Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Many things have happened and many changes have occurred.A string of different events have caused the insecurity and confusion that i feel. Where i need support around me most, those im related to are not here..
It seems like im looking for friends or loves ones who can walk me through this trying time.
i HATE SCHOOL
but i know by removing myself from school, i will further isolate myself and the feeling of being alone will perpetuate.
and furthermore, being in school helps to take my mind off what's happening at home as well as around me.
because i know there are always my FRIENDS that will not leave me alone when im in my darkest moment.. =))
Though these situations im facing were not a result of my actions, but i wish i could understand and face them bravely.

Feelings of love can be so overwhelming and all-consuming. Being in love is more than feelings. It is also about being able to grow together. At present, im afraid i could not fully comprehend what commitment is, especially one which has to be able to meet your love's needs. Love is just a temporary madness..its all i could say.
Its very common for us to love whome we feel good about, someone whom we are happy when spending time with. But love comes in many forms. Even though these feelings are all called love, they are different.Just so different.............

Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye;
11:50 PM

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A simple & happy girl who loves sunshine.
Her endeared ones are her essentials.
Loves being in a crowd, yet comfortable being alone
Loves to smile, yet tends to get emotional
Has extreme moodswings,super high & low at times

Loves friendly & cheerful people :)
loves to see everybody smiles,
yes you, SMILE!


UR NAME!
JIAYING
11 November 1990
Palin Art School
Artiris
swe3thugz90@Hotmail.com


LOVES!
ENDEARED ONES ♥ God
♥ Family
♥ My bigbig Family!
♥ Boyfriend
♥ Snowie
♥ Nyp cliques
♥ Heeren Girls :)
♥ Sunshine
♥ Piano
♥ Arts & Design
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Singing


LOATHES!
NO SWEET TALKS
Do not boot lick me either
do not accuse me, i fucking hate that
do not insult my friends & family
losing my endeared ones
Flowers except sunflowers :)
Soft toys except hellokitty,kalm & winnie the pooh :)

i know i'm weird :)


WISH!
everybody to be happy
to be with my endeared ones forever!!!
nafa
a box full of yellow stars
a box full of sweets with pink shiny wrappers
black gucci bag
pink dior wallet
hello kitty x'mas tree
a day with ALL my bigbig family
a beautiful sweet 17
hello kitty blanket
sunflowers!
Queen's couture top


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