just came back from studying at enter mac was kinda angry with my bro. cos i was already trying my best to do my art and i was singing and he scolded me... but i couldn't blame him.. i know he care for me
im super fed up with myself; angry with myself and even hate myself why can't i be like my friends? hardworking and smart.... how can i ever be back the last time jiaying? the one that always laugh and smile. the cheerful me but.... now.. im just so.... so different. for no any reason my mood can change 360 degree. i can get agitated or even upset over no particular reason.. im just not the same old jiaying anymore even my friends said i've changed i admit.. im more sacarstic and sadistic now.. but i really can't help it.. i really don't know what to do there's many things i want to shout it all out..but words just seemed to choke me. 1st reason... i don't know how to say out 2nd reason.. there's smths that can't be revealed 3rd reason.. i don't want to give my friends anymore trouble.. i just want to be the same old me... but the world seem to be against me..there seems to be a reversing line between me and everything..a line that drift me away from my heart.. i just want to shout it all out.. i just want to cry it all out... God, please stop torturing me.. it hurts badly.. it really really hurts....
to my friends, sorry... i 've already tried my very best to be happy and cheerful infront of you guys.. but sometimes i really can't control my emotions.. please forgive me.. i promise i will be back the old jiaying when the time i s right.. but now.... just give me some more time... i really need to be alone.. im just too tired............. but i will not give up.. because i know i have you guys :D
Yrays of light shine and i bade goodbye; 5:47 PM
HELLOS!
A simple & happy girl who loves sunshine.
Her endeared ones are her essentials.
Loves being in a crowd, yet comfortable being alone
Loves to smile, yet tends to get emotional
Has extreme moodswings,super high & low at times
Loves friendly & cheerful people :)
loves to see everybody smiles,
yes you, SMILE!
UR NAME!
JIAYING
11 November 1990
Palin Art School Artiris
swe3thugz90@Hotmail.com
LOVES!
ENDEARED ONES
♥ God
♥ Family
♥ My bigbig Family!
♥ Boyfriend
♥ Snowie
♥ Nyp cliques
♥ Heeren Girls :)
♥ Sunshine
♥ Piano
♥ Arts & Design
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Singing
LOATHES!
NO SWEET TALKS Do not boot lick me either do not accuse me, i fucking hate that do not insult my friends & family losing my endeared ones Flowers except sunflowers :) Soft toys except hellokitty,kalm & winnie the pooh :)
i know i'm weird :)
WISH!
everybody to be happy
to be with my endeared ones forever!!!
nafa a box full of yellow stars
a box full of sweets with pink shiny wrappers black gucci bag
pink dior wallet
hello kitty x'mas tree
a day with ALL my bigbig family a beautiful sweet 17
hello kitty blanket
sunflowers!
Queen's couture top
