[Chorus]
Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
From the day I met you
I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses
I can say i'm truly happy to the same
You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day come that i'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probadly let you know
With everything that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all

[Repeat Chorus]

I feel for you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than you'll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Here's my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what

Sunday, September 24, 2006

hahah.. it has been ages since my last post=))
as usual, went study with aylmer jingzhi and shamine at school opposite
then play pool..
but these few days we got addicted to roller blading.
hahah.. stupid and gang influenced us de.but we're not so pro lahh..hahah
can't wait to buy new blade(black with pink stripes and PINK WHEELS!)=))
went aylmer's house there blade.
but don'tknow why jing zhi kor moodswinguntil very jia lat..
hais..kor cheer up okkies?don't wanna see you so ssad=((
everytimei sad you also will tap my head ask me to cheer up de
don't so lost kaye? i be your compass! =Dhahaha
if you're lost in the forest, we brothers and sisters will be your tree to be your shelter
if you're lost in the darkness, we'll be your sun and brighten up your path.
okkies?
don't feel sad sad=))

talking about sad.i seem to be drifting away from my another kor liao=((
used to sms each other chat online everyday.
now only a few sentences of good night and sweetdreams.
maybe exam ba.hahha..hope after exam still can talk and jokelike we used to=))

glad to have my these few good friends around me now.
felt stronger and braver to overcome my difficulties=))
thanks jing zhi, shamine, aylmer, alvin, darren for cheering me up these few days=))
andand, thanks stupid for doing something partly for me. really very happy but also sad..you know why.lols.. our secret=))
you guys just rock my days. love you guys loads loads!

another part of me is missing. i really miss my bunch of nonsense kiddo.
PLEASE HURRY COME BACK SOON FROM AUS!!
really miss you guys laods and loads!
many things have changed! couldn't get a chance to talk to you guys.
hais.. missing you guys like crazy lors=((

Friday, September 22, 2006

天空　下起雨了
他撑的伞　在你的身边陪着
可是　我不快乐
因为看见　他脸上的笑　是很勉强的
我很想爱他　但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧　免得感情变得复杂
我很想爱他　但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗　谁能给我一个好的回答
爱情　是模糊的
可怜的是　没有勇气选择
如果　再舍不得
这样下去　我们每个人都是受害者
我很想爱他　但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧　免得感情变得复杂
我很想爱他　但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗　谁能给我一个好的回答
当爱情陷在危险边缘
是否都会伤痕累累
是否都会苦不堪言
我很想爱他　但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧　免得感情变得复杂
我很想爱他　但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗　谁能给我一个好的回答
我很想爱他　但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧　免得感情变得复杂
我很想爱他　但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗　谁能给我一个好的回答
爱情教会我们都放不下

this is a great song sang by twins
hahaha..stupid send me de.THANKS STUPID!!=))
i finally found the lyrics.
the lyrics is very very meaningful..
want this song? ask from me also can:D

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Many things have happened and many changes have occurred.A string of different events have caused the insecurity and confusion that i feel. Where i need support around me most, those im related to are not here..
It seems like im looking for friends or loves ones who can walk me through this trying time.
i HATE SCHOOL
but i know by removing myself from school, i will further isolate myself and the feeling of being alone will perpetuate.
and furthermore, being in school helps to take my mind off what's happening at home as well as around me.
because i know there are always my FRIENDS that will not leave me alone when im in my darkest moment.. =))
Though these situations im facing were not a result of my actions, but i wish i could understand and face them bravely.

Feelings of love can be so overwhelming and all-consuming. Being in love is more than feelings. It is also about being able to grow together. At present, im afraid i could not fully comprehend what commitment is, especially one which has to be able to meet your love's needs. Love is just a temporary madness..its all i could say.
Its very common for us to love whome we feel good about, someone whom we are happy when spending time with. But love comes in many forms. Even though these feelings are all called love, they are different.Just so different.............

