just quarrelled with my sisters not really quarrel lahh..but the conversation was quite hot DARLING...im sorry for yelling at you in the convo.. but you all just don't know the pain im going thru' you only know half of my life there's somethings i really really cant say. i also can't blame you for saying thoseto me but i can tell you.. its wrong you don't know my family. it seems beautiful from outside..but its not..
its not that im giving up in everthing im doing now its just that..... i couldnt hold on anymore really too many happening to me and i really really cnnt tolerate the pressure anymore i've promised you guys i will finish my art.so i will definitely try my very best to finish a promise will always be a promise.. no broken promises but about studies.. you guys must really give me more time i said i wanna retain before.. but that really came straight to my mind.. cos i know i couldnt do well this year. i will try my best,. but it won't be as good as everybody thinks
hais.... its just not as simple as you guys think.. understand? i really don't want anything to affect our friendship i take this friendship super serious. cause you guys reallylike my real sisters. as a only child... you don't know how it feels.. but i just wan you guys to know.. i still love you all.. i still treasurethis friendship.. and as for espall...i do care abt you.if not i wouldnt be asking you how's your leg so many times. its just that i couldnt even have a time alone with you like last time. its just so different from last time.totally different.. i still wan you back as my best sister.. but you and me know its very difficult to be close again.........................
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye; 10:31 PM
HELLOS!
A simple & happy girl who loves sunshine.
Her endeared ones are her essentials.
Loves being in a crowd, yet comfortable being alone
Loves to smile, yet tends to get emotional
Has extreme moodswings,super high & low at times
Loves friendly & cheerful people :)
loves to see everybody smiles,
yes you, SMILE!
UR NAME!
JIAYING
11 November 1990
Palin Art School Artiris
swe3thugz90@Hotmail.com
LOVES!
ENDEARED ONES
♥ God
♥ Family
♥ My bigbig Family!
♥ Boyfriend
♥ Snowie
♥ Nyp cliques
♥ Heeren Girls :)
♥ Sunshine
♥ Piano
♥ Arts & Design
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Singing
LOATHES!
NO SWEET TALKS Do not boot lick me either do not accuse me, i fucking hate that do not insult my friends & family losing my endeared ones Flowers except sunflowers :) Soft toys except hellokitty,kalm & winnie the pooh :)
i know i'm weird :)
WISH!
everybody to be happy
to be with my endeared ones forever!!!
nafa a box full of yellow stars
a box full of sweets with pink shiny wrappers black gucci bag
pink dior wallet
hello kitty x'mas tree
a day with ALL my bigbig family a beautiful sweet 17
hello kitty blanket
sunflowers!
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