i hate you today
just like everyone else
i need sometime
to myself
i feel like a wound
always bleeding
never healing
like an infection
swarming with disease
suddenly i need you here with me
to make it go away
but i know that it will stay
but in a second
a minute
a day
a year
the pain will still be here
the horror
the hate
i will never escape
untill i finally snap someday

She opens her eyes
but the tears
still blur her vision
she raises the knife
and takes a slice at her wrist
she thinks to herself
i can't believe i'm doing this
the blood leaks around her
and she closes her eyes
hopefully for the last time
her feelings are mixed
her emotions colliding
her hate for life finally rising

searching for a reason
to try to stop the bleeding
and regain the feeling
why is it my wounds aren't healing
searching for a hand to hold
a place to fit into the mold
but if i find myself
will my heart remain so cold?

A simple & happy girl who loves sunshine.
Her endeared ones are her essentials.
Loves being in a crowd, yet comfortable being alone
Loves to smile, yet tends to get emotional
Has extreme moodswings,super high & low at times

Loves friendly & cheerful people :)
loves to see everybody smiles,
yes you, SMILE!


JIAYING
11 November 1990
Palin Art School
Artiris
swe3thugz90@Hotmail.com

LOVES!

ENDEARED ONES ♥ God
♥ Family
♥ My bigbig Family!
♥ Boyfriend
♥ Snowie
♥ Nyp cliques
♥ Heeren Girls :)
♥ Sunshine
♥ Piano
♥ Arts & Design
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Singing

LOATHES!

NO SWEET TALKS
Do not boot lick me either
do not accuse me, i fucking hate that
do not insult my friends & family
losing my endeared ones
Flowers except sunflowers :)
Soft toys except hellokitty,kalm & winnie the pooh :)

i know i'm weird :)

WISH!

everybody to be happy
to be with my endeared ones forever!!!
nafa
a box full of yellow stars
a box full of sweets with pink shiny wrappers
black gucci bag
pink dior wallet
hello kitty x'mas tree
a day with ALL my bigbig family
a beautiful sweet 17
hello kitty blanket
sunflowers!
Queen's couture top

MAKE A SOUND!

DARLINKS!

lazy to type down, haha

MISC!

Test one

Create your own Friend Test here Test two

Create your own Friend Test here

MUSIC!

they came by and left;
& they're footprints etched within me
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
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November 2007
December 2007
January 2008



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