her sister too=))
thansk for the mike he vcd! haha! and thanks for that heart-attack car ride!

charmaine mei and jeremy thanks for going out at night to buy my present! haha. was touched too. charmaine still rushed home to do the wrapping for like in just 5 to 10 mins.. thanks alot girl
the charming hello kitty with 2007 heartshaped calendar; simply beautiful!

markie thansk for the hello kitty keychain; limited edition hello kitty braclet; hello kitty diarybook; and the small cake which is a magnet not a real cake! hahah! i thought that's was all..
but this mornind when i was sleeping; the cake was delivered to my house!
omg! the huge pinky ice cream cake! you're so sweet =)) thanks!

xavier and lucas my two sweet and lovable nephews! called me and sang happy birthday song.hahah! but it was my mom that picked up the phone. so they sang to her actually; but they're just so cute!!!

stupid haha. stupid don't need to feel guilty for not able to wish me at 12 exactly. its your hp sending problem mah.haha.don't need feel bad =)) hahha! although i complained to you; but im was just joking lahh.i don't blame you at all!
don't feel bad yeah?

alvin korhahah! you this annoying kor; nearly tripped me because od your leg! you good! hahha.. andand; thansk for trying to be the firs tto sms me! hahah! but too bad! :P

all these people mentions are people that have engraved their names and the memories i had with them in my heart=))
you guys are much much appreciated and loved.
although it isn't my best birthday; but you guys did put a smile on my face!
i really really at loss of words; don't know how should i thank you guys
but now all i can say is a big THANK YOU

LOVES-
espall mei
darling
jodie dear
diane mei
daphne everything
celest
yanni sweety
charmaine mei
claris
joanne aiai
samantha
jolin
mummy
daddy
stupid
jingzhi kor
aylmer kor
kahwai kor
perry didi
alvin kor
mark
edmund hoho
edmund
jeremy
bryan
bjorn
samuel didi
philips didi
alfred didi
xavier honey
lucas baby
auntie lisa
auntie wu
uncle
kevin
chuntat
you guys rocks!

on the other hand; another group of people i've been waiting for their wishes are disappointing me
im not sure to carrying on wait or give up.
have they forgotten me? or they're just busy with their lives there?
guess time and distance is causing us to drift apart; futher and further apart
casting only shadows of your guys and only playing the memories we had in the past
hope this pain can be healed by time =))
miss you guys effing much; too much

once again.. happy sweetsixteen to me=))

Thursday, November 09, 2006

finally humanties is down; geography paper today
hahaha.i didn't even study for that stupid paper =)) ; my enemy
so with that much of confidence; i sat for the paper
for about 30 mins; sleeping time! hahaha!
but i did complete that paper lahh =)); filled with rubbishcpmplete
slept for half an hour; and woke up around 15 mins before the hand up of papers to do section B
LOLS.. so i can swear that i will not pass for this damn paper x))

at first wanted to go watch movie tmr; but changed of plan
after maths paper will rush home to change and bring blades to jz's house there
gonna roller blade tmr with jz; darling and co =))
so happy ; wished espall mei jodie aylmer kor all will be there too
then it will be perfect x)); but they have 2 major papers next week

after roller blading, will be going out with celest
she gonna bring me out for a spin =))
stupid said he's gonna off his handphone by 11 59 and go to sleep
humph! so evil of him huh?
but he won't be that hard-hearted bahh; i hope so.
though this birthday isnt gonna be the best birthday; but i'm gonna enjoy it as how i've enjoyed mine for the past 15 years
without their presence; without their laughters; without their presents and hugs and wishes; will definitely not be a perfect birthday
but with the presence of my friends and family; it will definitely help me through and of cos;cheers me up
you guys are much appreciated=)) ; you guys didn't fail to put a smile on me
i love you pple =)) truly from the bottom of my <3

