God, please tell me what to do. i really can't think of any other way to solve this problem anymore just a small foolish step i've made has caused so much hurt and pain to my friends especially my darling the problem lies on me How can i even think of letting her sharing this pain im going through? How can i be so selfish! That's what friends are for; i know But if i were her friend or even GOOD friend, i wouldn't even have hurt her Im so sorry. I promised i won't do it anymore, WHY DID YOU CUT? Do you know how hurtful and painful to see those pathetic cuts on that hand that you use to hold me and hug me when i'm down? i cried at jz's house there; you immediately hugged me i cired is not cause i quarrelled with him. the problem is i've caused everything. caused you being sandwiched by the two of us and even to the extend of hurting yourself i'm at loss of words now *my tears are shedding;my heart is bleeding*
''i put first, i'll pain together with you'' that's what she told me when she applied the ointment on her hand ''pain?'' that's what she asked when she applied it on my hand ''my hand doesn't hurt; is my heart, you're such a good pal'' that's what my heart was thinking
friends are always;sisters are forever we laugh together;we cry together; we share our pain together=)) i'll never ever want to lose a friend aka sister aka darling like you SISTERSforever
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye; 12:29 AM
HELLOS!
A simple & happy girl who loves sunshine.
Her endeared ones are her essentials.
Loves being in a crowd, yet comfortable being alone
Loves to smile, yet tends to get emotional
Has extreme moodswings,super high & low at times
Loves friendly & cheerful people :)
loves to see everybody smiles,
yes you, SMILE!
UR NAME!
JIAYING
11 November 1990
Palin Art School Artiris
swe3thugz90@Hotmail.com
LOVES!
ENDEARED ONES
♥ God
♥ Family
♥ My bigbig Family!
♥ Boyfriend
♥ Snowie
♥ Nyp cliques
♥ Heeren Girls :)
♥ Sunshine
♥ Piano
♥ Arts & Design
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Singing
LOATHES!
NO SWEET TALKS Do not boot lick me either do not accuse me, i fucking hate that do not insult my friends & family losing my endeared ones Flowers except sunflowers :) Soft toys except hellokitty,kalm & winnie the pooh :)
i know i'm weird :)
WISH!
everybody to be happy
to be with my endeared ones forever!!!
nafa a box full of yellow stars
a box full of sweets with pink shiny wrappers black gucci bag
pink dior wallet
hello kitty x'mas tree
a day with ALL my bigbig family a beautiful sweet 17
hello kitty blanket
sunflowers!
Queen's couture top