Saturday, September 16, 2006

don't even know i've done wrong..
what you've said hurt me alot.. im no longer the daughter you know?
YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME!
you don't know how much i wanna leave this bloody cold house!
you always blame me when its not my fault!
always accuse me.. what for ask if i got do this and that when you yourself don't even believe me?
just assume that whatevcer you think is right lah!
you don't know what's happening, you're not even there for me, how you want me to tell you everything?
who you think you are? just someone that afford me things and living?
let me tell you... im not so materialistic!!
if you think you can do anything, you're so wrong!
you failed to love me...

i will study hard... not to repay you
is to prove to you how wrong you are..
i will earn my own living and step out of this house..
returning you every single cents i have taken from you for the past few years........

Saturday, September 09, 2006

whao..it has been a long time since my last post.
hahhaha! many pple complaining why i nvr blog le..
HAHHAH!! im a busy woman kkaye!LOLS..

now at enter mac with sw.. super boring lors..she's sleeping now..
WHAT A STUDY!
LOLS.... prelim is like few more days..
and we're still slacking!
ahh!! why so fast?!?! i haven finish my art lehs!
still must prepare my paper 2 lors..ART SUCKS!!

AHHHH!!...super bored now!!!!!!!!
i wanna watch monster house! MONSTER HOUSE!!

HMMM..oh ya.. that day thursday went music clinic with celest.
SHE DROVE ME THERE! hahhaha!
its took us 45 mins like that to reach there.HAHHAH!!
nvm lahh! she beginner mahh..lols
felt rather strange when reached there.maybe too long never go le bah..
hahhaa. jeremy taught her "zhu wo shen re kuai le" by landy..
not bad lahh the song..

ahhh.. we leaving mac le..
cos super smelly here!!

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

back from tpy AGAIN.hahha
watched ghost game today. FREAKING SCARY!!!!
the sound effects and everything were scary and disgusting!
however, the show was much much much better than the stupid frostbiten.LOLS
yeppyepp:D
sorry arghs..the one sitting beside me.POOR VICTIM.HAHAHHAHAH!!!
you know who you are..LOL
after that, when to meet jz and sw and went tanjong bagar.
at first, jz attitude me the whole day. made us walk like stupid dogs behind him.
don't know why when collecting ez link card that time, he talked to me.
SO WE'RE ALRIGHTS:D
later, we went play pool. HAHAH!! i won jz 3 rounds! BLEAHS!!:P
thenthen, we went study and sw went home.
at first went school opposite, but in the end went to popular to buy my art stuff.hahaha!
talking about buying stuff, i bought hello kitty stuff ytd! so nicenicenice!! :D
and i made hello kitty stickers today with my name on it! so happy!!

oh ya.. after that, we went long john silver study.
then coincidently, stupidxiiaojia was there too..hahha..
chat and study at the same time lors.. as usual....LOL

just saw my tag board. my bro complained i didnt write about him..

TO DARREN,
sorry lah okaye? now i write about you.
hahahha.. thanks for always talking lame shit with me online.always full of shit.LOLS
hope your leg will recover faster you stupid muscled-man.andand, today we did watched ghost game! HAHAHH!! were you scared?? LOL..

sigh.... things really arent' going my way
just sort of quarrelled with jz again.. but i know we'll always be okaye
i really don't wana lose such a good fren like him...
although i know things are really turning bad..
one thing i know for sure is that my these few buddies (sw jz ayl espall) will always be there to lead me out of my darkness
they'll be the lights that brighten up my road..enable me to see the correct path to walk in the darkness.

to my darling,
i love you manymany.always there to tahan my lame shit and my attitude.. i really treasure this friendship alot..

to my everything,
daphne mei.. jie know you're not happy at all.. i just can feel.. but all i can say is.. must smile k? i know i cant be with you at this very moment.but my heart is. i don't wanna see you like that.it really hurts me. don't force yourself to forget.jsut let nature takes its cause okkaie? forcing will bring no happiness. so it means..we'll have happiness.cos i did not force you to love me.you also didnt.hahahha!! WE'LL LIVE HAPPILY EVER TOGETHER! I LOVE YOU!!