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

END OF 5 PAPERS
CHINESE
MATHS PPR 1
ART
CHEMISTRY PPR 1
SOCIALSTUDIES
yayness
tomorrow will be english and physics ppr 1
rather excited for tmr's ppr; especially english
i want to hurry get over with that boring paper*yawn*
andand left with 3 more papers! OMG!
3 more! WHAO HOO!! =))
can't wait for Os to finish; get over with it quickly and be done with it x))
20th is end ofpaper; going dye hair with espall mei
23rd would be prom night ; not really excited for it
only the fact that everybody will be dolled up looking glitzzy and glamorous(our theme)
darling might not be going; so the four of us prolly won't be going
its okaye! cause we stillwill be going out that night
although not with the school; but just the four of us will be just great =))

listening to one cantonese song now; am really in love with it
it gives me this image of me spending my times with my friends and the past
its rather saddening after listening to song; heartdropping feeling
well, i still love this song no matter what =))

darling went VIVOCCITY today with her stead and friends
humph! she didn't go with me!; she didn't make her first step with me there!
hahaha.,nahh its alrightx
darling! you shall me my tour guide for our next trip alrights?
hahaha.. i hope there will be HELLO KITTY and many many candies shopps:D:D
oh ya; im in need of cash
i have a list of things im wishing and waiting for ; daddy give me money! hahhaha
clothes! track pants; shorts; tanktops
adidas jacket and shoes
bagg! gym bag!
handphone and digi. cam
that hello kitty phone!
MONEY!!
a billabong cap or hello kitty
white "xiiaojia" belt
a new princess chokky
blingblinK* and colourful stuffs
and the list carry on.......... x))

after Os; im heading to town straight
im gonna get the things that's on my list one by one;until i've ticked every item on my list=))
that shall leave a smile of satisfaction on my face x))
hahahaha; which will leads to the fact that im the happiest girl!
haha.. im dreaming

i shall continue to dream then; off to sleep!
ciaos peeps!
Good luck for tmr's pprs too!

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

maths paper 1 and ss paper are down nw
surprisingly; i manage to do my ss paper with just one day of studying=))
today mugged for chem with darling;hahah that bitch
she made me couldn't study at all at mac!; im a bitch to her too!:P
we chat; we laughed; we giggled; we crapped
but we just didn't study-.-
hope my darling will be happier in his hands=)) ; i love you darling:P
darling dated me out on friday to watch happy feet( cartoon show) so as to sort of celebrate my birthday
hahaha thou its just a movie; but im glad to have her by my side
on saturday going celebrate with my parents
im so happy; finally i feel my significance=))

im trying very best with that very little strength i've left; to perservere
my agony is threatening me now; dreadfully
the feeling of being forsakened; torment and pain

i wish im the strongest girl in the world; one who can conceal her feelings and emotions
im a big big girl; in a big big world; its not a big big thing if you leaveme
but i do do feel that i do do will miss you much, miss you much~

I WANT TO BE THE HAPPIEST GIRL IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!; wish my luck ;))

Monday, November 06, 2006

in an hour or 2 i have to wake up and get ready for my day
8 am will be maths paper; 2 pm will be socialstudies
weariness and excitment is taking over me; as well as my sleep
slept at 1210 am and woke up at 220am; tried to sleep but had headache
so watched some cartoons and did some maths; surprisingly eh?
joke of the day is that while im doingmy maths; i had an instance of bleeding from my nose
HAHAH!! nose bleed! it has been a long time since i've had nose bleed.
so disgusting me took photos of the tissues with my blood.LOLS! HAHAHA!!
exams is driving me nuts! i can'twait for it to over

I feel a terrible sense of loss now; just at loss for words to describe my feelings
they didn't wish me luck; dissappointed
seem to have forgotten about me=((; or haven they?
went to see my nephews yesterday; they will be moving to aus too next year
next year sound rather long huh? but now's a ready november!
why am i losing so many people at one time?
is this my retribution or is this my fate?
lets just say; its destiny; a string of events that will happen to me no matter how hard i protest
tears has already been shed; laughters has already been heard; what else do i want?
nothing much; just hope nomore will be leaving me
especially my best brothers and sisters and also him
many things to said yet im dumb founded
many things to share yet im hestitating to whom should i share?
to her him it or they? ha.. fickle-minded me

well enough said of sad stuff; it will only affect my mood for the papers yeah? =))
to everybody who's taking papers tml and readingmy blog as well; good luck! and all the best!
hmm..around 14 more days to end of Os! end of our four years! YIPPEEE!!