to jingzhi,
i know now adays we've been quarreling.. but please bear in mind. no matter how many quarrels we have, you'll always be the best brother bear in my heart. cause no matter how many times i flare my temper on you, how many times i scolded you or even disturb you, you will tolerate my nonsense. whenever i need somebody, you'll be there to console me, let me beat or even just to sit down there and let me cry. im glad to have you as my brother..:D

to aylmer kor,,
kor.. just chatted with you online. although its just a short while.but you still did woke me up to reality. you did not neglect me, so don't be sorry. mei don't wanna disturb you all these that's why never tell you much.and also i can see you're busy and sick. so i kept many things from you. and thanks for today! the flying sensation was "GREAT". hahah.. you're lucky i didn't fly down the stairs. if not you will lose such a good mei. HAHAH

i will never forget these few idiots. hahahh! idiots that always there to cheer me up when im sad. idiots that scold me when im in the wrong. idiots that call me stupid or dumb when im foolish..
talking about stupid.. it reminds me of stupidxiiaojia. hahahha.. the one that always there to cheer me up.. the one that said will be my sun always. the one that will know whether im sad even if i nvr say anything to him. the one that promised to sms me when he's sad or angry or anything. the one that promised to be there for me

and also..i wanna talk about my annoying kor..haha.kor even though i wrote evil things about you in the past few blogs, you're still a great kor =)) but no more any stupid seating plans le hor! hahha..thanks for being there for me online or sms.. the one always make me laugh like an idiot.hahha..THNAKS FOR THE SUPPORT STUDIES!!!even thou quite small..but still can lah! hahha

last but not least.. i haven forget you yet, my most stupid and sleepy kor.
CASANOVA,
hahhaha..kor.. thanks for tahaning my nonsense and lame shit online..the one that's always there to chat with me and cheer me up when im online.most of the time also lame with me. joke around. the one that's always there to change battery with me.HAHHAHA!you're mine my battery charger!!LOLS... just wanna say thanks for accompanying me when i need smbdy too. always make you can't sleep well..hahha! but too bad! im your only mei! that's what you're suppose to do as a kor! :P
as a repay... i will help myself find a good sister in law de okaye?LOLS

thanks pple,
i love you guys manymany! you're all the best!!!

Monday, September 04, 2006

just came back from studying at enter mac
was kinda angry with my bro.
cos i was already trying my best to do my art and i was singing
and he scolded me...
but i couldn't blame him.. i know he care for me

im super fed up with myself; angry with myself and even hate myself
why can't i be like my friends?
hardworking and smart....
how can i ever be back the last time jiaying?
the one that always laugh and smile. the cheerful me
but.... now.. im just so.... so different.
for no any reason my mood can change 360 degree. i can get agitated or even upset over no particular reason..
im just not the same old jiaying anymore
even my friends said i've changed
i admit.. im more sacarstic and sadistic now..
but i really can't help it.. i really don't know what to do
there's many things i want to shout it all out..but words just seemed to choke me.
1st reason... i don't know how to say out
2nd reason.. there's smths that can't be revealed
3rd reason.. i don't want to give my friends anymore trouble..
i just want to be the same old me...
but the world seem to be against me..there seems to be a reversing line between me and everything..a line that drift me away from my heart..
i just want to shout it all out.. i just want to cry it all out...
God, please stop torturing me.. it hurts badly.. it really really hurts....

to my friends,
sorry... i 've already tried my very best to be happy and cheerful infront of you guys.. but sometimes i really can't control my emotions.. please forgive me..
i promise i will be back the old jiaying when the time i s right..
but now.... just give me some more time...
i really need to be alone.. im just too tired.............
but i will not give up.. because i know i have you guys :D