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Darling; thanks for the post and the song you dedicated to me=))
hahah; im touched too; hearts you more than anyone else
had a chat with ya just now; haha:D:D:D:D
so happy; at least still can talk to you
i know you'llnever forget me too, never
for that i won't let this friendship go=))
hahah! i read the her song lyrics; wanted to ask if that song is dedicated to me(BHB)LOLS
and true enough! it was! hahah! this is call telepathy=))

I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU TML!

went school today for art paper today~super super nervous; my heart was like beating so fast!
my hand were sooo freaking damn cold..hahha!
anyways; i wanna thank these few pple; jz kor; espall mei; ayl kor and kevin
hahah..thanks for standing outside the hall with me before the paper=))
thanks kw kor; alvin kor; yinglin;mark; celest; jodie; darling; ana for the luck!
ahaha.thanks stupid for the Courage mail; thanks for giving me your courage and <3.LOLS
thank you for all you guys endless support and encouragment
thanks for the warmth and confidence =))

the paper started at 202pm; and the duration was 3 hours
but i left the hall at 343pm
haha! the hall was effing hot! and i was having a rather bad headache
and went to library; haha
bluffed jz they all i gave up and they believed; so bad!
i didn't give up lah; i still tried my best; at least one more paper down!

went canteen to meet stupid around 420 ; haha that pig lied to me 4 times!
said 430 study; then 440; 445; 5 pm sharp
in the end talk talk talk; haha! say need to rest; give him a break;rubbish
its like my fault! omg... sorry!
its was raining heavily; then suddenly got thunder
hahha. tried my very best to hide my fear and covered my ears
at that very moment; the image of her came straight into my mind
how i'd run to her whenever there's a thunderstorm; when i was still a kid
how i'd squeeze on the bed with her and hide under the cozy blanket
how she'd hug me and console me to sleep
the warmth she'd give me overcomed my fear

after that; my whole mind was her; couldn't concentrate well but didn't show it out to anybody
studied until 9 at LJS with alfred and jz kor
alfred went home awhile later
reached my bus stop around 9 30;but i went to the playground nearby to sit awhile
i miss her effing much; i need her
so i sat down there; stare blankly into the sky
hahah... until 958pm and i went up
felt much better and relieved; i have to be independent now
Let bygones be Bygones

TOMORROW'S ART PAPER 2
omgomg! im gonna have a nervous breakdown soon!
im afraid i can't draw well tml ; infact can't even draw out that will be worst!
ohhhhh!! God please bless me! hahaha*pray hard pray hard*
thanks peeps for all the encouraging words=))

went novena mc-cafe to study today with jz
met ben at starbucks passed him his bday present; haha!
then later alvin and him came mc cafe to study with us
went kitty love to see some stuff
I SAW AN AESTHETICALLY BEAUTIFUL HELLOKITTY CELLPHONE!
its a slide phone; small and pinky and lastly; ITS TOUCHED SCREEN!!
OMG!! 788BUCKS!
the lady told me is the last one and also LIMITED EDITION! AHH!
ben alvin jz kept pyscho me buy lors.IDIOTD
i couldnt even concentrate study afterthat; i was super shagged~
omg., I WANT THAT PHONE! I WANT THAT PHONE!
DADDDDYYYY!!!~~~~~
hahahha=))

A simple & happy girl who loves sunshine.
Her endeared ones are her essentials.
Loves being in a crowd, yet comfortable being alone
Loves to smile, yet tends to get emotional
Has extreme moodswings,super high & low at times

Loves friendly & cheerful people :)
loves to see everybody smiles,
yes you, SMILE!


JIAYING
11 November 1990
Palin Art School
Artiris
swe3thugz90@Hotmail.com

LOVES!

ENDEARED ONES ♥ God
♥ Family
♥ My bigbig Family!
♥ Boyfriend
♥ Snowie
♥ Nyp cliques
♥ Heeren Girls :)
♥ Sunshine
♥ Piano
♥ Arts & Design
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Singing

LOATHES!

NO SWEET TALKS
Do not boot lick me either
do not accuse me, i fucking hate that
do not insult my friends & family
losing my endeared ones
Flowers except sunflowers :)
Soft toys except hellokitty,kalm & winnie the pooh :)

i know i'm weird :)

WISH!

everybody to be happy
to be with my endeared ones forever!!!
nafa
a box full of yellow stars
a box full of sweets with pink shiny wrappers
black gucci bag
pink dior wallet
hello kitty x'mas tree
a day with ALL my bigbig family
a beautiful sweet 17
hello kitty blanket
sunflowers!
Queen's couture top

MAKE A SOUND!

DARLINKS!

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