Saturday, September 02, 2006

just quarrelled with my sisters
not really quarrel lahh..but the conversation was quite hot
DARLING...im sorry for yelling at you in the convo..
but you all just don't know the pain im going thru'
you only know half of my life
there's somethings i really really cant say.
i also can't blame you for saying thoseto me
but i can tell you.. its wrong
you don't know my family. it seems beautiful from outside..but its not..

its not that im giving up in everthing im doing now
its just that..... i couldnt hold on anymore
really too many happening to me and i really really cnnt tolerate the pressure anymore
i've promised you guys i will finish my art.so i will definitely try my very best to finish
a promise will always be a promise.. no broken promises
but about studies.. you guys must really give me more time
i said i wanna retain before.. but that really came straight to my mind..
cos i know i couldnt do well this year.
i will try my best,. but it won't be as good as everybody thinks

hais.... its just not as simple as you guys think..
understand? i really don't want anything to affect our friendship
i take this friendship super serious. cause you guys reallylike my real sisters.
as a only child... you don't know how it feels..
but i just wan you guys to know..
i still love you all.. i still treasurethis friendship..
and as for espall...i do care abt you.if not i wouldnt be asking you how's your leg so many times.
its just that i couldnt even have a time alone with you like last time.
its just so different from last time.totally different..
i still wan you back as my best sister..
but you and me know its very difficult to be close again.........................

just came back from entertainment
just watched frostbiten.SUPPOSED TO WATCH GHOST GAME DE LORS!
but cause due to the lost of half an hour.. so no choice lors
stupid alvin..came up with such a good seating plan..
HOR??LOLS
the show's not bad lahh..super disgusting and quite scary
but the story line was freaking SUCKY!!
there's no link or logic at all!
but the movie was funny lahh.. super joker sial!
after the movie went back home straight
my kind-soul kor accompanied me wait for taxi.hahha.THANKS LOADS!
talking abt kind soul... i shall talk abt my annoying kor
forced me to come yet ignored me thru' out the whole thing..
only can communicate thru' sms. WTH? still say " still have kor ma" *PUKE*
i wanna watch ghost game and american haunting!!!!!!!!!!

hahha.. just came back from pasir ris beach..
super shiock!
my DREAM CAME TRUE!
lols.. even though the beach isnt nice. but at least i still let out some of my troubles!
now... I WANNA WATCH GHOST GAME!!
but.....................NVM!
LOLS.. shan't explain.
now super lazy to type. off to watch come cartoon!
shall update more abt the trip last night later!
so..... pple that's reading this
PLEASE DO NOT BE DISAPPOINTED!
to be continued.................. hahahhahha!!

A simple & happy girl who loves sunshine.
Her endeared ones are her essentials.
Loves being in a crowd, yet comfortable being alone
Loves to smile, yet tends to get emotional
Has extreme moodswings,super high & low at times

Loves friendly & cheerful people :)
loves to see everybody smiles,
yes you, SMILE!


JIAYING
11 November 1990
Palin Art School
Artiris
swe3thugz90@Hotmail.com

LOVES!

ENDEARED ONES ♥ God
♥ Family
♥ My bigbig Family!
♥ Boyfriend
♥ Snowie
♥ Nyp cliques
♥ Heeren Girls :)
♥ Sunshine
♥ Piano
♥ Arts & Design
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Singing

LOATHES!

NO SWEET TALKS
Do not boot lick me either
do not accuse me, i fucking hate that
do not insult my friends & family
losing my endeared ones
Flowers except sunflowers :)
Soft toys except hellokitty,kalm & winnie the pooh :)

i know i'm weird :)

WISH!

everybody to be happy
to be with my endeared ones forever!!!
nafa
a box full of yellow stars
a box full of sweets with pink shiny wrappers
black gucci bag
pink dior wallet
hello kitty x'mas tree
a day with ALL my bigbig family
a beautiful sweet 17
hello kitty blanket
sunflowers!
Queen's couture top

MAKE A SOUND!

DARLINKS!

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